Guest guest Posted February 6, 2006 Report Share Posted February 6, 2006 Dear You wrote: " but me....right? I have control over me. That doesn't feel like enough..... Shit " . That is not my experience... I have no control over nothing, not even me... When I realized that, it was the best gift I could give to myself: the freedom to be who I am, without trying to interfere. Who I am? I don't know. lets see what happens in the next minute it is always a mystery for me Love T -- Re: Re: preferences I haven't the slightest clue as to what I am responding to right now....but I am here. ME.......with words to share....most likely met with disinterest and indifference. I don't give a flying fu*k. What I understand is I came to this site because of research I did about a book called Loving What Is...I liked that title because it meant saying what is......just is... .. In that there is freedom. For me, in that means letting go of everything I have ever been taught about how to interact with others and my thoughts and feelings about them. This is earthshatteringly scary to me!!! Isn't it scary to let go and just love the story of another? Geeeeez! I hate thinking that I have no control over anything.......but me....right? I have control over me. That doesn't feel like enough............Shit. M. Hualalai Academy, First grade www.hualalai.org --------------------------------- Relax. Yahoo! Mail virus scanning helps detect nasty viruses! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 6, 2006 Report Share Posted February 6, 2006 This is my ultimate desire....to live without regard to how it lands on others, yet how it allows to be .....GOD how beautiful for a human being to be. So, yes T---this is work to be done. To be MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE alone and happy. The result here is others are drawn to this quiet air of a person just being a person in the first place. M. Hualalai Academy, First grade www.hualalai.org --------------------------------- Brings words and photos together (easily) with PhotoMail - it's free and works with Yahoo! Mail. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 6, 2006 Report Share Posted February 6, 2006 Dear T, Very well put. Love, S. > > " but me....right? I have control over me. That doesn't feel like enough..... > Shit " . > > That is not my experience... > I have no control over nothing, not even me... > > When I realized that, it was the best gift I could give to myself: > the freedom to be who I am, without trying to interfere. > > Who I am? I don't know. lets see what happens in the next minute > it is always a mystery for me > > Love > T > > > > -- Re: Re: preferences > > I haven't the slightest clue as to what I am responding to right now....but > I am here. ME.......with words to share....most likely met with > disinterest and indifference. I don't give a flying fu*k. What I understand > is I came to this site because of research I did about a book called Loving > What Is...I liked that title because it meant saying what is......just is... > . In that there is freedom. For me, in that means letting go of everything I > have ever been taught about how to interact with others and my thoughts and > feelings about them. This is earthshatteringly scary to me!!! Isn't it scary > to let go and just love the story of another? Geeeeez! I hate thinking that > I have no control over anything.......but me....right? I have control over > me. That doesn't feel like enough............Shit. > > M. > Hualalai Academy, First grade > www.hualalai.org > > > > --------------------------------- > Relax. Yahoo! Mail virus scanning helps detect nasty viruses! > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 6, 2006 Report Share Posted February 6, 2006 Thank you honey You are good teacher I love you T -- Re: Re: preferences > > I haven't the slightest clue as to what I am responding to right now....but > I am here. ME.......with words to share....most likely met with > disinterest and indifference. I don't give a flying fu*k. What I understand > is I came to this site because of research I did about a book called Loving > What Is...I liked that title because it meant saying what is......just is... > . In that there is freedom. For me, in that means letting go of everything I > have ever been taught about how to interact with others and my thoughts and > feelings about them. This is earthshatteringly scary to me!!! Isn't it scary > to let go and just love the story of another? Geeeeez! I hate thinking that > I have no control over anything.......but me....right? I have control over > me. That doesn't feel like enough............Shit. > > M. > Hualalai Academy, First grade > www.hualalai.org > > > > --------------------------------- > Relax. Yahoo! Mail virus scanning helps detect nasty viruses! > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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