Ready to give up

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Hello all of you, I am so sorry that I cannot participate in all your discussions in the group, most often, I cannot look at the computer screen at all but I try the days I feel a little better. I still have some questions. If taking Celexa for 9 years has given me

permanent damage to my central nervous system, will I then ever fully recover? Does anyone here know anybody who has been on an SSRI for so long time as me and fully recovered? I read a message online from a guy who had been on an SSRI for 2 years and after 3 years, he still had all these “side-effects”, if I can recover, will it take me several years to fully recover? If I start taking Celexa again, what more damage will it do to me? What will Celexa do to my body and mind if I start taking them again after being without them for 2 years? How long will it take Celexa to start “working”, is it up to 10 weeks? I feel despair and I am depressed, I have struggled with these “side-effects” for two years now and it feels like living in HELL 24/7. I have started to have head zaps again, sometimes every 10 minutes and it feels like I just get more and more “side-effects” and that they intensify, should I not feel better and better if I am supposed tobe recovering? I have not been able to enjoy life at all or function like a “normal”

person since these “side-effects” started, I cannot stand to wait for recovery any longer. I am ready to give up and start taking Celexa again just to make the “side-effects” to go away (or will they not?). If you can and want to, please answer my questions and give me some support and advice, I am so sad. With Love, Anne.

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