Anne , Update

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Hello all friends on the list! All my withdrawal problems are still there and so are the anxiety and panic attacks but a lot has changed i my life since I wrote last time and things are looking much better! My husband finally got a teaching job and now we live in lovely West Palm Beach area, in Florida!!! (A big difference from Virginia's country side...). It is wonderful to have our own home (apartment) again, my husband agrees and he is much happier too. As soon as my new bank card will arrive, I will start the consultation with and begin my way to recovery. Advice: I bought a laptop (really a notebook)and I find it much easier to look at the screen on this laptop then on a regular computer screen. In the Control Panel, I set the display (screen) to darker color and a

darker wallpaper, which feel much more comfortable for my eyes and it does not make me so dizzy etc. and I can be on the computer much longer without beginning to feel "bad". One thing worries me a lot, how will I be able to handle a regular job? That is when my stress level get way up there and the anxiety and panic attacks get worse. I have low self-esteem and get nervous to not do a good job,to not be able to get to work because I get anxiety/panic attacks and be fired because I will have too many sick days too often etc. All advice are very welcome, I would love to be able to work and be as "all other people". I now have high-speed Internet at home and I am happy to be able to write/post messages on this list much more often! One of my big hobbies is genealogy, especially about people leaving Sweden,Denmark, and

Norway for USA and Canada (most USA tough) from about approx. year 1850 to 1930. I can also try to help you trace back your family in USA, if you have some information about grand- or great grand parents I can go on. I can not promise anything but I will certainly try, I have been doing this for several years and I have helped people all over the world! If anyone is interested, I am happy to help you (if I can, sometimes it can be very difficult to find people) for FREE, it keeps me busy! Have a wonderful weekend you all! I am very appreciative to have you to talk to! *HUG* With Love, Anne in sunny Florida.

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