Re: Addictions

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> > > > >

> > > > > Hi everyone!

> > > > > I haven´t been here for a while (bad, bad moderator;)!) So

> > > what´s new

> > > > > in my life? I´ve become a member in a Swedish internet

> > comunity

> > > and I

> > > > > have started 3 groups there: Better self-esteem - yes

please,

> > > Help and

> > > > > support and Why do I never find Mr Right/Miss Right. I am

very

> > > > > comitted to these groups, and the members write that they

are

> > > very

> > > > > grateful that someone started them and that they exist.

And I

> > > have

> > > > > learned my leasson now, I´m not on " the Work-mission "

anymore.

> > I

> > > am

> > > > > just a good listener and share my love, warmth and

> > understanding.

> > > > >

> > > > > Another wonderful thing. My mother is finally going to

divorce

> > > her

> > > > > husband, which she hasn´t been happy with for many years.

She

> > > has sold

> > > > > her apartment and got 120 000$ for it and now she is

moving to

> > > my

> > > > > city. She has got herself the sweetest apartment in the

house

> > > next to

> > > > > mine and she´s moving here at the end of april. I´m so

happy!

> > I

> > > love

> > > > > my mom so much and it will just be wonderful to have her

so

> > > close.

> > > > >

> > > > > Me and my new friend Annie is planning to open a

kindergarden

> > > for

> > > > > dogs. We are only planning it so far and it´s a lot that

must

> > > work

> > > > > before it can get reality, but just planning and

fantasizing

> > > about it

> > > > > is so much fun! Oh, how I would love to work with dogs all

day

> > > > > long...

> > > > >

> > > > > And yesterday Annie had a little party. It was me, Hans,

Annie

> > > and 2

> > > > > of her new friends Elin and s. Elin and I connected

> > > immediately.

> > > > > I had so much fun, she had the same kind of " dirty humor "

as

> > me

> > > so I

> > > > > laughed the whole night. And before I knew it she was

kissing

> > > me, and

> > > > > I felt an inner yes so we had a nice little make out-

moment

> > > there. Ok,

> > > > > a couple of them...

> > > > >

> > > > > Then it turned out that Elin and s smoke haschish

> > > sometimes, so

> > > > > we eneded up smoking haschish. I heard an inner yes, so I

just

> > > did it.

> > > > > But I must say that I don´t get why people are doing it. I

> > can´t

> > > say I

> > > > > felt anything. My balance got a bit unstable but that was

all.

> > > > >

> > > > > What suprises me is that I have no stories that I

shouldn´t

> > have

> > > > > smoked pot, or make out with another woman. I feel totally

> > > peaceful

> > > > > about it.

> > > > >

> > > > > If you want to judge me I wecome you! And if you want to

give

> > me

> > > some

> > > > > LAA - well then you´re always welcome of course;)!

> > > > >

> > > > > , happy and loving

> > > > >

> > > >

> > >

> >

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