Re: (unknown)

October 8, 2002

Yeah, this coming and going of thoughts is something I worked with

the other day. It came up for me again tonight...so here I

am...continuing to inquire until I don't have the thought: My work

should flow in a certain manner. Then when/if it comes again, back

to inquiry.

*mona

October 8, 2002

Mona,

Your work DOES flow in a certain manner, it is uniquely you! That is

what it is! Take a look see and laugh as you got it! You are trying to

see in a certain way and YOUR way keeps screaming at you " hey look at

me " this is " how I am " .

April

January 7, 2003

Hi Sam,

Nice to meet you. )

It's OK to feel scared about turnabouts and investigating truth. I think there

is a soft and loving way to live the turnarounds too.

I have experienced the self-dislike thing, and the funniest thing helped get me

feel better. It was a really catchy song I saw on TV performed by Meredith

, called 'Bitch'. I related to it so well! The song says all the things

a person can be, like saint, lover, angel, mother, (and bitch was just one

personality... and I found it!! It's definitely in there when I feel pushed

further than I'm ready to go, for example. Somehow hearing ALL the qualities

mentioned in the song put things in perspective for me. My husband was most

amused and intrigued by how I took so strongly to this particular song. Now it

is a joke between us. )

PMT isn't much fun, I know. There are some natural things which help some

women have an easier time of it. I guess these herbs may help calm the

fluctuating hormones down. A good naturopath or alternative health practitioner

may be able to give some advice.

Sending a hug,

jani

(unknown)

Hello,

I've been following the group's correspondence for about 1 month and

I would like to say thank you. Thank you for sharing and for caring

about each other, for taking the time to write and for being brave

enough to divulge your stories so openly and vulnerably.

I have been greatly touched by so much of what has been written and

have found much solace in what i have read.

Yesterday's mail and responses on insomina have been really

useful...to realise that the thought ''I am awake'' rather than

beating myself with " i must sleep and i'm not'' helped me shift and

I am now 'almost' lookng forward to getting into bed. So thank you

for that.

Specifically, I wondered how to deal with the impact of PMT

(premenstrual tension/syndrome) with the work. I am getting better

at watching the thoughts come in and in questioning them, but i get

to a point where i lose it and feel like i have no control (i've

written this one down to inquire in to). I then cry and lash out at

my lover, and then beat myself up for attacking such a wonderful

man. Every month it seems to be a different thing that he does that

gets to me, something that at any other time just wouldn't niggle me

and i know that on some level its a gift...the mirror is really

talking very loud, butI'm still too caught up in the drama of it all

to embrace enquiry of what's going on...

If anyone has any advice on making any tentative steps at this I

would be so very grateful because i don't like myself when i'm like

this and i don't like how i'm treaing my lover. I have written some

thougths today that need inquiry such as 'I'm a bad person for

having PMT', ' (lover) is sick of my emotional

outbursts/abuse', ' will leave me eventually anyway', but there

seems lots more in there...

Also, ''living the turnarounds'' - how do people really do this? the

work has been so useful to me, but I feel don't get as much benefit

as I could because i don't push myself to turnaround as openely as i

could. To be truthful this scares me, admitting to my boyfriend that

I have lied to him for example scares me more than living as a

hypocrite...HELP please...is there a soft and loving way to live the

turnarounds?

Finally have any of you done the work in Europe (i live in Asia, so

easier to get to Holland than the US)...I am so drawn to emerging

myself for 10 days, but somewhere i hear a voice that says ''another

quick fix for all the bagage, it won't last/work'' another thought

for the work, i guess.

I look forward to reading your words and sharing what i get, and

thank you for making the time and caring

Sam(antha, but only known as sam) spiro

February 7, 2003

Do you want W to understand the depths of your suffering?

(unknown)

i want w to suffer

is it true?

yes

is it really true?

yes

what do want to happen to him

i want him to have his heart broken in 1000 little pieces

i want to tie him up and leave him on the railroad tracks

i want to hit him with poison darts, boxing gloves, baseball bats

etc.

i want to leave bruises all over his body

i want the sexiest hooker in the world to reject him

i want him to be stuck inside of me for a day

wo - thats alot of vehmenent visual images

if you could have that would you be satisfied?

picture w - lying on the ground, all his bones are broken and he is

almost dead

is this what you want?

no

no, i don't really want anyone to get physically hurt

try again

you want w to suffer?

the answer is still yes - but not physically hurt

i want him to feel emotionally wounded like me

you want him to feel wounded?

yes

hopeless

do you have any control over what w feels?

no

is it your business?

no

and also - you are emotionally wounded

is it true?

can you really know that is true?

no - i might be fine behind this mask of tragic suffering

you want w to suffer?

still, yes

what would this suffering look like?

he needs to be like me - hurting and hurting

watching the minutes go by so slowly

being stuck in a field of emotional muck

stuck in quicksand, sinking and sinking and despairing

crying his eyes out

which is how you feel - so if he felt the same you would feel better?

i wouldn't feel so alone

ah...is that true?

so you want both of you to suffer?

maybe

i just thought that if he were suffering suddenly i wouldn't be.

i could enjoy just watching him suffer.

OIC

you want w to suffer?

yep - still yes...

have you enjoyed feeling what you have felt these past few days?

no, its agony

do you really wish this agony on someone else?

yes, w

you want w in agony?

yes

thats not love t

to quote bk, its not suprising he left you considering you don't love

him anyway

hey, that is not fair - that implies i did something wrong

perhaps in his perception you did

he made an emotional demand - you refused

i have the right to refuse

that is correct

but you don't have a right to dictate how he responds to your refusal

but his reaction was irrational

egos are often irrational

if you wiped away the body, the face, the magnifient hair of w, what

would you have?

darth vader?

cute - try again

ok, a ball of light - just like me - maybe much darker than me - not

glowing

not anywhere near as cute as my ball of light...

ho ho ho

now you sound exactly like w

just kidding - sort of

lol

that ball of light over there got mad and walked out on you

what happened to your ball of light when he left

my ball shrunk - got smaller - stopped glowing

who controls the ball of light?

me

can he do it? can he make your glowing ball of light smaller and

dimmer?

no, sigh - i chose it

what is the reality of it?

w yells - w walks out - w is mean and bossy and controlling

and wishing he were otherwise is?

a waste of my time - not my business - i do not have to react to w

so he comes, he goes, he comes, he goes - does it have anything to do

with you?

no, his story - his business

you could choose a different reaction

hmmm....

you could laugh, you could dance, you could sing w is leaving the

house!, you could choose to feel nothing, you could keep glowing in

your own happy way

i could

right now you like the story that w did something to you

did he do anything? can he do anything?

no - as bk says, i hurt me, but only me

so, do you really want w to suffer?

no - his suffering is my suffering

correct

who would you be without this w should suffer story?

going about my business

thinking about what i need

providing myself my own good company

not in a state of constant need

maybe even a little more forgiving and caring towards him, not that

he deserves it

ah - more work for another day

wanting him to suffer is suffering

it is

can you think of a peaceful stress-free reason to keep the story?

no - it is terribly stressful

it keeps me in a state of profound loneliness

it cheapens me

picture w happy

picture w with someone who makes him happy

happy family - w with another woman, his kids are there - everyone is

hunky dory

ah geez, that is hard to do

i don't want to see w with someone else being happy

so...he can be happy but only with you?

thats right - it has to be me

thats not love t. don't you think that story is a little

controlling? the very thing you accuse him of.

you say w is controlling - how about you? can you find it?

yeah - sigh, we are the same - i am controlling too.

so w has his need to control others story, and you have your need to

control w story

ook

what is the truth t? do you want w to suffer?

no

no i don't - let him be happy - let me be happy - let us all be happy

notice how much your body has relaxed - your chest was so tight

yeah, i feel a little better

the turnaround?

i don't want w to suffer

i don't want t to suffer

i don't want to suffer suffering thoughts about w

my thinking that w should suffer is suffering

i don't want to suffer w - oh wow - that is the truth...

i don't want to suffer w

he walked out - he gave you what you wanted - he ended your suffering

holy cow....i can't believe this - that is the truth - i was spared

look how much lighter you feel now

it is amazing

i was spared, i was spared....

right, and because he left, you are even spared the customary guilt

you might have felt if you had to be the one to walk out

well if he had kept behaving the way he had, yelling and being mean

and bossy, i would have had to walk

so he did you a tremendous favor

he did - and it brought me back to the work

February 9, 2003

In a message dated 2/9/2003 4:10:01 AM Pacific Standard Time,

tabrinaweaver@... writes:

> if a man acts as mean to you as he could possibly be - does it mean

> he loves it?

>

> well he does it

>

> but does he love it? can you really know thats true? maybe he hates

> himself more than loves it - i mean he got very agressive with you,

> which only shows how ferocious he has to be with it in act out his

> story. perhaps inside he will never believe it. isn't his story

> about him anyway? rather than being about you?

>

Hi Tabrina....you wrote this part about W up there...about how he might not

actually love hurting you. And then you wrote this part down here about how

you love to hurt you.

> so who loves to hurt you?

>

> me, and only me

>

> i love you tabrina

I know this is one of your turnarounds and I'd still like to ask you...Is it

true...that you love to hurt yourself? What's going on for you when you say

that? You might be the one who does hurt you, yeah. Does that mean that

because you do it, you love it? And if you do love it, what do you love about

it?

February 9, 2003

Tabrina... grEAT jOB... dong the work...

doesnt katie say something about when people are hurtful its their way of

showing love... At least that is what I heard at the cleanse when that girl

was talking about her mother beating her...

We're either looking for love or expressing love... also what Ive read

somewhere.you probably have read that as well..

Also the closer we are to someone the more we hurt them... and the angrier we

get If you felt indifferent you would not be hurt...

Tolle says play with it all --take it lightly --in his tape on

relationships.. he says people are just forms if they stay fine if they leave

fine... I'm not there yet...100%

i see that is exactly what you are doing... trying to lighten up

--good.work... ...

love, roslyn

February 9, 2003

i love you tabrina -i love you tabrina- wonderful freeing work- you are awesome!

lovingly laurie

(unknown)

men love to hurt me

is it true?

yes

is it really true?

yes

are you hurt?

yes

how do you know you are hurt?

there is a weight over my heart that feels like a stone

i have been crying and crying

i am shaky and unsteady on my feet

my mind keeps re-thinking and re-running what happend with w

even though i desperately want it to stop

and what do you visualize in the midst of this apparent hurt?

earthquakes

big cracks in the earth

drowning in an ocean of my tears

jumping off a cliff

throwing myself in front of a speeding car

crashing

i am drifting alone in space

can't breath

just falling

may i observe that none of these things are happening to you?

well they happen in my mind

and it gets you?

i get to suffer - really, really suffer deep in my soul

oh - so its not just surface suffering, it DEEP suffering

lol...don't you dare make me laugh - i have no intention of giving up

my suffering yet. i'm going to wallow in it for awhile.

so men love to hurt you?

is it true? every male on the planet wants to hurt you?

yes - they all have their evil little plans

oh really?

well...i guess i can't know if it is true of all of them

some of them might be loving - tender - like the guys who belong to

this group seem to care about things beside hurting women

so w loved to hurt you?

yes

and your proof of this was?

he yelled at me

he manhandled me

he berated me

he lied to me

he manipulated me

when i asked him to let me leave his car he locked the door so i

coudln't get out

he told me he liked to masturbate while thinking of my daughters

he loved to tell me how much he likes young women

he blamed his obsession with young women on his abundant sex drive

he bragged about his sex drive was just as active as it was when he

was younger

he kept telling me he is a very open and sexual person and i

shouldn't be so uptight

he loved movies with violence, horror, mayhem, macho shithead stuff

in them

he insisted he didn't need therapy

he insisted he didn't need anyone

after he told me about the masturbation and i was crying he told me

that this proves he really loves me because it shows he was willing

to be totally honest with me

he said that if i can't love him after knowing the truth about him, i

never loved him anyway

he told me to stop crying - that he didn't want to hear me crying

when i asked him to let me leave his car he locked the door so i

coudln't get out

ok, so thats your proof - does anything on this list prove without a

shadow of a doubt that w liked to hurt you?

well it is obvious isn't it?

perhaps you can't ever know what motivates another person

well i know what motivates me - i know what does and doesn't feel good

so stay in what you need and forget about this endless speculation

about him - not your business and its suffering

if a man acts as mean to you as he could possibly be - does it mean

he loves it?

well he does it

but does he love it? can you really know thats true? maybe he hates

himself more than loves it - i mean he got very agressive with you,

which only shows how ferocious he has to be with it in act out his

story. perhaps inside he will never believe it. isn't his story

about him anyway? rather than being about you?

i suppose that could be true...

does everything other people do have to be about you?

no

so....w loved to hurt you?

i don't know - could be no

well look at the tension you just released in your shoulders...

who would you be without this story?

not hurting so much

not feeling singled out

not being stuck in a disaster or horror movie

maybe having the tinest spark of compassion for him - which doesn't

mean i am willing to take his stuff - but does mean i can identify

with a person in pain

not waiting for the meaness to start with other men

very good t....

can you think of a peace reason to keep the w loved hurting me story?

well if i keep it i won't let anyone else get near me

well then you may as well be locked in a cage - the prisoner of w

even if only in your mind...this doesn't sound peaceful

ok, no peaceful reason - just some warped " protect myself in weird

ways " kind of reason

do you need protection?

perhaps from my own distorted thinking

hmmm...turnaround?

men don't love to hurt women - could be just as true

men don't love to hurt - could be true

some men don't love - i can't know this is true

some men love to hurt themselves - if they do its just like i do

w didn't love to hurt me - might be true

t didn't love to hurt t - might be true

my thinking w loved to hurt me - hurts me - VERY true

its my thinking - oh my gosh, here we go again

with this tought i'm hurting about w and he doesn't even have to be

in the room

wow...

do you have to be hurting over w?

no...i could try a different response

i could laugh and say wow, what a weirdo

i could check it off my to do list - ok, that story is done

i could stop trying to figure it out and pin it on me somehow

i could say hey, i don't know whats true but thats not my scene

i could say, been there, done that, bought the w t-shirt - i use it

to clean the litter box

i could recognize that everything serves

i could say " better love next time " with a wry chuckle

i could pet kitties and play scrabble and have a marvelous time

i could smile

i could say hey nonny nonny

i could mentally bottle the story and use it for a character in a

novel

men love to hurt you?

no - impossible

i'm attaching a story to a penis - ridiculous

how can a body part have evil intentions? its just a body part

so who loves to hurt you?

me, and only me

i love you tabrina

February 9, 2003

thank you for bring this " love to hurt myself " issue to my attention

mona. also, thanks for your comments regarding labels. i have

posted a few sans subject just to see how it feels not to label what

i think is my story - my truth. what am i upset about? hell if i

know! >)

anyway....good question - do i love to hurt myself?

i must

i won't let the relationship thing rest

i could stay locked in my room and never come out but i do

i could choose to never interact with men at all but i do

i'm as corny as kansas in august - i still believe in the love story

i'd rather have the love story than live without hurt

i will go through this phase where i say i will never date again.

but then i start remembering all the things i really like about men

the way they smell

the way their energy excites me - refreshes me

the way i can feel happy around a man and focus on him instead of me

the way their hair feels in my fingers

how much i love to be held by someone who has big arms and can

comfort me

and b4 i know, i'm back on the circuit again looking for my man fix

i have long suspected i am addicted to suffering

while i have been able to curb my suffering in some areas, and the

work has been a tremendous help with this - i still suffer

these relationship dramas - still can't seem to settle

like with w - he has committed an unforgiveable breach of trust

i can never talk to him again

but emotionally i still long for him and want things to be ok

i'm sick

some areas i just don't seem to make any progress

like attracting mean men - who never act mean in the beginning

but do i love it? feels like i hate it - yet i keep choosing it

my answer to you mona is that i don't know the answer

i don't know if i love to hurt myself

still addicted to the cinderella story

anyway, thanks for asking, and i will think about it more today

> In a message dated 2/9/2003 4:10:01 AM Pacific Standard Time,

> tabrinaweaver@y... writes:

>

> > if a man acts as mean to you as he could possibly be - does it

mean

> > he loves it?

> >

> > well he does it

> >

> > but does he love it? can you really know thats true? maybe he

hates

> > himself more than loves it - i mean he got very agressive with

you,

> > which only shows how ferocious he has to be with it in act out

his

> > story. perhaps inside he will never believe it. isn't his story

> > about him anyway? rather than being about you?

> >

>

> Hi Tabrina....you wrote this part about W up there...about how he

might not

> actually love hurting you. And then you wrote this part down here

about how

> you love to hurt you.

>

> > so who loves to hurt you?

> >

> > me, and only me

> >

> > i love you tabrina

>

> I know this is one of your turnarounds and I'd still like to ask

you...Is it

> true...that you love to hurt yourself? What's going on for you when

you say

> that? You might be the one who does hurt you, yeah. Does that mean

that

> because you do it, you love it? And if you do love it, what do you

love about

> it?

>

August 26, 2003

I´ll keep you on my mind and cross my fingers for you all.

Take care,

Bianca

Ken Jennings wrote:

>HeyAll,

>

>I took Kennedy for a routine abdominal ultrasound and they think that maybe

>she might have a spot on her left kidney. Kennedy has

>Hemi-Hypertraphy and kids with this are prone to abdominal tumors.

>

>Please be thinking of us during this scary time.

>

>Thanks,

>

> and Kennedy(4yrs,pmg)

>http://www.geocities.com/kenjenjennings/

>

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August 26, 2003

Prayers are coming your way!!

~, , Alina, & Jenna ( 1 year with PMG )

(unknown)

HeyAll,

I took Kennedy for a routine abdominal ultrasound and they think that maybe

she might have a spot on her left kidney. Kennedy has

Hemi-Hypertraphy and kids with this are prone to abdominal tumors.

Please be thinking of us during this scary time.

Thanks,

and Kennedy(4yrs,pmg)

http://www.geocities.com/kenjenjennings/

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August 27, 2003

How scary. I do hope that your little one is okay. Please give her a big hug

from me. I'm sure that our Hannah will put in a good word for her.

love and hugs

(mum to angel Hannah)

August 27, 2003

,

Thank you. I am trying not to think to much about it right know so that I

don't freak myself out. Tuesday is the CT and I will just wait and take

things from there.

and Kennedy(4yrs,pmg)

http://www.geocities.com/kenjenjennings/

>

>Reply-To: polymicrogyria

>To: polymicrogyria

>Subject: Re: (unknown)

>Date: Wed, 27 Aug 2003 16:41:58 +1000

>

>How scary. I do hope that your little one is okay. Please give her a big

>hug from me. I'm sure that our Hannah will put in a good word for her.

>love and hugs

> (mum to angel Hannah)

>

October 1, 2003

Hi there Micheal and Io

I cannot help you in the New York area as we were in London, UK but are

now in Barbados, West Indies but I can tell you that cranial osteopathy

(sacral therapy) has really helped our little girl Arianne aged 19

months. It is impossible to prove scientifically but since she was 9

months old we have been having weekly sessions with small breaks every

so often and she has always enjoyed them. She is very content

afterwards and there usually follows a good nights sleep. It has really

helped with her bad teething. You do have to find a practitioner who

you feel very comfortable with and if you feel there is no improvement

in the first three sessions or so try another one as they all have

slightly different approaches.

I have not written much on this website but thank you to all - both my

husband and I have found it all so useful- in fact our main source of

information.

Best wishes

Fiona Blackley (mother of Arianne aged 19 months)

Neil Blackley

Cornucopia

4 Polo Ridge

Holders Hill

St

Barbados

t 001

m 001

neil.blackley@...

(unknown)

Hi everyone:

My name is Demos. My daughter, Io, has not been 'definitively'

diagnosed with PMG, but that's where Dr. Dobyns is leaning in terms of

his

reading of her MRIs. We've one more chromosome test to run.

Io is 15 months, very socially alert and loving, though not able to sit

on

her own or roll over on her own. Nor can she reliably raise her arms,

grasp

object, or swallow foods (she is still being breastfed by my wife, Ali,

and

bottle-nursed by our excellent babysitter.) She's receiving the usual

PT, OT

and ST through Early Intervention here in Brooklyn.

Recently the woman who fitted her with orthotics suggested cranialsacral

therapy. I was wondering if anyone in this group had tried that with

their

children, whether they found it helpful, and, if so, whether they had it

done in the New York area?

Many thanks

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October 4, 2003

Thanks so much for your advice, Fiona -- I'm so glad it helped little

Arianne!

I think we've found a practitioner here in New York, and will definitely

keep the rest of the list posted if it seems like it might be useful to

others.

Best wishes,

and Ali Demos

Io Demos (15 months)

>

>Reply-To: polymicrogyria

>To: <polymicrogyria >

>Subject: RE: (unknown)

>Date: Wed, 1 Oct 2003 12:36:17 -0400

>

>Hi there Micheal and Io

>I cannot help you in the New York area as we were in London, UK but are

>now in Barbados, West Indies but I can tell you that cranial osteopathy

>(sacral therapy) has really helped our little girl Arianne aged 19

>months. It is impossible to prove scientifically but since she was 9

>months old we have been having weekly sessions with small breaks every

>so often and she has always enjoyed them. She is very content

>afterwards and there usually follows a good nights sleep. It has really

>helped with her bad teething. You do have to find a practitioner who

>you feel very comfortable with and if you feel there is no improvement

>in the first three sessions or so try another one as they all have

>slightly different approaches.

>I have not written much on this website but thank you to all - both my

>husband and I have found it all so useful- in fact our main source of

>information.

>Best wishes

>Fiona Blackley (mother of Arianne aged 19 months)

>

>Neil Blackley

>Cornucopia

>4 Polo Ridge

>Holders Hill

>St

>Barbados

>t 001

>m 001

> neil.blackley@...

> (unknown)

>

>Hi everyone:

>

>My name is Demos. My daughter, Io, has not been 'definitively'

>diagnosed with PMG, but that's where Dr. Dobyns is leaning in terms of

>his

>reading of her MRIs. We've one more chromosome test to run.

>

>Io is 15 months, very socially alert and loving, though not able to sit

>on

>her own or roll over on her own. Nor can she reliably raise her arms,

>grasp

>object, or swallow foods (she is still being breastfed by my wife, Ali,

>and

>bottle-nursed by our excellent babysitter.) She's receiving the usual

>PT, OT

>and ST through Early Intervention here in Brooklyn.

>

>Recently the woman who fitted her with orthotics suggested cranialsacral

>

>therapy. I was wondering if anyone in this group had tried that with

>their

>children, whether they found it helpful, and, if so, whether they had it

>

>done in the New York area?

>

>Many thanks

>

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February 15, 2005

have you tried different exercises for his mouth? I know it takes lots of

time Our grandson druls and did choke alot but blowings bubbles heps making

games up with any exercises with sounds with his mouth and mussels daily/ We

lay on the bed being silly looking at each other saying can you do this and

he trys so hard. do it over and over every day and night.

(unknown)

>

> HI MY NAME IS RUTH I HAVE A NINE YR OLD SON WITH NEURONAL MIGRATE

> DISORDER HE IS A GREAT BOY WITH A LOT OF LOVE TO GIVE TO EVERYONE

> BUT HE CANT COMMUNICATE TO ANYONE AS MOST OF HIS DISABILITY IS

> AFFECTING HIS MOUTH HE HAS TO HAVE DRINKS THICKENED OR IT GOES

> STRAIGHT INTO HIS LUNGS AND FOOD MASHED TO A PUREE FORM LIKE A BABY

> BECAUSE HE CANT CHEW AND HE WILL CHOKE I DONT KNOW MUCH ABOUT THIS

> CONDITION AND TRIED LOOKING FOR AGES KNOW ONE WILL TELL ME MUCH AND

> I FEEL IM ON MY OWN WITH HIM HE HAS MILD LEARNING DISABILITIES AND A

> VERY BAD CHEST WITH BAD ASTHMA I JUST WONDERING IF ANYONE OUT THERE

> KNOWS ANY MORE ABOUT THE CONDITION AS I FEEL A BIT IN THE DARK

> THANX RUTH X

>

February 15, 2005

hi thanx for mail and yes he does lots of excersises with mouth and he does at

school to with speech therapist i just keep thinking maybe he may talk one day

people here near where we live are so ignorant as to his disabilities and wont

play with him

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