Re: Meaningless crap .... LOL!

[Guest guest]

shit happens ... lol

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> For those dear ones out there who may be experiencing the current

> conversations about as " back-and-forth bullshit " ; I found a

> wonderful passage from Carol which discussed this very matter. Enjoy!

>

> " Anyhow, re: collusion: that means agreement, usually in a secretive

> or underground way. When I say 'back-and-forth bullshit' takes

> collusion, I am speaking of the way I become part of that. If I'm

> observing the back-and-forth and experiencing it as meaningless crap,

> it's because I'm letting it be that; I'm not questioning my thoughts

> about the " bullshitters. " My thoughts about your communication being

> bullshit are bullshit. And I'm the last to know.

>

> " We're either attaching or inquiring. " -- KT.

>

> Love, Carol "

>

> Loving what is, angels, and that would be you.

>

>

> Neo

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>

[Guest guest]

I'm not questioning my thoughts

> about the " bullshitters. " My thoughts about your communication being

> bullshit are bullshit. And I'm the last to know.

>

Dear ,

Doesn't Carol write beautifully? When she publishes a book I'm buying

a hundred copies....

This conversation has been great to look at all my bullshit thinking.

I have in the past had thoughts like *I'm not going to judge!...I'm

too spiritual*!...*I'm above all that shit!*

But that is exactly what I need to do in order to see where I have

blocks to my awareness of love. Unless I am authentic and honest with

my feelings, I'm just hiding the light from me. The *bullshit talk* is

just inquiry...I say let's just take a look at where I can't love

you...where I am tempted to judge and nail you for being a human being...

I'm slaying my dragons, but I have to look at them in the eye first.

And I see that my dragons are just my ego, my wounds, my genius way of

denying love to you and to myself.

Walking around in dragon doo doo....

love

nne

[Guest guest]

Thanks for the word definition--here's some for you,

CODEPENDENT/RESCUER/CONTROLLER

Eddie

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>Reply-To: Loving-what-is

>To: Loving-what-is

>Subject: Re: Meaningless crap .... LOL!

>Date: Thu, 8 Apr 2004 05:21:20 -0500

>

>shit happens ... lol

>

>

> >

> > For those dear ones out there who may be experiencing the current

> > conversations about as " back-and-forth bullshit " ; I found a

> > wonderful passage from Carol which discussed this very matter. Enjoy!

> >

> > " Anyhow, re: collusion: that means agreement, usually in a secretive

> > or underground way. When I say 'back-and-forth bullshit' takes

> > collusion, I am speaking of the way I become part of that. If I'm

> > observing the back-and-forth and experiencing it as meaningless crap,

> > it's because I'm letting it be that; I'm not questioning my thoughts

> > about the " bullshitters. " My thoughts about your communication being

> > bullshit are bullshit. And I'm the last to know.

> >

> > " We're either attaching or inquiring. " -- KT.

> >

> > Love, Carol "

> >

> > Loving what is, angels, and that would be you.

> >

> >

> > Neo

> >

> >

> >

> >

> >

[Guest guest]

controller = out - of - control ! lol

> Thanks for the word definition--here's some for you,

> CODEPENDENT/RESCUER/CONTROLLER

> Eddie

>

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>> Reply-To: Loving-what-is

>> To: Loving-what-is

>> Subject: Re: Meaningless crap .... LOL!

>> Date: Thu, 8 Apr 2004 05:21:20 -0500

>>

>> shit happens ... lol

>>

>>

>>>

>>> For those dear ones out there who may be experiencing the current

>>> conversations about as " back-and-forth bullshit " ; I found a

>>> wonderful passage from Carol which discussed this very matter. Enjoy!

>>>

>>> " Anyhow, re: collusion: that means agreement, usually in a secretive

>>> or underground way. When I say 'back-and-forth bullshit' takes

>>> collusion, I am speaking of the way I become part of that. If I'm

>>> observing the back-and-forth and experiencing it as meaningless crap,

>>> it's because I'm letting it be that; I'm not questioning my thoughts

>>> about the " bullshitters. " My thoughts about your communication being

>>> bullshit are bullshit. And I'm the last to know.

>>>

>>> " We're either attaching or inquiring. " -- KT.

>>>

>>> Love, Carol "

>>>

>>> Loving what is, angels, and that would be you.

>>>

>>>

>>> Neo

>>>

>>>

>>>

>>>

>>>