Re: Life is testing me!!! (spiders)

[Guest guest]

Dear Tara,

thank you for sharing. This is so sweet!

Love,

Am 14.05.2004 um 08:07 schrieb inlovewithreality:

> Dear Ones,

> Yesterday I posted a note on how I had done the work on my intense

> fear of spiders, snakes, creatures....And how the next day I gently

> removed a huge beetle from my friends hair.

>

> Well, last night I went back to the Guest House I am staying in (in

> India) and there was a centapede next to my pillow. For those who

> are not familiar with centapedes, if they sting it is extremely

> painful.

> I asked someone to kill it for me.   And I did not freak out!

> I actually remained calm.

> I was not filled with scarey thoughts!!!

>

> Then I found a huge beetle on my nightgown!

> Next test!

> So, I put the beetle outside.  Not in fear.  Just dealing with

> removing the beetle.

> I went to bed and did not continue to think about creatures. I was

> not afraid to go to bed. (Previously, I surely would have at least

> left the light on, but that was not necessary either.)

>

> I have to say that I feel like I am being tested!

> (Since I did the work on this topic).

>

> I can see the sweetness of not being afraid of these encounters.

>

> I also had the thought that I can not control if I will be bitten by

> a creature anyway!

>

> Feeling gratitude!

> Tara

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[Guest guest]

Sounds great!

Ralf

inlovewithreality schrieb:

> Dear Ones,

> Yesterday I posted a note on how I had done the work on

> my intense

> fear of spiders, snakes, creatures....And how the next

> day I gently

> removed a huge beetle from my friends hair.

>

> Well, last night I went back to the Guest House I am

> staying in (in

> India) and there was a centapede next to my pillow. For

> those who

> are not familiar with centapedes, if they sting it is

> extremely

> painful.

> I asked someone to kill it for me. And I did not freak

> out!

> I actually remained calm.

> I was not filled with scarey thoughts!!!

>

> Then I found a huge beetle on my nightgown!

> Next test!

> So, I put the beetle outside. Not in fear. Just dealing

> with

> removing the beetle.

> I went to bed and did not continue to think about

> creatures. I was

> not afraid to go to bed. (Previously, I surely would have

> at least

> left the light on, but that was not necessary either.)

>

> I have to say that I feel like I am being tested!

> (Since I did the work on this topic).

>

> I can see the sweetness of not being afraid of these

> encounters.

>

> I also had the thought that I can not control if I will

> be bitten by

> a creature anyway!

>

> Feeling gratitude!

> Tara

>

>

>

>

>

>

>

>

[Guest guest]

On Fri, May 14, 2004 at 06:07:47AM -0000, inlovewithreality wrote:

> ...

> I have to say that I feel like I am being tested!

> (Since I did the work on this topic).

In each moment, Reality is showing me where I'm still attached.

In each moment, I have no control.

In each moment, I can see the sweetness of love.

In each moment, I am being tested.

In each moment, I am receiving just what I need.

In each moment, I am giving just what the one in front of me needs.

In each moment, I am

In each moment, I

In each moment

each moment

moment

[Guest guest]

Oh, this is so good Tom!

It has to be true, In each moment I am giving just what the one in

front of me needs. In has to be true because I believe that there is

no mistaces. Believing that I give others what they need make me

feel less guilty. No mistakes has been made today either...

Love

> > ...

> > I have to say that I feel like I am being tested!

> > (Since I did the work on this topic).

>

> In each moment, Reality is showing me where I'm still attached.

> In each moment, I have no control.

> In each moment, I can see the sweetness of love.

> In each moment, I am being tested.

> In each moment, I am receiving just what I need.

> In each moment, I am giving just what the one in front of me needs.

> In each moment, I am

> In each moment, I

> In each moment

> each moment

> moment