Guest guest Posted September 15, 2004 Report Share Posted September 15, 2004 I haven't been able to get on here ion a while, I do read the information from time to time and it comforts me that there really area people out there who understand, who have when thru the grueling tests, and anything they can dream up but it is hard to find a doctor that understands your feaar of three page narcodics. Thats all I have been taking for 8 or 9 years. Everything from morphene, duragesic, to oxycontin,et.c etc. I lost my son on Feb 16 due to a doctors oversight that prescribed him an " accidental " overdose that killed him after two doses. I relive evevything every month on the 16th to the 20th and then use the rest of the month wondering why. I quit oxycontin on my own, not becazuse I wanted to but because the laws in Texas changed and I lost all my workers comp doctors and out of 67 tries I was denied. I spent a couple of days in the hospistal and they treated me like a common drug addict. So I nearly died in my own bed since I could get no treatment since I had no doctor. Workers comp has not even paid some of my bills, my social security keeps having to pay. This is not fair. I would rather be working and living a normal live again. I miss work, I miss the traffic, I miss my daughters high school marching band days, they are a blur and it has scared her too, this mess has scared my entire family, I have been excumunicated in a way. I don't get invited places, no body tells me when someone dies because they are afraid how I will react but my son died for no reason but shear stupidity and left a one year old son behind. I went off nacodics to be part of their lives...funny how life keeps things going. Well I would like to start a group with chronic pain patients, or at least be a part of this, out of the four sleeping pills they give me I still don't sleep much anymore, pain keeps you awake and pain can make you a little crazy, even my doctor told me that. But I feel more sane now than ever, the aggoraphobia keeps me back alot but I am working on it. For every cloud can have a silver lining, even rainclouds. Love, peace, hope and faith... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 16, 2004 Report Share Posted September 16, 2004 Is there anyone out there? I would like some king replys of any kind. I feel so alone and persecuted right about now Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 16, 2004 Report Share Posted September 16, 2004 Is anyone out there? Can anyone give feedback, TWCC told me today that I had to hire my own attorney at my expense, and get all my records that I do not even remember all the doctors there have been so many and I lost all of them due to the new laws lately. I even almost died. I sometimes wished I did. But I will keep the faith. Any response will be most greatly appreciated sincerely. Love, peace hope and faith, Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 17, 2004 Report Share Posted September 17, 2004 Dear , I am sorry you too have to deal with all this pain, fighting with doctors, lawyers, workers comp, (did i get that right)? I suffer from chronic pain, they have not yet completly ruled out rsd, either for me....i do have cps, a very large bulding disc, nereve damage in my spine in two places, and i am feeling lately as if i am getting fibro, my pc even thinks so... I know this may not make you feel better, but, i too am being persecuted from workers comp, they are trying to stop my benifits and money coming in....i still may need back surgery as well. They have stopped paying for my meds, for right now anyway. My lawyer will fight that. They are harrassing my doctors so much for duplicate letters that they are getting ready to discharge me, as they are sick of this insurance company. I too have been feeling like there is nothing to live for anymore...but, i know in my heart, that is not the answer. they would win, and i wont let that happen. I have been helped on this site so much.....there are such wonderful, supportive and really good people here, reach out, cry, write till you cannot write anymore...talk about all that is upsetting you so and believe me, it will help you....I cannot say enough about these wonderful people here, with such big hearts and so much compassion.....we are all in the same boat one way or another....so dont every give up.....just reach out....and you will feel better.....sending only happy thoughts your way....i am here if you need to talk ....i will be going out in the morning, as i have to move right in the middle of this whole mess....so i will be looking at apartments...but, please do write if you would like to chat.....to me or anyone here....janine SHELLYM wrote: Is there anyone out there? I would like some king replys of any kind. I feel so alone and persecuted right about now __________________________________________________ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 17, 2004 Report Share Posted September 17, 2004 , Check out the Arthritis Foundation - they have chapters all across the country. There may be one near you with in-person support groups, workshops, classes, etc. If you have access to the internet, just type ArthritisFoundation in your browser, and check out the sites. Love n hugs, Dix Re: Looking for RSD/Chronic Pain/Fibromyalgia, etc. friends in Pearland,TX area Is there anyone out there? I would like some king replys of any kind. I feel so alone and persecuted right about now Know someone who could benefit from our list? Send our direct sign-up URL: http://www.yahoogroups.com/subscribe.cgi/chronic_pain or write us at: chronic_pain-listowner Manage your subscription with the following email addresses: chronic_pain-owner - Sends email to the list owners chronic_pain-subscribe - Subscribe to the list through email chronic_pain-unsubscribe - Unsubscribe from the list chronic_pain-normal - Switch your subscription to normal chronic_pain-digest - Switch your subscription to digest Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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