Re: another applicable song

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before knowing what it was that was wrong with my mother - and trying to look

past the painful things that she would say and do - i thought if only i could

fix her. There are glimses of her that are fun and enjoyable - but those are so

short lived......and i feel a very deep saddness sometimes - it was during one

of those times i wrote the following poem..... it's called....... lost

music.....

the pain

i see, i hear

is so deep to you,

the world

you are living in

is out of my view,

my heart

it aches so often

for i cannot understand,

the anguish

that is living inside your

minds land,

how i wish I could see the depth of

your soul,

to truly put myself there

to be swallowed whole,

then i might find the answers

that i struggle to see,

to be a part of you

living inside of me

then i would fully understand

all that you feel,

and be able to help you

perhaps, finally heal

for too many years

i have watched you

live this way,

it’s so hard to see you

like this,

day after day

then i get so angry

and i think

what a waste,

i want to shake you senseless

then the emotions replaced,

for surely if you could

you wouldn’t live like this,

living in a hell

only the devil would

call bliss

my dread is that your life

will end before you see,

any ounce of pleasure

or happiness of any degree,

and i know

i can’t feel it more than i do,

that there is so much

sweet music,

deep inside of you

" a.lewis " wrote:

Hello all,

I think of nada when I hear this song. It's by Evanescence.

Everybody's Fool

Perfect by nature

Icons of self indulgence

Just what we all need

More lies about a world that

Never was and never will be

Have you no shame, don't you see me?

You know you've got everybody fooled

Look here she comes now

Bow down and stare in wonder

Oh how we love you

No flaws when you're pretending

But now I know she

Never was and never will be

You don't know how you've betrayed me

And somehow you've got everybody fooled

Without the mask where will you hide

Can't find yourself - lost in your lie

I know the truth now

I know who you are

And I don't love you anymore

It never was and never will be

You're not real and you can't save me

Somehow now you're everybody's fool

Many Evanescence songs register with me and my struggles to figure myself out

and separate from nada.

Adria

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Dawn,

How amazing that you have been able to capture the anguish of a KOs

love for his/her mother, and to write about it so beautifully.

Sylvia

> Hello all,

> I think of nada when I hear this song. It's by Evanescence.

>

> Everybody's Fool

>

>

> Perfect by nature

> Icons of self indulgence

> Just what we all need

> More lies about a world that

> Never was and never will be

> Have you no shame, don't you see me?

> You know you've got everybody fooled

>

> Look here she comes now

> Bow down and stare in wonder

> Oh how we love you

> No flaws when you're pretending

>

> But now I know she

> Never was and never will be

> You don't know how you've betrayed me

> And somehow you've got everybody fooled

>

> Without the mask where will you hide

> Can't find yourself - lost in your lie

>

> I know the truth now

> I know who you are

> And I don't love you anymore

>

> It never was and never will be

> You're not real and you can't save me

> Somehow now you're everybody's fool

>

>

>

> Many Evanescence songs register with me and my struggles to figure

myself out and separate from nada.

>

> Adria

>

>

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>

>

[Guest guest]

How appropriate. I have never heard that song before I just watched

the video online and yes I can see nada over and over. Lizzy

>

> Hello all,

> I think of nada when I hear this song. It's by Evanescence.

>

> Everybody's Fool

>

>

> Perfect by nature

> Icons of self indulgence

> Just what we all need

> More lies about a world that

> Never was and never will be

> Have you no shame, don't you see me?

> You know you've got everybody fooled

>

> Look here she comes now

> Bow down and stare in wonder

> Oh how we love you

> No flaws when you're pretending

>

> But now I know she

> Never was and never will be

> You don't know how you've betrayed me

> And somehow you've got everybody fooled

>

> Without the mask where will you hide

> Can't find yourself - lost in your lie

>

> I know the truth now

> I know who you are

> And I don't love you anymore

>

> It never was and never will be

> You're not real and you can't save me

> Somehow now you're everybody's fool

>

>

>

> Many Evanescence songs register with me and my struggles to

figure myself out and separate from nada.

>

> Adria

>

>

>

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>

>

[Guest guest]

Thanks for sharing Dawn that was beautiful.Lizzy

> Hello all,

> I think of nada when I hear this song. It's by Evanescence.

>

> Everybody's Fool

>

>

> Perfect by nature

> Icons of self indulgence

> Just what we all need

> More lies about a world that

> Never was and never will be

> Have you no shame, don't you see me?

> You know you've got everybody fooled

>

> Look here she comes now

> Bow down and stare in wonder

> Oh how we love you

> No flaws when you're pretending

>

> But now I know she

> Never was and never will be

> You don't know how you've betrayed me

> And somehow you've got everybody fooled

>

> Without the mask where will you hide

> Can't find yourself - lost in your lie

>

> I know the truth now

> I know who you are

> And I don't love you anymore

>

> It never was and never will be

> You're not real and you can't save me

> Somehow now you're everybody's fool

>

>

>

> Many Evanescence songs register with me and my struggles to figure

myself out and separate from nada.

>

> Adria

>

>

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[Guest guest]

thank you all for those nice compliments on the poem - i have others ofcourse

that are full of anger at her etc....... sometimes it's a good way to get

stuff our - at least for me...

I guess I am just at this beginning stage of understanding my emotions

regarding this and reading all the posting about nc for example - i can see how

that could be conflicting in itself. Anyway - again i am glad for such a

great group and having an ear and the opportunity to read about others who have

similar situations -

dawn

lizzyboo81 wrote:

Thanks for sharing Dawn that was beautiful.Lizzy

> Hello all,

> I think of nada when I hear this song. It's by Evanescence.

>

> Everybody's Fool

>

>

> Perfect by nature

> Icons of self indulgence

> Just what we all need

> More lies about a world that

> Never was and never will be

> Have you no shame, don't you see me?

> You know you've got everybody fooled

>

> Look here she comes now

> Bow down and stare in wonder

> Oh how we love you

> No flaws when you're pretending

>

> But now I know she

> Never was and never will be

> You don't know how you've betrayed me

> And somehow you've got everybody fooled

>

> Without the mask where will you hide

> Can't find yourself - lost in your lie

>

> I know the truth now

> I know who you are

> And I don't love you anymore

>

> It never was and never will be

> You're not real and you can't save me

> Somehow now you're everybody's fool

>

>

>

> Many Evanescence songs register with me and my struggles to figure

myself out and separate from nada.

>

> Adria

>

>

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