I was such a bad postie today!

[Guest guest]

*shakes head at self and looks in the mirror thinking " STUPID! " *

Ok here is the scoop. I must think the diet is over somewhere in the

back of my thick brain LOL Ive gone from watching everything..to

watching nothing but my amount of fluid intake. Yes I was evil..and

yes I paid the price! I wonder how many more times I will be so

retarded and think for a moment I could return to my old bad

ways..ok details:

In the midst of a very crazy day at work (our hospital nurses go on

strike tomorrow and the SCABS where hiding out in our office

training in case we don't show up)..I got hungry. I hit the local

jack in the crack after seeing a patient and ordered 3 stuffed

jalapenos...my preop favorite! post op I dumped like a truck and

almost died of abdominal pain once after eating 4 of them. This

time, the order was three...with it came a pumpkin pie

milkshake..see where this is going? I sucked down about a half an

ounce is all when my stomach began grumbling and second by second I

could feel the food expanding in the pit of my stomach. 10 minutes

later I was praying I could vomit. 10 minutes after that I was

having chills, sweat running down my face...feeling rather faint,

pulled over on the side of the road with the windows down trying to

get air since i was " HOT " ..ok Im NEVER HOT and it was all of maybe

35 degrees out LOL ...I had to run into the office. My stomach

ached. I got in there and threw up in the bathroom so hard I began

to bleed! duh. I came out winded...heart beating over 140 times a

minute, pale and sat down at my desk. A very perceptive nurse

glanced over and saw me looking like I was having a heart attack.

The panic began there LOL with suggestions of calling an ambulance.

I kept telling them I would be fine...was just a reaction to the

CRAP I CHOOSE TO ATE KNOWING BETTER! In about an hour, after losing

ALL of that pumpkin pie milkshake to the toilet, I crawled on to my

next patient. Drama over...but...time will tell if the lesson was

really learned.

IM SO STUPID! LOL

Kat

[Guest guest]

Hey Skinny Cindi!

You continue to lose weight!!! How I remember the days when you said

you couldn't break 175! LOL LOL LOL!

You must look like a Barbie Doll these days!!!

Please post a picture to our photo album soon!

My best,

Robyn

> Cindi J

> Lap RNY 10/21/03

> 324/156 <--I've lost more than I weigh.

[Guest guest]

<taking Kat's hand and patting it in a reassuring way> Kat, honey, I

think you are very brave to admit that you did this. I think we all

have and will have in the future incredibly " stupid " (as you worded it)

moments. I think it is Mr. Pouchie's way of telling us it runs the show

now, not our brains or emotions... and we better follow it's game plan.

I remember one stupid sugar glazed cookie from the local bakery I ate

at school one day because I thought in my head... it's just one

cookie.... oh boy I learned what one cookie could do.... 5 hours later

after repeatedly throwing up from lunch time till I got home after

school and even then some. I now look at those cookies like they are

ROUND DEATH! I think " Jack in the Crack " (Love the name lol) is your

meal from hell.... best to avoid it. I am glad people share these nasty

experiences with the group, because it sure makes me think twice before

I venture to new things thinking I can handle it. Hugs to you. I hope

you feel better now that it is over.

Katharine wrote:

>

> *shakes head at self and looks in the mirror thinking " STUPID! " *

>

> Ok here is the scoop. I must think the diet is over somewhere in the

> back of my thick brain LOL Ive gone from watching everything..to

> watching nothing but my amount of fluid intake. Yes I was evil..and

> yes I paid the price! I wonder how many more times I will be so

> retarded and think for a moment I could return to my old bad

> ways..ok details:

>

> In the midst of a very crazy day at work (our hospital nurses go on

> strike tomorrow and the SCABS where hiding out in our office

> training in case we don't show up)..I got hungry. I hit the local

> jack in the crack after seeing a patient and ordered 3 stuffed

> jalapenos...my preop favorite! post op I dumped like a truck and

> almost died of abdominal pain once after eating 4 of them. This

> time, the order was three...with it came a pumpkin pie

> milkshake..see where this is going? I sucked down about a half an

> ounce is all when my stomach began grumbling and second by second I

> could feel the food expanding in the pit of my stomach. 10 minutes

> later I was praying I could vomit. 10 minutes after that I was

> having chills, sweat running down my face...feeling rather faint,

> pulled over on the side of the road with the windows down trying to

> get air since i was " HOT " ..ok Im NEVER HOT and it was all of maybe

> 35 degrees out LOL ...I had to run into the office. My stomach

> ached. I got in there and threw up in the bathroom so hard I began

> to bleed! duh. I came out winded...heart beating over 140 times a

> minute, pale and sat down at my desk. A very perceptive nurse

> glanced over and saw me looking like I was having a heart attack.

> The panic began there LOL with suggestions of calling an ambulance.

> I kept telling them I would be fine...was just a reaction to the

> CRAP I CHOOSE TO ATE KNOWING BETTER! In about an hour, after losing

> ALL of that pumpkin pie milkshake to the toilet, I crawled on to my

> next patient. Drama over...but...time will tell if the lesson was

> really learned.

>

> IM SO STUPID! LOL

>

> Kat

[Guest guest]

OMG you two have been peeping through my windows haven't you????

Kat

> > A Barbie doll? Hardly with my baggy body. LOL!

>

>

>

> Cindi J

> Lap RNY 10/21/03

> 324/156 <--I've lost more than I weigh.

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