VENT: I WANT MY OLD THERAPIST BACK!

January 25, 2006

Jesus Christ. Some therapists are a bit simple. (had juicy words

there but thought I might get booted...)

Not sure if it is because he didn't believe me - well actually I am

pretty sure he didn't - or if he couldn't get his singular neuron around

Borderline Reality. Maybe he needed Written Confirmation of what it was

like by dad and my 2 brothers, before he allowed that poor neuron to

explode.

I think he thinks I live in some sort of fantasy world where I

*imagined* Yeti did stuff like broke my leg coz I dropped a milk bottle,

screamed that she regretted ever having me while I was trying to avoid

her kicks, cuddled me 5 minutes after her " turns " and asked, " We're

close, aren't we? " Shit yeah, we're close. WTF was he expecting me to

say? " Yeti dearest precious sweetness devine, Most Nurtiring (BEEP) I

know, I actually do have a little problem with having the crap kicked

out of me on a daily basis " ?

The (chappy) TOLD ME OFF for LYING TO YETI. How dare I not say I didn't

think we were all in a state of *bliss* in a Fully Functional Family!

That might have been a trigger (there'd be a funny shaped cloud rising

above our house) but hell, we would have been in a functional family!

Borderline Families function for the Borderline, everyone else is a

punching bag.

" But there's disagreements in every family... " the thing said. (Pewk...)

Huh? I stared trying to comprehend the chasm between what he'd just

said, and what would be guaranteed to happen. Families with Boderlines

DON'T have disagreements. They have Chainsaw Massacres. Every non lives

in *constant terror* of the BP, if you even breathe it could trigger

Vesuvious.

He asked why I (must have imagined) HATING the arrival of my Dearest

from work. Coz the sreaming would start as soon as, if not before, she

put a toenail in the house, that's why! If there was a single *atom* of

dirt anywhere it'd be on for young and old. I can still remember Dad's

comment " Here comes the White Tornado " ...

GOD I WANT MY OLD THERAPIST BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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