Re: There is no Doer - Steve - Tim

[Guest guest]

" story...child in playground. Two bullies come over and beat the

child up and knock them to the ground. Child upset and thinks that

the bullies " should not " have done that. 's response...If I am

in the playground and two children come over and knock me down then

that is exactly what I wanted to happen. If I think any other way I

am confused. But why did the boys knock me down - - But who am

I to question your path to God. If this is the only way for you to

know God wouldn't you take it?

For me this story is a complete Eureka. I bow to my mother in humble

thanks that she could love me enough to be so horrendously cruel THAT

THAT would make me finally reach a point where I realize that my

happiness lies with truth - not the illusions of this world. So her

cruelty was actually an incredible kindness - she did nothing wrong in

giving me what I wanted - there are no victims.

She did exactly what I needed to be right here, right now enjoying

this awareness. Had she been some mediocre mother who actually

nurtured me I might still be one of the comatose walking wounded -

numb to the constant buzz of pain!

Everything is FOR me nothing is TO me. That's the blamelessness of it

all " . Jan

Yes, to know that. To believe it is a comforting theory, but to know

it - a challenge worth pursuing. Thanks for posting this, love, Tim

PS It's the Gemini full moon in about 36 hours, traditionally when

the Christ consciousness energies are more easily available, in case

anyone wants to take advantage of that story!

[Guest guest]

Dear Tim:

You said: " Yes, to know that. To believe it is a comforting theory,

but to know it - a challenge worth pursuing. Thanks for posting this,

love, Tim "

And it is only an inquiry away!

Love and Light, Steve D.

> " story...child in playground. Two bullies come over and beat

the

> child up and knock them to the ground. Child upset and thinks that

> the bullies " should not " have done that. 's response...If I am

> in the playground and two children come over and knock me down then

> that is exactly what I wanted to happen. If I think any other way I

> am confused. But why did the boys knock me down - - But who am

> I to question your path to God. If this is the only way for you to

> know God wouldn't you take it?

>

> For me this story is a complete Eureka. I bow to my mother in humble

> thanks that she could love me enough to be so horrendously cruel

THAT

> THAT would make me finally reach a point where I realize that my

> happiness lies with truth - not the illusions of this world. So her

> cruelty was actually an incredible kindness - she did nothing wrong

in

> giving me what I wanted - there are no victims.

>

> She did exactly what I needed to be right here, right now enjoying

> this awareness. Had she been some mediocre mother who actually

> nurtured me I might still be one of the comatose walking wounded -

> numb to the constant buzz of pain!

>

> Everything is FOR me nothing is TO me. That's the blamelessness of

it

> all " . Jan

>

> Yes, to know that. To believe it is a comforting theory, but to

know

> it - a challenge worth pursuing. Thanks for posting this, love,

Tim

>

> PS It's the Gemini full moon in about 36 hours, traditionally when

> the Christ consciousness energies are more easily available, in

case

> anyone wants to take advantage of that story!

[Guest guest]

Jan wrote-

>

> For me this story is a complete Eureka. I bow to my mother in humble

> thanks that she could love me enough to be so horrendously cruel THAT

> THAT would make me finally reach a point where I realize that my

> happiness lies with truth - not the illusions of this world. So her

> cruelty was actually an incredible kindness - she did nothing wrong

> in giving me what I wanted - there are no victims.

>

Tim responded-

> Yes, to know that. To believe it is a comforting theory, but to know

> it - a challenge worth pursuing. Thanks for posting this, love, Tim

>

Jan writes -

Yes I feel nothing but love for my mother. To step through each

resentment and let them fall away AND to keep asking for a way out of

this hell. For me, I REALLY wanted the truth, and was just so sick of

my painful thinking system. I too am thankful. I love Caroline Myss

and Sacred Contracts...Energy Anatomy - I listened to these cds over

and over and over again. I also credit the disciplined approach of

The Pathway with Loving What Is questions/turnarounds added to the

feelings letters.

Oddly enough - I did not really do the work directly on my mother -

but on my ex which I still have not achieved this level of love with.

Still more work to do/undo!

Steve wrote -

Dear Jan:

Yes, it can be so easy to believe that, simply because I " got it with

my mind " that I have really gotten it! But, until it becomes my

experience, I have not yet, really gotten it.

Steve D.

Yep we agree - then you posted that you didn't know if what you just

said was truth - I suspect you'll know it when it is...that rope/snake

thing!!!

Blessings - Jan