Lorna and pets

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Yes soft snuggly pets I to ahve much of them a cat which is my

favorite to snuggle with and touch with my face and arms. I to have

of two dogs too. they are medium size so not of cuddly like puppies

but they are my friends in life. One is very loyal and follows me

from room to room gaurding over me. She is a English shepherd sort

of like an austrailian shepherd. She is tri color black brown and

white. then we to ahve mutt dog which is terrier, chow abd yellow

lab mix. Her name is sadie. she is so much smart but the under dog

as my Libby is bully dog and boss, so have to protect of Sadie much

so. I to ahve of russian tortoise in the home of me too she is not

cuddly but interesting to watch and observe her behaviors and

habitiat ways. life without my pets leave me very void and would

most likely be of non verbal because would have no interest to have

of words , my pets stimulate words in me to connect. I to have of

words to the childrens and husband of me too but not as much as

playful words to my pets. my pets I to feel completely accept and

love of me as I to be in life they are not with judgements and

aremost forgiving even when to have of meltdowns and push them away

and or lock them out of my space. they will forgive and come back to

love of me when I to be fo able to let them in my space. My Libby to

even dog whines when I to lock her out of my space as she knows I to

be of sad and wants to comfort of me , but my brain cant to handle

any incoming at the moment. When calm I to let her into my space and

she is ever so happy to check me emotionally and make sure the sad

or angers are away from me. When I to disconnect this Libby gets

right into my face and licks and or nudges me as if to say " stay

here with me, you need to stay connected here and to go off to the

inner dream place of things. She seems to know of this and it is off

because she has never been of trained to do this but she knows when

I to be to go deep into my day dream and thinkings and be of

disconnected. She forces me to drift back to paying attention to her

and life things around me. It is of hard to explain this in words.

Sondra