Re: Figure out a belief

[Guest guest]

Let me get this straight: you want girls to feel " they'v waited

their whole life for me to see them and for them to find me as their

love of their lives. " ?

Plural???

How can a group of unknown girls be the love of your life?

Also, what are you loving about them except their outer appearance?

Is this " LOVE " like I really care about you and understand you and

want to make you happy and grow with you?

Or is it " love " like I love ice cream. I love candy.

That love eats the object up, digests and destroys it.

Is that what you do to someone you love?

You must be a thinking person if you're oon this list.

Maybe ask yourself: " What do I mean by love? "

" How can I love someone I don't know? "

" How would I feel if strangers made inappropriate advances on me

when I was walking down the street? "

" How would I feel if others focussed solely on my body? "

Good Luck!

Shoshana

>

> bare with me on this one, cause i dont know what im saying or

whats my

> problem so i will just try to spill everything out.

> so there's this thing about girls making me CRAZY i dont know what

it

> is.

> what i know is that when i see a pretty girl walking down the

street i

> can just allmost go crazy. i can't take my eyes off of her.

> i get really horny and tensed and feel like i must have her, i

totaly

> freak out.

> this days i dont ever do anything about it because there was a

time

> when i forced myself approach girls .. and it was allways wierd

and

> emberacing being that streight forward, and it allways ended

budly, so

> i dont approach anymore or being honest to girls for how i think

and

> feel about them.. im allways hiding it.

> today i drove my car and then i saw a cute girl walking with her

friend.

> she was really my taste.. btw the upseting thing was for me to

find out

> that girls i find to be my taste are many times everyone's taste

and it

> turned out that those girls get hit alot and there was nothing

special

> about me finding them fancy.. they are used to it, and very

skilled on

> how to get rid of those guys.

> it's not as if they'v waited their whole life for me to see them

and

> for them to find me as their love of their lives. and this

romantic

> finding the ONE stories where what i believed my whole childhood,

i

> think a big part of me is this believing this.

> im really frustrated about this and it is as if i have a computer

virus

> in my mind looking for love and sex, allthough mentaly i know it's

all

> bullshit.. i'v done this work many times.

> anyway so i saw this girl from my car while driving and i couldn't

stop

> looking at her until she was out of me site.. i allmost had an

accident

> because of that..

> that was this morning and i can't stop thinking about her till now.

> i hate this .. it mess's up my life and i lose myself very easily,

> not to mention i hardly ever have an actual girl.. i havn't had a

> girlfriend for 7 years now.

> please help me figure out what is this thing running my soul.

> thanks.

>