Maree.....

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Oh sweets, I have been reading your posts, but again most people

have beat me to the punch with their replies.

You can't expect yourself to be feeling any other way, other than

utter disgust and disappointment!! Please don't expect yourself

to. I feel that is why it is effecting you so badly because you

expect or hope that you could be feeling differently. well

sweetheart, you shouldn't feel any different, you should be pissed

and well and truely mad, so go with it, scream, yell, curse, and by

NO means stop writting it on here! We are such a close family that

we need to go through this with you too. It may be your battle but

we all love you so very much that if we can take even an inch of the

burden then we will!!!

Again, it is easy coming from the other side, but there is a answer

in the future, a very viable answer, Dr Talbot is a great surgeon

and a lovely man, (minus the whole 60% thing) but I am sure that

when he understands your case more he will be happy to work with you

and not against you. I couldn't think of a nicer person to place my

care into (I put him on par with my boys, and that is saying

something!!) but Talbot is well known and greatly liked. ....

Maree I am sure that you will be happy in his care. Put these

others behind you now, they are not helping and they don't seem to

care too much.

I hope that this time can somehow become less of a burden, if

nothing else your strong will has kept you this far, it may flounder

a little but the answer is very close, you are not going to put all

of the weight back on that is for sure, just take each day as you

can, your band is still there and will be fixed soon....

Hold on sweets...... we are all walking with you and hurt too.

Lots of love to you

Luv Andi