Resolution

[Guest guest]

Thank you all for your help in response to my problems.

Now, here is what I will resolve today from this minute on.

When I had good restriction and wasn't all the time gutsing the

sugary stuff, I had NO problems.

The need for sugar and all this reflux and burning and pbing has

started since I now gorge on lollies, chocolate, icecream.

Before I race off to the Dr re slip/restriction or anything I am

going back to square one.

No crap in my diet and see how that pans out.

It must be more than coincidence that all the problems came about

when I started eating all this junk.

I am going away for the weekend, I will stick to my resolve and if

no better I will see the Dr. again on Monday/Tuesday.

I had a camera focused on my port/tummy yesterday as they tried to

inject me, surely a slip would have shown up??

Anyway, I'll see how I go BUT I seriously think it is time to regain

some strength, determination, to get serious, motivated and start

making some mature choices. I have been lazy and true to my form,

party/party/party. Well, Maree, the lights have gone out on this

little disco, time to settle down and be serious.

Did I mention the weight has also stagnated with all this party

food??????? You knew that though, as would any sane person. What a

fruit cake I can be. M.