Re: Keeping up?

[Guest guest]

Ata,

I'm terrible sorry about your father, I'm also sorry that you weren't

allowed to grieve for his passing and " you're not liking " . It's

inhumane to hold a child hostage from their emotions and feelings.

Also, I'm not sure if this relates, but I do remember feeling numb and

rejecting grief all my life. This time of year I also hibernate, but I

also think about events over and over, I feel the sadness and I don't

cry (that is cry hard, like I know I should). I don't know why? During

this time of year I yearn for something and I don't know what that is?

I'm getting a better idea, but am still scrambling to grasp these

hang-ups.

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> > > Holy Cow is anybody else struggling to keep up on all the posts? I

> > > thought I was having a hard time finding time before now today I

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> > > on (yesterday my computer mouse was dead so I couldn't) and I saw 2

> > > 1/4 pgs of new msg. I think this is a HOT time of the year for us w/

> > > holidays and all. Maybe it is just me.Lizzy

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[Guest guest]

Grace, It's not just you it's me to! I was thinking wow I am lucky

to read a few topics a day and reply to one or two! With all the

holiday stress of my own and trying to plan and prepare things of my

own plus old memories and daily activities! GEZZ it is so much. I

guess I just feel like everything is happening so fast. Although my

life has never been better it just feels like a lot! Good luck

keeping up! Love Lizzy

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> > Holy Cow is anybody else struggling to keep up on all the posts?

I

> > thought I was having a hard time finding time before now today I

> went

> > on (yesterday my computer mouse was dead so I couldn't) and I

saw 2

> > 1/4 pgs of new msg. I think this is a HOT time of the year for

us w/

> > holidays and all. Maybe it is just me.Lizzy

> >

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