venting!!!

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well my rheumi's office just called back and said i can not go back on the

methotrexate, they feel with the incidents i had with my tongue and chest it

would be too great a risk. so she tells me they are sending me information

and a prescription for arava. i said great, i've already taken that back in 97

or 98. i was so dizzy i had to hang on to the walls at work to get around. she

told me to review the information. but ultimately it is my decision. my appt

is in 3 weeks. i am so tired and sore, just don't want to do it

anymore.(housework, motivation 0) i sat here and ran a fever last weekend. i

haven't felt

this way in awhile. add on my 4 front teeth are loose and so sore. my car is

leaking trans fluid again in 2 spots and was told that the fluid is cheaper

than the fix. i am still trying to recover from the car catching on fire,

christmas, sinus infection, ear infection, bronchitis, pneumonia, steroid

boost,

yeast infections x 6 meds and still a problem !!!!!!! i always hear, don't

worry next year will be better. it really hasn't been so far!!!

kathy in il