jenny

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*Girl I would have let him have it too!!! I actually have stood up to the

first dr who saw me and i shocked even my mother- she knows that i do NOT

take any BS and i have quite a mouth on me. But I only am that way if need

be or if im taken advantage of ect ect....I tell you though i got all the

tests done and ws sent to a specialist so sometimes its good to stand your

ground*

*I really hope he gets his head out of his ass and helps you. Sorry for

mouth but come on now LOL.*

*Know we are always here for you and if you ever need anyhing let us know. *

*I pray you get relief!!!!!*

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*Moderator*

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Hi jenny,

I really feel for you and can relate in many ways. Although my back problem

isn't something that can be treated with surgery it keeps me participating

with my 2 girla ages 3 & 6.

<<I am going to lose my insurance the end of July>>

Yeh, I'm struggling without insurance as well right now....I live in

Louisiana and they require I get 2 denial letters from insurance companies

and then I can get my medical insurance from them....because I've had a

gastric bypass surgery and multiple other conditions I'm too high risk for a

reg insurance company to cover me.

<<I am sooo miserable

And have ABSOLUTELY no quality of life due to all the meds that I am

On. I sleep ALLL the time AND I REALLLLY REALLLY miss my little girls

And all the things that we used to do together. >>

I know, for me if it isn't the fibromyalgia, chronic fatigue, back pain,

thyroid problems its the pills making me sleepy which in my ultimate life it

d be great to just float off into a sleep. What makes me sad is my 6 yr old

is now at an age where she is asking about the meds I take and my weight and

why I hurt and sleep all the time. Then one day somebody asked her what she

wanted to do when she grows up and she told them to sleep all day like her

mom.

<<I have the most

Wonderful husband >>

You are lucky on this one....we've been married 22 yrs and when I got sick 3

yrs ago and he is turning into a real you know what....we went to counseling

and hanging in there but he is using this as a power trip and I'm taking

some verbal abuse and the you know whats about to hit the fan because I will

not tolerate my kids hearing this mess and I told him even as sick as I am

he better call me outside if he plans on using bad language or degrading me

because if he does that one more time he won't know what hit him.

Good luck with whatever you decide to do and I hope we both are able to get

more active with our kids.

-- Im BACK.....

Hi guys! I have had computer problems and havent got to be here for

about a week or so. I have missed everyone and cant wait to read and

catch up on everyone. I have not had my laminectomy yet, but have

been getting progressively worse since I asked for your opinions about

whether or not to even have it. I see my surgeon again on Friday to

get some more details and possibly finalize everything and set the

date. I went to my famly Dr today and he told me again to wait as

long as possible... He said that I should wait a little longer, or

until I had more problems urinating. So...Thats all well and good,

BUT, I am going to lose my insurance the end of July and what if the

worsening happens AFTER that date, then I would have to pay for the

entire cost out of pocket! Im STILL confused! I am sooo miserable

and have ABSOLUTELY no quality of life due to all the meds that I am

on. I sleep ALLL the time AND I REALLLLY REALLLY miss my little girls

and all the things that we used to do together. I have the most

wonderful husband and daughters but they miss me ALOT! Im tired of

not being able to be up and around with them anymore. And MAYBE if I

have the surgery, I could get off of some of them and have some

quality of life again, even if it isnt completely the way it used to

be before....Anyone else know what I mean? Anyway, I would love to

hear from you all again.

Blessings,