Rachael---->Re: Just feel blah....

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" Hi " ,

It's nice to met you!

As for being positive, I know what you mean. I do the same thing. But at

the same time I end up beating myself up for not reply to e-mails sooner.

And then one day I started praying about it and letting others know that I'm

not doing it to be mean or rude it's just that I'm hurting. And belive it

or not they all understand honey. I know from experiences and let me tell

you. Sometimes I wish I could do more. But because I can't any more. Its

just awful feeling like this. So you hang in there honey!

And try not to feel bad sweetie, if you need to talk I'm here. I'm here

every day. But at the same time I don't know how to talk. I know that

might sound dumb. But it's the truth, I'm always afraid I'm going to hurt

some ones feels because I feel bad. You know what I mean? So I rather not

say anything I just read everyone's e-mails and say a silent prayer for them

and myself. And when I feel better then I reply to the e-mails. Well just

wanted to let you know your not alone.

Love you bunches

-- Just feel blah....

Hi everyone,

I have been feeling pretty horrible lately and honestly am getting into deep

depression again. This is something i do not want to do but its hard when

all i ever do is try to be positive. Hard to be positive when i cant stop

hurting and i just want to sleep all time.

I wish i didnt have these health problems and i feel for all of you. I hate

when i cant post/reply often but im trying. You guys are my rock!!!!

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