Re: Re: I want to write me

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> Yes...

>

> Maybe, is just Another guy...

Maybe for you he is just another guy.

But for me he is special

> Like many other guy...

You could be right,

That is not my experience

> Maybe, there are guys who I might enjoy much

> more than ...

Maybe, and when I meet them I will keep what you said in mind

> Maybe there is good " reason " I am not with

> ...

The reason is: he needs time

And I need to learn the lesson of being patient.

That is the hardest thing for me

But only a man I love so much

Motivates me to be willing to learn to be patient

I know that that is the most loving thing I can do for him

And I it is not easy

> Maybe, I am destined to enjoy greater things

> in life, maybe a lover that I would enjoy more...

Maybe,

I don't live in the future.

Maybe in the future I will meet someone else

In the NOW there is only for me

And I am open.

When I meet truth, I cannot turn my back to it

That is what I experienced with

If I wasn't so sure about us I wouldn't go all the way to Berlin

For a blind date.

And I am glad I went, he is beyond my expectation

> Maybe, I am going to see more,

> enjoy many more people...

> enjoy many more shades...

> enjoy laughs of many different laughs...

Maybe maybe maybe

Wake me up when it resonate with reality

> I thank to give me thing opeining...

>

> I feel that I am TRULY OPEN Now!

I am always open. Open for the " real " thing

I don't need a man to be happy

It is fine by me if I will be alone for the rest of my life

But when I meet someone that touches me in so many levels

The way did, I open up.

Or shell I turn it around and say:

Is amazing presence and the truth of what we share

Opened me

> I feel that possiblities are Vast...

Define possibilities

For what?

I need nothing

>

> I see a world full of many wonderful guys -

> some just across the street!

I see many guys, true

I have nothing against them (apart from the fact that they are Israelis -

yak)

And when the right one comes,

It strikes me, I just know it

And is not the only right guy for me

But he is the only one at the moment

> I see a world full of many wonderful expereinces,

> colors, shades...

What are you using?

Send me a box

> It is great that I enjoyed expereince with

Right

> But, Now it is so good that I am in Open again

> - in fron of this Worl full of options,

> choices, a world full of wonderful people...

Are you pretending to help me

Cause you have a motive

To make me realize you???

Well I have realized you, Dali

I still trying to overcome your picture

And I hear a NO, inside of me

But thank you for your love

> I wonder what wonderful guy I am going to meet next -

> what about that dude walking with coffe!

What dude?

>

> What about that counter clerk...

Yak, he is bold!

>

> What about that man walking out of his car...

He is too fat for me!

> I feel so excited about all these possiblities,

> all these potentails...

You depress me

Please stop

>

>

> I am so thankful to that he walked out,

> that he gave this

> wonderful opportunity to explore, to experiment,

> to try many new things.

Bla bla bla

>

> I feel so good.

>

> I am so happy that I am Open, Avaialble and

> ready...

>

> I am so excited about all the possiblities...

>

> I am so happy that is not here - now

> I can see all the other wonderful people

> around me...

Stop right there,

Are you having an affair with my ???

> I am so happy that doesn't bother me,

> that doesn't call - and, I can FOCUS

> fully on these wonderful Men around Me!

What wonderful man???

Israeli man are not my cup of tea

>

> Thank you !

>

> Thank you Honey!

Takeyour hand off him

He is my man!

>

> I am so gald for this opportunity!

>

>

> I wonder which dress I a going to wear...

The transpaerent one

This time without a bra

>

> I really Feel SEXY!

True.

Thank you, and

I want to talk to you

Why don't you call me?

T