RE: personal question-Marcy

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I tried a couple of times while still in Ohio to get out. Randy took me to the mall and we walked around for a while. We went to see a movie on Tues. Both took so much energy I napped for hours after. Now that I am home and my symptoms keep increasing it is extremely tiring to even talk to the kids. They are so cute. The 9 and 10 year old cant understand why I am not better because the implants are out. My youngest (9) wont leave my side. She said she wants to make sure I am OK. She told me yesterday, (God bless her honesty) that I looked like a boy with longer hair. I explained that I was wrapped pretty tight. I know I shouldnt try on my old clothes because i am still "squished". I should probably take mine to the 2nd hand store, but we really cannot afford new clothes right now. My biggest problem is that I have gained so much weight in the

past year from being ill that my butt is huge and my chest is so small. This is why I got those stupid things to begin with. I never gain weight in my chest, it only goes to my butt and thighs. I am hoping to be able to exercise like I used to. Yesterday, I mom called and said "Maybe soon you can go back to all your running and biking like you used to." I said I would be happy if I could go back to climbing the basement stairs to do laundry like I used to. Dr. Feng was wonderful, she hugged me right after my drain tubes were taken out and said she hoped that I can regain my health back. I cried. I am so "sappy' lately. I think you said you had McGhan tectured like I did, right? Have you picked a good doctor to get those out yet? I am praying for you also, Marcy K-B <mkkinzy@...> wrote: Hi , I am glad to hear that you are back home. I would totally expect that you have had and will have some hard days ahead. Procedures can take a lot of out a person. And not to mention all the emotional stress that you are dealing getting the implants out. Please take care of your self and rest as much as possible, but also when you get a chance stretch your joints. You are in my prayers . You are not alone and we are all here to help cheer you on and guide you in helping you to become well. The clothes thing is hard and will be hard for me too. Just tonight I put on my jammies and I liked that I had a figure, but I hate my implants. I actually went thru some of my clothes last weekend. I took some to a 2 hand store and also

gave a few things away to girl friends. Then I went out shopping, but could only get a couple of new shirts. I was so funny in the fitting room, because I kept on moving to try to get a flat look. The joys!! For now until you can go out and get some fun new clothes I would go through your closet and pick a few comfy clothes. Another place to see woman who are smaller is in the althletic catalogs title9 sports, athleta, and I am sure there are many more. Also there is a popular magazine for woman and they are all real and been mothers and have lived. I think it is called allure or instyle or I could be way off, but I did happen to read it at one of my recent appointments and I found it comforting to see real woman's bodies.. Hang in their !! Hugs, Marcy From: "wannabe_proverbs31" <wannabe_proverbs31@...>Reply- To: Subject: personal questionDate: Thu, 09 Feb 2006 18:43:23 -0000Good Afternoon Ladies!Randy and I made the long trip home, and arrived in time to have dinner with the kids. Last night was emotional for me as I tried on some of my clothes from my closet. Not one thing looked right on me. I guess this is going to be an ajustment for me. Today I am having a rough day. My symptoms have increased greatly in the past couple of days. My muscles are tight, joints are stiff and cracking loudly. My breast bone keeps popping. I have a migraine that darvocet isn't touching. I

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