- I'm ill now too!

[Guest guest]

Hi :

I'm ill now too!! And I've had enough too! I really am feeling

physically ill lately -- really want to get sick to my stomach and

get headaches!

Thanks for sharing your story -- I think we've all suffered too much

damage, we don't need any more!

Barb

> THE DAY AFTER MY NADA ADMITTED SHE WAS BPD, WE WENT TO D.C. A NOW

POPULAR COUNTRY SONG CAME ON THE RADIO I DO NOT KNOW THE ARTIST,

BUT IT TALKS ABOUT A YOUNG GIRL WATCHING HER PARENTS FIGHT BEHIND THE

COUCH AND HOW ONE DAY THEY END UP KILLING ONE ANOTHER..THE YOUNG GIRL

IS TAKEN AWAY TO LIVE WIHT A FAMILY WHO TAKES HER TO CHURCH AND SHE

LEARNS ABOUT JESUS...IT BRINGS BACK MEMORIES OF THE KNIFE FIGHTS THAT

USED TO BREAK OUT BETWEEN MY PARENTS AND HOW I USED TO TRY TO HOLD

THE DOOR BETWEEN OUR KITCHEN AND DEN CLOSED BETWEEN THE TWO OF

THEM... ALSO WHEN I BROUGHT UP HER SUICIDE ATTEMPT WHEN I WAS ELEVEN

AND SHE TOLD ME TO TELL MY MOTHER GOODBYE..(.THAT IS WHEN I FOUND THE

EMPTY VALIUM BOTTLE OON THE KITCHEN COUNTER AND HAD TO WAKE MY DRUNK

FATHER UP TO TAKE HER TO THE HOSPITAL TO HAVE HER STOMACH PUMPED...)

SHE JUST SAID YOUR MOM WAS REALLY ILL THEN. WELL MOM I AM REALLY ILL

NOW AND HAVE HAD ENOUGH..

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> NEEDLESS TO SAY MY NADA BECAME QUITE UNCOMFOTABLE DURING THIS

SONG..I DID NOT BOTHER TO CHANGE THE STATION... IT WAS HER GUILT NOT

MINE......... ANNA

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