Re: Fill's Working > Cherie>Mel>Cherie>Mel>Cherie>Mel

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Hiccups I haven't heard of that before. Can anyone give you any

clues on this? It's just never ending isn't it, but Mel think of it

this way - we essentially were eating ourselves into an early grave.

At least this way you will get to live a longer and healthy life and

see your grandchildren grow up (I know you probably don't even want

to go there at your age!!). Have you attended one of the support

meetings you were looking into? Are they run from your doc's

surgery? Right at this very minute I have developed a headache and

you know what I want to fix it - chocolate cake - totally bluddy

incorrigable that's what I am.

C

> > > > > >

> > > > > > I'm not sure if I believe this or not, but did my weekly

> > weight in

> > > > > > this morning and I've hit the -20kg mark so I'm feeling

very

> > > > pleased

> > > > > > with myself. I can eat very little and at the moment I'm

not

> > > > > > consuming much other than protein. Duck for lunch

yesterday

> > went

> > > > > > down well - so well in fact I stopped and brought duck on

the

> > way

> > > > > > home for dinner. Whilst the days have been excellent and

the

> > > > hunger

> > > > > > had gone walkabout, I still had some reflux last week even

> > though

> > > > I

> > > > > > am not eating 2 hrs before bed and propping myself up to

> > sleep. I

> > > > > > was hoping this was due to the cold/flu thing that is

going on

> > > > with

> > > > > > me at the moment and after 2 nights now on different cold

> > > > tablets, I

> > > > > > have slept like a baby. So I'm really pleased to finally

have

> > hit

> > > > > > the perfect fill level for me, for now. But I'm missing

> > eating. I

> > > > > > just don't feel done after a few mouthfuls, or my

head/heart

> > > > doesn't

> > > > > > anyway and I find my mind straying to what I can eat even

> > though

> > > > I'm

> > > > > > not hungry, but fortunately I'm not giving in. Reflux and

> > Pbng are

> > > > > > just not worth risking that extra bite. I waited all these

> > months

> > > > to

> > > > > > get where I am and it's still hard - feel like I am

mourning

> > the

> > > > loss

> > > > > > of eating all over again. I'm sure those feelings will

not be

> > the

> > > > > > same when I lose the next 20kg. Hopefully it won't be so

hard

> > > > then,

> > > > > > or perhaps it will considering this band and these new

habits

> > are

> > > > > > with me for life.

> > > > > > Well it's lunchtime and I've done no work again so I had

> > better

> > > > try

> > > > > > and catch up on a few things.

> > > > > > Ciao

> > > > > > Cherie

> > > > > >

> > > > >

> > > >

> > >

> >

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