Guest guest Posted September 27, 2006 Report Share Posted September 27, 2006 Hi KOs, I've been away from the list for a while - last month we celebrated the birth of our first child! It's been a wonderful time for us, and it's especially nice not to have to worry about nada ruining it. I've been NC with nada for long enough that there have been other events in my life that she's had no part of, but there was always this underlying guilt about excluding her. Plus, I'm usually looking over my shoulder, waiting for her to show up or do something to destroy my happiness. I can say that this time, the event wasn't completely overshadowed by constant fear. I did of course worry about it, but the longer I'm NC, I think my feelings are becoming less intense towards her. Without the usual fear, I'm able to enjoy these days. It's been really nice. Anyway, I feel like this list is more my family than my FOO ever was, so I thought I'd just jump in here and share! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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