Re: Just venting

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(((((((((((((((((((((( &

Sky)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) I hope this gets better,

Pennie

Abby's Mom

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in many cases with me if stressed or ill or having distress the first

things I to lose is my language ability, the words come stilted , fragmented

or not at all . I to be then be like one would term as mute unable to speak

at all just grunts or odd sounds maybe one word might partially come but

none others. Sometimes my thinking goes blank inside as though the brain has

no memory file at all like a computer wiped clean of the hard drive if you

will. It takes awhile for me to be to respond and be back to speaking self.

Like of recent was in hospital for 6 days. Most times if IV is needed this

body of me get so feared it shakes like freezing for fear of knowing they

will poke of my arms. I to be of hyper sensitive to touch to begin with so

this is great fear to me. Well had to have so much IV things and so much

shots in my tummy for other things and such that after the first night of so

many intrusive pokings and such I to be to then drift off to where the brain

was cooperative but not responding to the fear or pains but by day 4 of this

could not be of cooperative anymore and was so much combative and refused

any interventions and threats of me to physically remove all IVs and tried

to be to kick and pinch the blood lady because the pain was so intense could

not take it anymore and so was fighting back, the one nurse comed in and

gave of me shot into the IV that was of narcotic and so was in a dream place

again with many colors and much visuals to my thinking. Off and on was of

silent and then would be of much words if one person camed to visit if she

did not come was mostly just of silent.

My husband to say I to be not smelled good then because refused to even let

nurses bath of me due to sensory issues. On day of six was able to get

shower with much pain in the head but did not complain because wanted so

much to take that warm shower and to be to go home.

So you baby girl too is maybe not able to speak of it due to being in so

much pain that other channels of functioning are taking over or distorting

her ability to process right now.

Sondra

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I to forgetter to use of manners and to also say wish you and Sky well

and hope the find what is making her so ill right now. Not sure if of

interest but they do have a device that is surgically implanted into the

chest of a person with epilepsy and this device can actually stop seizures

in some all together and for others it minimalizes the number and frequency

of them. I to ofrget thename but I to think it is a CVT??? name?