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"Often due to feeling different and/or not being accepted as one is.

Many sensitive people also tend to be more inclined to believe negative

things about themselves than positive, and often absorb even the slightest

hint of disapproval or criticism that then gets exaggerated all out of proportion

in one's mind. So, even for those few Aspies who do not get bullied and picked

on, it is easly to develop a complex for life about any aspect of one's personality

or looks from just a thoughtless, not ill intended, comment from someone.

And not just Aspies. Homo Sapiens in general seem to be exceedingly

vulnerable to the slightest hint of non-approval."

The only part of this segment of the article that shows the personal aspects of

the author is the mention of "disapproval or criticism that ....gets exaggerated all

out of proportion in one's mind." In proportion to what? To the author's own

perspective of the situation? Perhaps this author is not in the exact position

of the Aspie at that moment, and the criticism or disapproval is not "out of

proportion" at all--it is extremely painful for the Aspie to face at that time, with

those conditions that the Aspie has to experience the situation.

The same could be said of the bullying in schools, where the teacher feels that

the slight "off-the-cuff" remarks by a pupil towards the Aspie is "exaggerated all

out of proportion", and does nothing to stop, or even lessen, the verbal attacks

that the Aspie gets from these bullies.

Is this a lack of empathy on the part of the author (of this article) or the teacher

(who tries to minimize the effects of everyday verbal confrontations in the school

yard)? Is there any way, at all, to invite this author (or any teacher) to truly

experience what the disapproval or criticism really...really feels like to the Aspie?

Perhaps, after such an experience, the author or teacher will not be so willing to

trivialize the painful experiences of Aspies by claiming that these experiences

are blown "out of proportion"! (The same is true of physicians who try to trivialize

the pain that a person feels, but cannot get the physician to experience this pain.

Indeed, as some writers have querried: "What is pain?"...and have attempted to

show how no pain to one is excruciating to another.)

Even on email lists, what is sheer agony for one Aspie is either dismissed or

trivialized by others who do not share the empathy of being able to "feel with"

the Aspie having the agony. To "feel with" an Aspie does not mean to give

that Aspie tons of advice on how to handle his or her agony; it is just a way

of sharing the "feeling" with that person, even if no hint of a suggestion is

given in the dialogue.

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I'm an overeater and I believe that all my problems and what I've

been through in my life has caused all my problems.

3 1/2 years ago I weighed 125 kilos (297 pounds), now I'm 100 kilos

(220). I try to control how much I eat strictly, but I can really eat

as much as I want to if I don't binge eat. I still loose weight and

feel better, even though most of the problems that made me overeat

are still not resolved.

> From communication with other Aspies, it seems that an unusually

high number of Aspies have problems with food, and risk developing

eating disorders.

>

> Unfortunately, many therapists seem to make the mistake of looking

for deep emotional problems stemming from childhood, when often the

reasons may be it is a lot more direct:

>

> 1. Receptivity.

> Being extra susceptible to impressions and from media images, due

to right brain dominance, hyper-receptive nervous system and tendency

to be in a constant light trance that bypasses rational filters.

>

> 2. Taste.

> Actually thinking that people look better when they are thin. I

have always found a little overweight most attractive, but some

really find thin most attractive and nothing can change that (Aspies

are often VERY set in their tastes and opinions).

>

> 3. Low self-esteem.

> Often due to feeling different and/or not being accepted as one is.

Many sensitive people also tend to be more inclined to believe

negative things about themselves than positive, and often absorb even

the slightest hint of disapproval or criticism that then gets

exaggerated all out of proportion in one's mind. So, even for those

few Aspies who do not get bullied and picked on, it is easly to

develop a complex for life about any aspect of one's personality or

looks from just a thoughtless, not ill intended, comment from

someone. And not just Aspies. Homo Sapiens in general seem to be

exceedingly vulnerable to the slightest hint of non-approval.

>

> 4. Being self-absorbed.

> Natural Aspie tendency which may become intensified by being

excluded by others.

>

> 5. Lack of balanced perspective.

> For many Aspies details are more important than the whole. They may

thus incorrectly assume that a tiny zit or extra half kilo will

render them completely repulsive to others and totally miss the fact

that it is usually the combination of one's overall personality,

attitude, style, looks, self-esteem and general output that

determines what others think, not tiny little details that no one but

oneself is likely to even notice. And if they don't like that overall

package - because it is too different from their own - changing

details in one's appearance is not likely to have much effect. Better

then to look for other odd people who will appreciate one as one is.

>

> 6. Low stress-threshold.

> Many Aspies have such delicate nervous systems that they xperience

severe stress over what to others are just everyday things, including

overwhelming sensory impressions, social confusion, time pressure,

demands at school, work, from family members and peers. Perhaps

compunded by being misunderstood, picked on, used or bullied, and not

having a enough assertive ability to protect oneself. Some Aspies

simply lose their appetite when they feel stressed, others get a

tightness in the throat that makes it difficult/painful/impossible to

swallow solid food. Others deal with stress by hyperfocusing on

something else, e.g. on counting calories.

>

> 7. Depression and disease.

> Depression too can reduce appetite, as can infections. This is a

natural reaction of the body in order to preserve energy and should

be respected, as long as it does not go on for too long. Fasting for

shorter periods of time - ideally in combination with enough rest,

fresh air, water and liquid nutrients - may facilitate healing.

>

> 8. Innate suspicion towards food.

> Most Aspies seem to be born picky eaters and often have sensory

problems with many foods.

>

> 9. Hyperfocus & perseverance.

> Aspies often love making tables and diagrams, so counting calories

can easily become a favorite hobby - for a very long time!

>

> 10. Allergies.

> Anorexia/bulimia itself may possibly be an allergic reaction, just

like food addiction. Sugar/processed carbohydrate addiction is

probably the most common food addiction on the planet, and may be

intensified by Candida Albicans (yeast overgrowth, often from

antibiotics) that feeds on fast carbs like bread, sugar and milk

products. Starving it out by will power can actually be a good thing -

long as one eats enough protein, good fat and veggies to stay

healthy.

>

> 11. Orthorexia.

> Many Aspies develop health & food as a special interest, and as

always, will go into it 200% and become experts on nourishment and/or

training. This is often a good thing and should be respected by

others. If one is sensitive to sugar or other additives for example,

it is excellent to be as fanatical about avoiding it, as Aspies often

are once they make up their mind to be. Many Aspies are also so

sensitive that they can feel immediately what has a negative impact

on their bodies (I don't even have to put it in my mouth for my body

to tell me).

>

> However, sometimes things CAN go too far and develop into an OCD

where the Aspie becomes deadly afraid of deviating even a fraction

from the chosen diet or exercise regime, and may have trouble

realising that doing so once in a while is NOT going to make him/her

drop down dead, lose control forever, or gain 100 pounds overnight.

>

> 12. Taking things too literally.

> An anorexic Aspie friend of mine - who is super-intelligent in all

other areas but those that have to do with food - said that she is

worried about getting fat (despite being on a very strict diet and

exercising excessively every day) because they had said on the news

that the Swedish people are getting fatter. She said in all earnesty

that this must be true for her too, since she is a Swede... (Her

amazing BF now screens the morning paper and cuts out any triggering

articles before giving it to her.)

>

> 13. Control.

> Realizing that one can control one's body may give great

satisfaction to someone who would like to have control over all of

one's environment but is unable to have any. Often the need for

control is seen as something negative that should be worked against.

But for an Aspie, it is often crucial to have some measure of control

if one is to feel motivated to live at all. This need for control is

rarely of the sociopathic type, where the sociopath simply gets a

kick out of being able to control others, just for the fun of

controlling. Rather it is a self-defence mechanism, a desperate need

to protect oneself from neurological disruption, sensory harm and

internal disharmony. If an Aspie hawks he remote, or wants to contol

the voice volume of other family members, it is only to avoid the

pain to his/her hypersensitive hearing; not to be selfish or

disrespectful to others. Allowing an Aspie family member more control

(veto) over other things that may be painful to him/her, may be a way

to compensate enough for the calory-control to subside.

>

> 14. Death wish.

> Many Aspies have an explicit or subconscious will do die and see no

point in living.

>

>

> To treat Aspie eating disorders, I would suggest trying:

>

> A. Allergy check.

> It is always a good idea to check wich foods one may be sensitive

too. Some sensitivities don't show on traditional allergy checks and

are most easily identified by an elimination- & -reintroduction process

where one pays close attention to possible reactions.

>

> B. Respect.

> Show respect for the Aspie anorexic/orthorexic's tastes, wishes,

and knowledge about food. Often the Aspie is as informed as a

professional dietist, only less influenced by those vested interests

that make sure to indoctrinate dietists into erroneous mainstream

views that sugar " is a good source of energy " , that MSG, aspartame

and other additives are " nothing to worry about " etc. If you want to

re-educate the Aspie into eating a more balanced diet, the

information has to be unbiased and true, or the Aspie will see

through it in seconds and become suspicious & uncooperative. And

rightly so! To be " cured " of anorexia/orthorexia is NOT to start

eating junk food again, but to eat sensibly, only a little more -

especially more essential fatty acids, which the body needs for

proper brain & nerve function.

>

> C. Trust and validation.

> Including for his/her bodily perceptions. If someone says they feel

a certain way when eating a particular food, then they probably DO

feel that way, even if such reactions not recorded in medical

literature and may seem unreasonable. Our bodies and digestive

systems seem to be so much more sensitive compared with the general

population that very little may have a massive impact on how we

function and feel. To dismiss someone's complaints as delusions is

arrogant and uniformed.

>

> D. Compassion & understanding.

> To recieve sincere sympathy for the daily difficulties one is

experiencing, can go a long way to soothe and heal emotions. No need

to go back into childhood to search for clues, unless painful

memoried come up on their own accord during therapy. For the Aspie,

problems are often much more directly connected with their current

situation than with past events. Asking about the person's greatest

fears may also help him/her become aware of these and less

subconsciously ruled by them.

>

> E. Remove Vernicke's commands.

> Being hyper-receptive, one also tends to store any openly negative

comments in the Vernicke's area and later in life re-play those

almost as tics whenever one does somthing less than optimal - usually

without realizing that they are only recordings and not one's own

thoughts. These are easy to identify since they are always recorded

in " you " format (e.g. " you clumsy idiot " ). Removing such

negative " Vernicke's commands " and replacing them with more positive

ones, can take much time and patience. Becoming aware of them is a

good start.

>

> F. Stress reduction.

> What can be done to decrease sensory overload, stress-inducing

demands and nerve-jarring interruptions when one is blissfully

hyperfocusing on something, without putting unfair limitations on

other family members/classmates/working associates?

>

> G. Negotiation.

> One way may be to ask each family/group member to list the things

that they deem most important to their well-being, rate each thing

from 0 - 10, and then compare notes and negotiate so that as many top

priority things get as accomodated as possible. In my own experience

I have found that one's MOST important needs are met, that reduces

stress to such a degree that one is then able to relax and become

more flexible about things that are top priority to others.

>

> H. Loving actions.

> Sometimes we forget to show how much we love and care for those who

are closest to us. We take for granted that surely they must know

this, but surprisingly many are not telepathic and actually need to

hear it every now and then. :-) And even saying it aloud may not be

enough; our actions too must reflect basic respect and compassion. If

someone says they love you and the next day you find them reading

your diary, critisize the way you do something, nag at you for not

making friends, or interrupt you when you spend " too much " time

online, that tends to send mixed messages. Even if done out of loving

concern.

>

> I. Time & space alone.

> For teems and men in general, and Aspies or other

sensitive/creative people in particular, the best way to show love

and respect may actually be to give them enough time and space; to

let them have a " sacred place " and/or " sacred time " where they are

not disturbed no matter what, and not force them to do or participate

in anything that they don't want to. Leaving them in peace to persue

their special interests may be the greatest gift one can give.

>

> J. Hope.

> Make the Aspie feel needed and appreciated, and try to give them a

reason to want to live.

>

> Inger

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Sorry, I used to weigh 135 kilos, that's 297 pounds.

> > From communication with other Aspies, it seems that an unusually

> high number of Aspies have problems with food, and risk developing

> eating disorders.

> >

> > Unfortunately, many therapists seem to make the mistake of

looking

> for deep emotional problems stemming from childhood, when often the

> reasons may be it is a lot more direct:

> >

> > 1. Receptivity.

> > Being extra susceptible to impressions and from media images, due

> to right brain dominance, hyper-receptive nervous system and

tendency

> to be in a constant light trance that bypasses rational filters.

> >

> > 2. Taste.

> > Actually thinking that people look better when they are thin. I

> have always found a little overweight most attractive, but some

> really find thin most attractive and nothing can change that

(Aspies

> are often VERY set in their tastes and opinions).

> >

> > 3. Low self-esteem.

> > Often due to feeling different and/or not being accepted as one

is.

> Many sensitive people also tend to be more inclined to believe

> negative things about themselves than positive, and often absorb

even

> the slightest hint of disapproval or criticism that then gets

> exaggerated all out of proportion in one's mind. So, even for those

> few Aspies who do not get bullied and picked on, it is easly to

> develop a complex for life about any aspect of one's personality or

> looks from just a thoughtless, not ill intended, comment from

> someone. And not just Aspies. Homo Sapiens in general seem to be

> exceedingly vulnerable to the slightest hint of non-approval.

> >

> > 4. Being self-absorbed.

> > Natural Aspie tendency which may become intensified by being

> excluded by others.

> >

> > 5. Lack of balanced perspective.

> > For many Aspies details are more important than the whole. They

may

> thus incorrectly assume that a tiny zit or extra half kilo will

> render them completely repulsive to others and totally miss the

fact

> that it is usually the combination of one's overall personality,

> attitude, style, looks, self-esteem and general output that

> determines what others think, not tiny little details that no one

but

> oneself is likely to even notice. And if they don't like that

overall

> package - because it is too different from their own - changing

> details in one's appearance is not likely to have much effect.

Better

> then to look for other odd people who will appreciate one as one

is.

> >

> > 6. Low stress-threshold.

> > Many Aspies have such delicate nervous systems that they

xperience

> severe stress over what to others are just everyday things,

including

> overwhelming sensory impressions, social confusion, time pressure,

> demands at school, work, from family members and peers. Perhaps

> compunded by being misunderstood, picked on, used or bullied, and

not

> having a enough assertive ability to protect oneself. Some Aspies

> simply lose their appetite when they feel stressed, others get a

> tightness in the throat that makes it difficult/painful/impossible

to

> swallow solid food. Others deal with stress by hyperfocusing on

> something else, e.g. on counting calories.

> >

> > 7. Depression and disease.

> > Depression too can reduce appetite, as can infections. This is a

> natural reaction of the body in order to preserve energy and should

> be respected, as long as it does not go on for too long. Fasting

for

> shorter periods of time - ideally in combination with enough rest,

> fresh air, water and liquid nutrients - may facilitate healing.

> >

> > 8. Innate suspicion towards food.

> > Most Aspies seem to be born picky eaters and often have sensory

> problems with many foods.

> >

> > 9. Hyperfocus & perseverance.

> > Aspies often love making tables and diagrams, so counting

calories

> can easily become a favorite hobby - for a very long time!

> >

> > 10. Allergies.

> > Anorexia/bulimia itself may possibly be an allergic reaction,

just

> like food addiction. Sugar/processed carbohydrate addiction is

> probably the most common food addiction on the planet, and may be

> intensified by Candida Albicans (yeast overgrowth, often from

> antibiotics) that feeds on fast carbs like bread, sugar and milk

> products. Starving it out by will power can actually be a good

thing -

> long as one eats enough protein, good fat and veggies to stay

> healthy.

> >

> > 11. Orthorexia.

> > Many Aspies develop health & food as a special interest, and as

> always, will go into it 200% and become experts on nourishment

and/or

> training. This is often a good thing and should be respected by

> others. If one is sensitive to sugar or other additives for

example,

> it is excellent to be as fanatical about avoiding it, as Aspies

often

> are once they make up their mind to be. Many Aspies are also so

> sensitive that they can feel immediately what has a negative impact

> on their bodies (I don't even have to put it in my mouth for my

body

> to tell me).

> >

> > However, sometimes things CAN go too far and develop into an OCD

> where the Aspie becomes deadly afraid of deviating even a fraction

> from the chosen diet or exercise regime, and may have trouble

> realising that doing so once in a while is NOT going to make

him/her

> drop down dead, lose control forever, or gain 100 pounds overnight.

> >

> > 12. Taking things too literally.

> > An anorexic Aspie friend of mine - who is super-intelligent in

all

> other areas but those that have to do with food - said that she is

> worried about getting fat (despite being on a very strict diet and

> exercising excessively every day) because they had said on the news

> that the Swedish people are getting fatter. She said in all

earnesty

> that this must be true for her too, since she is a Swede... (Her

> amazing BF now screens the morning paper and cuts out any

triggering

> articles before giving it to her.)

> >

> > 13. Control.

> > Realizing that one can control one's body may give great

> satisfaction to someone who would like to have control over all of

> one's environment but is unable to have any. Often the need for

> control is seen as something negative that should be worked

against.

> But for an Aspie, it is often crucial to have some measure of

control

> if one is to feel motivated to live at all. This need for control

is

> rarely of the sociopathic type, where the sociopath simply gets a

> kick out of being able to control others, just for the fun of

> controlling. Rather it is a self-defence mechanism, a desperate

need

> to protect oneself from neurological disruption, sensory harm and

> internal disharmony. If an Aspie hawks he remote, or wants to

contol

> the voice volume of other family members, it is only to avoid the

> pain to his/her hypersensitive hearing; not to be selfish or

> disrespectful to others. Allowing an Aspie family member more

control

> (veto) over other things that may be painful to him/her, may be a

way

> to compensate enough for the calory-control to subside.

> >

> > 14. Death wish.

> > Many Aspies have an explicit or subconscious will do die and see

no

> point in living.

> >

> >

> > To treat Aspie eating disorders, I would suggest trying:

> >

> > A. Allergy check.

> > It is always a good idea to check wich foods one may be sensitive

> too. Some sensitivities don't show on traditional allergy checks

and

> are most easily identified by an elimination- & -reintroduction

process

> where one pays close attention to possible reactions.

> >

> > B. Respect.

> > Show respect for the Aspie anorexic/orthorexic's tastes, wishes,

> and knowledge about food. Often the Aspie is as informed as a

> professional dietist, only less influenced by those vested

interests

> that make sure to indoctrinate dietists into erroneous mainstream

> views that sugar " is a good source of energy " , that MSG, aspartame

> and other additives are " nothing to worry about " etc. If you want

to

> re-educate the Aspie into eating a more balanced diet, the

> information has to be unbiased and true, or the Aspie will see

> through it in seconds and become suspicious & uncooperative. And

> rightly so! To be " cured " of anorexia/orthorexia is NOT to start

> eating junk food again, but to eat sensibly, only a little more -

> especially more essential fatty acids, which the body needs for

> proper brain & nerve function.

> >

> > C. Trust and validation.

> > Including for his/her bodily perceptions. If someone says they

feel

> a certain way when eating a particular food, then they probably DO

> feel that way, even if such reactions not recorded in medical

> literature and may seem unreasonable. Our bodies and digestive

> systems seem to be so much more sensitive compared with the general

> population that very little may have a massive impact on how we

> function and feel. To dismiss someone's complaints as delusions is

> arrogant and uniformed.

> >

> > D. Compassion & understanding.

> > To recieve sincere sympathy for the daily difficulties one is

> experiencing, can go a long way to soothe and heal emotions. No

need

> to go back into childhood to search for clues, unless painful

> memoried come up on their own accord during therapy. For the Aspie,

> problems are often much more directly connected with their current

> situation than with past events. Asking about the person's greatest

> fears may also help him/her become aware of these and less

> subconsciously ruled by them.

> >

> > E. Remove Vernicke's commands.

> > Being hyper-receptive, one also tends to store any openly

negative

> comments in the Vernicke's area and later in life re-play those

> almost as tics whenever one does somthing less than optimal -

usually

> without realizing that they are only recordings and not one's own

> thoughts. These are easy to identify since they are always recorded

> in " you " format (e.g. " you clumsy idiot " ). Removing such

> negative " Vernicke's commands " and replacing them with more

positive

> ones, can take much time and patience. Becoming aware of them is a

> good start.

> >

> > F. Stress reduction.

> > What can be done to decrease sensory overload, stress-inducing

> demands and nerve-jarring interruptions when one is blissfully

> hyperfocusing on something, without putting unfair limitations on

> other family members/classmates/working associates?

> >

> > G. Negotiation.

> > One way may be to ask each family/group member to list the things

> that they deem most important to their well-being, rate each thing

> from 0 - 10, and then compare notes and negotiate so that as many

top

> priority things get as accomodated as possible. In my own

experience

> I have found that one's MOST important needs are met, that reduces

> stress to such a degree that one is then able to relax and become

> more flexible about things that are top priority to others.

> >

> > H. Loving actions.

> > Sometimes we forget to show how much we love and care for those

who

> are closest to us. We take for granted that surely they must know

> this, but surprisingly many are not telepathic and actually need to

> hear it every now and then. :-) And even saying it aloud may not be

> enough; our actions too must reflect basic respect and compassion.

If

> someone says they love you and the next day you find them reading

> your diary, critisize the way you do something, nag at you for not

> making friends, or interrupt you when you spend " too much " time

> online, that tends to send mixed messages. Even if done out of

loving

> concern.

> >

> > I. Time & space alone.

> > For teems and men in general, and Aspies or other

> sensitive/creative people in particular, the best way to show love

> and respect may actually be to give them enough time and space; to

> let them have a " sacred place " and/or " sacred time " where they are

> not disturbed no matter what, and not force them to do or

participate

> in anything that they don't want to. Leaving them in peace to

persue

> their special interests may be the greatest gift one can give.

> >

> > J. Hope.

> > Make the Aspie feel needed and appreciated, and try to give them

a

> reason to want to live.

> >

> > Inger

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I wrote:

"Often due to feeling different and/or not being accepted as one is.

Many sensitive people also tend to be more inclined to believe negative

things about themselves than positive, and often absorb even the slightest

hint of disapproval or criticism that then gets exaggerated all out of proportion

in one's mind. So, even for those few Aspies who do not get bullied and picked

on, it is easly to develop a complex for life about any aspect of one's personality

or looks from just a thoughtless, not ill intended, comment from someone.

And not just Aspies. Homo Sapiens in general seem to be exceedingly

vulnerable to the slightest hint of non-approval."

:

> The only part of this segment of the article that shows the personal aspects of

the author is the mention of "disapproval or criticism that ....gets exaggerated all

out of proportion in one's mind." In proportion to what? To the author's own

perspective of the situation? Perhaps this author is not in the exact position

of the Aspie at that moment, and the criticism or disapproval is not "out of

proportion" at all--it is extremely painful for the Aspie to face at that time, with

those conditions that the Aspie has to experience the situation.

, the "author" of the whole post was just me. I started thinking about eating disorders and wrote down what came to mind off the top of my head. My points are only suggestions, based on a combination of info from other Aspies, personal experience and inspiration.

> The same could be said of the bullying in schools, where the teacher feels that

the slight "off-the-cuff" remarks by a pupil towards the Aspie is "exaggerated all

out of proportion", and does nothing to stop, or even lessen, the verbal attacks

that the Aspie gets from these bullies.

Ah, I think you may have misinterpreted my statement. I did NOT write that an Aspie's response to bullying is "out of proportion". Quite the contrary. As someone else wrote here; we are often able to take a great deal more crap than the average NT would be able to endure. When we finally DO react, we usually have VERY friggin' good reason for doing so.

But this is not what I had in mind when I wrote the sentence you object to, since bullying was not mentioned until the sentence AFTER. This is what I actually wrote:

"Many sensitive people also tend to be more inclined to believe negative

things about themselves than positive, and often absorb even the slightest

hint of disapproval or criticism that then gets exaggerated all out of proportion

in one's mind."

And this is what I had in mind when I wrote it:

When I was younger, I was so sensitive to my parent's opinion of me that they didn't even have to say anything negative to me; I felt bad even if they just praised someone else. I remember this one time when I was only about 4 or so. We were visiting another family. In the car driving up to their house, my mom said to my dad: "Just wait till you see their kids! They are so well behaved!" To me, this meant that me and my sister were not, and that we were therefore totally hopeless and useless and hardly worthy of living. It made me feel bad for years. To me, looking back at myself now, such a reaction was truly *out of proportion* - especially since I was all but an angel when I was a kid and was loved and always well treated by my parents. I had no reason whatsoever to feel so badly about myself, but I still did.

And I keep meeting the same mental self-flagellation in other Aspies that are truly wonderful human beings - if they could only see it themselves! Even in those who have never been bullied. I have a girl in my Swedish Aspie Blues forum who has been nothing but cuddled and protected all her life, has 300 university points and is a rather cute, charming and entertaining person. Yet she still thinks she is stupid, ugly, useless, a brain-damaged freak that would be better off dead. And if someone as much as hints that there is something in her behavior that she could improve on (e.g. attacking people in relationships because she has never had one herself) she then says that she feels like "a monster" for having such "evil" thoughts. I've spent nearly a year trying to explain that she is not a monster, only in deep pain, and that it is very understandable for her to feel that way (even if not acceptable to take it out on innocents who usually have enough problems themselves). I've also tried to make her see that she is an exceptionally good writer and encourage her to use that skill when choosing a profession. But she only absorbs and inflates negative feedback; anything positive said to her is like pouring water on a goose.

I have several like her in that forum and I'm constantly amazed how they can hate themselves so much when they are basically nice, intelligent, original, fun, honest and not bad looking people.

> Is this a lack of empathy on the part of the author (of this article) or the teacher

(who tries to minimize the effects of everyday verbal confrontations in the school

yard)? Is there any way, at all, to invite this author (or any teacher) to truly

experience what the disapproval or criticism really...really feels like to the Aspie?

Since the author is none other than me, and I'm an Aspie myself, I don't think I have any problems empathizing with Aspies. ;-) And in no way did I imply that anyone reacting to *bullying* is exaggerating. That is a separate issue altogether. It is unfortunate that I happened to mention these things in the same paragraph, thereby giving the wrong impression of what I really meant.

> Perhaps, after such an experience, the author or teacher will not be so willing to

trivialize the painful experiences of Aspies by claiming that these experiences

are blown "out of proportion"!

I'm guessing that you have had teachers saying that when you have been bullied? If so, that, in my mind, is truly criminal! To get bullied is bad enough, but to then not be taken seriously when summoning the courage to complain about it, is really adding insult to injury! I get equally upset every time I hear this.

A girl with a very large bust in our Swedish forum said she used to get groped and sexually harassed by male students on a regular basis, and when she reported this to her teachers they said:

"Now now, it can't be all that bad. They probably don't mean any harm, just teen boy curiosity. Try to be a good sport about it"!

She is now self-medicating heavily and she too thinks she would be better off dead. Can't say I blaim her. :-(

Hearing such things makes me furious! No student should have to be afraid of bullying, and since education is mandatory, it is naturally the responsibility of the school to make sure no student is bullied. ANY form of bullying or harassment, whether physical or verbal, should be illegal, and measures should be taken against bullies upon first complaint. Perhaps if people started suing schools for not protecting their children, we might see a change? One girl did that here in Sweden, when they forced HER to change school instead of her bullie. This has brought on a quite a change in attitude, even if there is still a long way to go to protect students from getting bullied.

> (The same is true of physicians who try to trivialize

the pain that a person feels, but cannot get the physician to experience this pain.

Indeed, as some writers have querried: "What is pain?"...and have attempted to

show how no pain to one is excruciating to another.)

Right!

I just had an Aspie girl who went to the dentist. Midway through drilling, the dentist missed her tooth and drilled her in the tounge instead. When she - rightly! - complained about this, the dentist says:

"Oh, that was just a little slip, nothing to worry about"

"But you drilled me in the TOUNGE! It HURTS!"

"You'll be fine. Mistakes happen. It will heal in a couple of days, nothing to worry about."

The girl was in pain for weeks and is now afraid to go to the dentist ever again. :-(

I wonder how the dentist would like to get drilled in the tounge? (I'm usually a very peaceble person, but when I hear things like this, I sure get an urge to want to try!)

> Even on email lists, what is sheer agony for one Aspie is either dismissed or

trivialized by others who do not share the empathy of being able to "feel with"

the Aspie having the agony. To "feel with" an Aspie does not mean to give

that Aspie tons of advice on how to handle his or her agony; it is just a way

of sharing the "feeling" with that person, even if no hint of a suggestion is

given in the dialogue.

Well, I'm usually known for being an unusually empathic Aspie, so I am not in the habit of trivializing another person's experience. I'm sorry if you interpreted my words as if I were.

Inger

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Inger wrote:

" I think you may have misinterpreted my statement.

I did NOT write that an Aspie's response to bullying

is 'out of proportion'. Quite the contrary. "

I did not state, in any way, that you, Inger, the author

wrote that. I was only referring to the article that I posted

about the student who was suing his classmates after

graduation, and in that article, he was saying that the

teachers were deeming his response disproportional.

As I have stated so many times on these lists, and am

forced to state it again, if I did not directly refer to some-

thing, then there is no inference to that, however others

might believe (and even read) that the inference is there.

If it is not stated, it is not meant, at all.

" I'm guessing that you have had teachers saying that

when you have been bullied? "

I was not, again, referring to myself, in any way; I was

referring to the student who was suing his classmates,

in the posted article to the group.

" ...I am not in the habit of trivializing another person's

experience. I'm sorry if you interpreted my words as

if I were. "

I was not interpreting your words; I was just commenting

on the one part that I referred to, and comparing that to

the plight of the student who had to endure harrassment

from his classmates in front of his teachers, day after day.

Again, if it is not stated, explicitly, it is not implied in any

way, shape or form, at all. Anyone who reads words into

anything that is written is entering the words, themselves,

and can only look upon themselves for coming to what-

ever conclusions that this brought about.

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