Re: my heart is broken

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Kathy,

I'm so sorry to hear of your father! Praying for your family!

May God Bless each one of you and surround his arms aroud you.

Remember I love you.

Take care my dear friend.

Love,

-- Re: my heart is broken

Dear Joy,

I lost my father a year ago last friday, he died of a

massive cornary, while parked at a 7-11 store wating

for my brother, dad died on my moms ans his 43 wedding

anniversary, Mom had passed in FEB 2003, I can realate

to this pain, My dad was oin oxygen 24/7 I took him to

his doc appointments, so I can relate, it hurts

badly,, cry when you feel like it, I was mad at dad

for leaving me , i FELT AND FEEL like an 42 year old

orphan, My RSD flared up and still hasnt gone down

since the aniversary of his passing, I found keeping a

log and writting down everything I felt helped, some

days I wrote alot and now Im down to maybe 1 or twice

a month,, talk about your dad, the funny things he

said and his little quirks, you can always write to me

at my e mail addy, Im here for you and so is this

group,, many gentle hugs and heavy prayers, Kathi

--- Joy wrote:

> i'm so hurt and lost.

> my father had several strokes that made him immobile

> and bedfast with a

> trak, feeding tube, catheter, you name it...

> my sister, me, my hubby and one brother went thru

> training and have had

> him home and caring for him all this time... (5

> years) except for the

> numerous hospital trips/stays.

>

> out of no where he passed away on monday morning and

> we laid him to

> rest on friday.

>

> my pain has magnified in my body. i know its because

> of the stress and

> grief that i am experiencing.

>

> now this week is filled with the business of his

> affairs and expenses.

>

> i know you don't know me- but like you i suffer

> daily with pain and now

> this. i'm just sick and lost. thats the only way i

> can describe it.

>

> being home most of the time i have no one to vent

> to.... except you.

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Teddybear hugs

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