Guest guest Posted March 13, 2006 Report Posted March 13, 2006 " snowdrift52003 <snowdrift52003@...> wrote: This may sound odd, but I actually enjoy the ritual of sitting down, organizing my supplies, and giving myself the weekly MTX injection. (Maybe because I associate the injection with the relief it brings.) I was once terrified of needles, but no more. It's a nice feeling to overcome a big fear. Sierra " I don't think it sounds odd because.. in an odd way, I feel the same. I swore I couldn't do it. Then I thought about what would happen if I didn't get remission. Then I thought about all the injections and blood draws I'd had to do as a vet tech. So I did it. Now I confess, the moment of insertion I am NOT looking (I still close my eyes for a minute) and then while I am slowwwwwwwwly injection the Enbrel I look at the ceiling -- but it makes such a difference, both in pain cessation and in alertness, that I actually do look forward to it. Plus I am kinda proud of myself afterwards. Nother train of thought entirely. A lot of times I get depressed reading this list.. my heavens a lot of you are true heros (heroes sp?) ..... I didn't start getting symptoms till I was around 56 and was diagnosed at 59.. and here I am today.. well, hopeful. I got to retire from a job I'd had for 30 years and I have a pension and still have my medical-- what a blessing that is! But the enormity of the cost of R.A. to all of us --- to all of you, sometimes overwhelms me. It's like-- I've still got all my books to write, all my " things to do " ... and I am so hoping I get remission.. at least no progress of symptoms.... I'm also caring for my 88 year old, fiercely independent but physically challenged and short term memory deprived mother... and that would be challenging if I had -0- wrong with me. Still -- how fortunate I am. A pension check, a home I own, medical coverage -- count my blessings!!!!! One thing I do have to do and that soon is quit smoking. I started smoking at age 14 and with the exception of 2 months when I was 20 and one year when I was 53, have not been nicotine free since then. I know it's really important to stay healthy while taking the Enbrel -- and since I have weak lungs (from long before the first cigarette) and mild asthma, I'd have to be nuts not to quit. I hope I can get it together to take that step SOON. Ken, I haven't corresponded with you one on one but I've read and enjoyed your poetry. Oh I'm so sorry you have an airhead doctor to contend with on top of everything else :-( I'll be sure to pray for you and keep a candle lit. You're a valuable and treasured member of this list...be better sooner!! Well that's enough of a book... serves me right for not writing shorter and more often, eh? Fondly, Carla in Rhode Island Quote
Guest guest Posted March 14, 2006 Report Posted March 14, 2006 In a message dated 3/14/2006 1:06:19 AM Central Standard Time, Mom2Harley@... writes: One thing I do have to do and that soon is quit smoking. I started smoking at age 14 and with the exception of 2 months when I was 20 and one year when I was 53, have not been nicotine free since then. I know it's really important to stay healthy while taking the Enbrel -- and since I have weak lungs (from long before the first cigarette) and mild asthma, I'd have to be nuts not to quit. I hope I can get it together to take that step SOON. Quiting is easier said than done for most people. Altho i havent been smoking as long as you have, its still hard to quit. I started when i was 16, obly taking breaks while pregnant with my son in 98 then in 03 with my daughter. When you want to take that step i'll do it with you. HUGS from PA Quote
Guest guest Posted March 14, 2006 Report Posted March 14, 2006 In a message dated 3/14/2006 7:17:00 PM Central Standard Time, marysue@... writes: If you two will join forces, it will be easier to quit. And we here on the list will be your cheerleaders. I remember when we supported Heidi in South Africa in her campaign to quit because she wanted to get pregnant. She succeeded in both, and is now pregnant for the second time. Sue Sue thank you! I'll try and quit i'm not near 3 packs a day... one pack last me almost 3 days. Hopefully i will be smoke free by june! thanks again! hugs from PA Quote
Guest guest Posted March 14, 2006 Report Posted March 14, 2006 I urge both of you to quit smoking. If I can quit, surely anybody can. I had smoked for 34 years and was up to over three packs a day. I thought that I HAD to have those cigarettes. I had never tried to quit before because I knew I couldn't. Turns out I COULD; I was stronger than the nicotine. Now I'm no longer a slave to the habit; I no longer smell like smoke; I no longer have that hacking cough; and I'm saving quite a bit of money. If you two will join forces, it will be easier to quit. And we here on the list will be your cheerleaders. I remember when we supported Heidi in South Africa in her campaign to quit because she wanted to get pregnant. She succeeded in both, and is now pregnant for the second time. Sue On Tuesday, March 14, 2006, at 09:31 AM, N2kids@... wrote: > > In a message dated 3/14/2006 1:06:19 AM Central Standard Time, > Mom2Harley@... writes: > > One thing I do have to do and that soon is quit smoking. I started > smoking > at age 14 and with the exception of 2 months when I was 20 and one > year when > I was 53, have not been nicotine free since then. I know it's really > important to stay healthy while taking the Enbrel -- and since I have > weak > lungs (from long before the first cigarette) and mild asthma, I'd > have to be > nuts not to quit. I hope I can get it together to take that step > SOON. > > > Quiting is easier said than done for most people. Altho i havent been > smoking as long as you have, its still hard to quit. I started when i > was 16, obly > taking breaks while pregnant with my son in 98 then in 03 with my > daughter. > When you want to take that step i'll do it with you. HUGS > from PA Quote
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