Thank you before/after

[Guest guest]

Thank you for the messages back to my post before/after pictures. I

really appreciate the support. It helped me take a good look at my

situation. It helps to hear it from someone elses view that really

understands what I am going thru.

Last night I had a really good conversation with my husband. I told

him how much is means to me to have him in my life and how much his

support means to me.

I am trying to have a new attitude about everything. I have done a

lot of soul searching since I came across the info about my implants

making me sick. The last year has been so trying with my being sick

and not knowing why. I think the hardest thing about looking at the

before pictures is why I got them and letting go of the past. Talking

about why I shouldn't have gotten implants and forcusing on all the

negative isn't helping. I have beat myself up emotionally over why I

got my implants. I wanted to be a model of beauty or " Barbie " . I now

want to learn to live beyond " Barbie " . I want to focus on true beauty

and everything I have to be thankful for in my life. I need to except

that outer beauty is external and temporary. I also am focusing on

finding a good PS to do a proper explant and getting myself well.

My heart goes out to all woman and the friends/families of woman that

have, are, and will suffer from implants.

Hugs, MK