Confused about something

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For the past 3 or 4 weeks I have been feeling kinda weird. Like I am lost, confused can't recalled a great deal of things. I am so very tired I want to sleep so very much But I am afraid to sleep cause of nightmares I never know when they are going to hit and dizzy too I don't wanna eat and I a paranoid so bad I am afraid I am going to hurt my self or others and not know it. It is like I can't think and don't know who I am anymore.. I feel really depressed and like I am on a constant anxiety rollercoster. In a way it feels like withdrawal from paxil. Things seem to be getting much much worse all the time. I thought I stablelized from my withdrawal cause it has been five months but now things seem to being coming back with a vengeance. Now I have been to the ER 3 times already and this last time they ran everything from a CBC to a pregnancy test on me and I think maybe a drug test as well they said I was fine but gave me some antibiotics and sent me home. My family doc said I was depressed and my anxiety was coming back and gave me a script for zoloft and then I went to another doctor and they said the same thing and again wanted me to take zoloft or one of the other SSRI drugs. Does anyone know if this is just Withdrawal returning or should I be checked out again by another doctor. I am starting to get afraid and I just don't know what to do and if I keep this up going to the docs I am going to end up in a hospital and not by my choosing. Can anyone help me to understand what is going on with me? Will all this stop if I go back on the paxil? I hate to bother you guys and I know I have a lot in the past but this is so hard for me. I started my fish oil and then I got really really relaxed and my blood pressure went to 95/60 or something like that and then my blood sugars got really low and then would not go down to fast so I am worried about the fish oil is that causing my body to burn the sugars faster? Boy I am so mixed up.. Can anyone help?? I been dreading asking you guys but I just don't know what to do..

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