Note From Your Friend Me--------->

[Guest guest]

" Hi " Everyone,

Just wanted to let you know I'm still here but at no mail for now.

I've been feeling really down these days. I guess, it's because I'm missing

my son. He made it to Texas thank god!

I was so worried and scared for him. Since this was his first time he's

even been on the airplane. He got there safe but they lost his things.

And we have been on the phone with the airport trying to find out what was

going on? Well any who to make a long story short he finally got a call

early this morning around 2:30am letting us know that they found his suit

cases... Gees, what a mess....

And as for me and hubby we're looking in the newspaper to see where we can

find our new home. And the other day he drove to the store and see a little

house. But here's the best part.... No Neighbor's at all! Is that great

news or what? So I'm asking everyone if you can to please say a small

little prayer so we would be able to move. I know, maybe it's not meant for

us I mean lord knows,at this point.

But to be honest with you I'm so sick of just being sick and you think

letting our neighbor's know that I'm sick not to slam door's since we're so

close to each other and please to keep the music down that they would be

more understanding. " No " they told my husband oh we're sorry and then a few

minutes later there goes the music,again.

I told my hubby I think it's because they drink and then to top it off look

around honey. I mean, hello we live right across the street from the drug

dealer...

Gees, is that bad or what? My mom said, it's because they don't have Jesus

Christ in there heart's. So I say this,that won't get me to stop praying

for them! I know, you might think I'm just being stupid because they hate

us but that's okay. I just really feel we should keep them in prayer's.

So if you can let's say a few prayers for all my neighbor's tonight. If you

only see what I see it would just brake your heart.

All these young kids are just so lost and then to top it off they even have

there mom's drinking and doing drugs with them. Like it's okay or something

" Oh " did I tell you are weed eater is missing. And then the other day my

husband wanted to go out there and tell the kid something. But I told him

not to. Just stay away from them. It was kind of our fault we left it in

our back yard. When we know what kind of neighbor hood we live in... You

know what I mean?

" Oh " did I forget to tell you we seen the kid with it.. We knew it was ours

because hubby had painting a purple color to make sure no one would want it.

And then to top it off the took it all apart and made a scooter... Gees

hubby was so mad! I thought for sure they were going to shoot at the house.

..

We had to make sure that we took my son late at night to the airport so

hopefully no one saw us leaving. And we got back that's when our weed eater

was gone. Now we have our windows covered with bed sheet's that way no one

can see in our home. I use to open our windows up in the day time. But not

anymore.

It's just so bad when your being watch and you don't even know it. Till you

feel someone looking at you and you turn around and they are. It's gives me

the creeps! Hubby said's, it's because there on crack and there looking to

see when we leave the house to see what else they can take from us.

About four month's ago one of the neighbor's 25year's old kid was downstairs

in our living room with a bucket in one hand and his other hand in our fish

tank. I guess, he was going to steal my fish right out of my fish tank. Of

course I called the police, he told the police that he didn't think anyone

was home. They let him go after 3 days and I always see him across the

street. Just hanging out like nothing ever happened. He try's to say hi to

hubby. We just look away and pretend we don't see or hear them. But let me

tell you it's been so hard.

I've been praying for them for a few year's now. And I think what I'm

doing wrong is that I need more prayers for them. So if you would please

help me pray for them.. All of them. I feel since god is guiding my son and

he's getting help. Then it's my turn to ask's for more prayers for my

neighbor's too.. I would really appreciated,thank you so much.

Well I'll let you go just had to get all of this off my chest. My stress

level is so bad that my ear's are now touching my shoulders. Is that bad or

what? I haven't been able to get any sleep. So I guess you know why now.

Is so scary plus my hubby leaves for work two night a week. He teaches at

the college. It's his little second time job. I know it's only for 3 in

a half hours. But it's at night time. That music set's off my vertigo and

it feel's like no one cares. I don't know, maybe it's just me feeling sorry

for myself.

We're hoping god will find us a new little house. Hubby might be able to go

back to work ful time next week. We think we're not to sure yet thou. He's

laid off from his real job. Well I'll talk to you soon.

Love you bunches

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