Re: Andi - Fill - Lorraine

[Guest guest]

Hello sunshine,

Fill, don't we just abore this word!!!

Yeah I had the fill out, I have decided that it is much better to be

under filled a tiny bit than to be over filled... I didn't like the

feeling at all, I like the fact that I can still eat most things if I

am careful. I don't have anywhere near as many PB's although still

suffer from this a little too often for my liking... NEVER would suit

me!

You will get there with the fill, it is a whole new experience for you

and I have no doubt it is very trying, although, as I said to Jen

today (well she started it) you are our inspiration, you have done so

very well and the strong woman in you is one for us to look up to!

Keep us updated on your progress.... love you to!

Andi

[Guest guest]

I have been thinking that too Andi. There is no quality to life if you

are pbing, burning, refluxing etc all the time. I want to be thinner

but I want to enjoy myself too. I am now thinking a smidgeon under

full is better that a splash over. I don't pb, I do get stuck but it

goes down luckily but the whole sleeping thing distresses me. I loathe

this fluid coming up while I'm asleep, it scares hell out of me. Also,

I read up on the esophecus??sp?? and we really should look after that,

gently, gently I reckon. I'll see how I am after I get my port fixed,

someone, Elaine, I think, said they will take some fill out and I

would want that back in but I don't think I'll ask for extra until I

see how it goes. M.