Re: How to use the work on LAPD?

[Guest guest]

Dear April,

As usual, you have an interesting story.

It reminded me of one of my favortie quotes from A Course In

Miracles. It goes like this:

" Nothing real can be threatened.

Nothing unreal truly exists. "

I noticed that you said: " I just might try! "

I would bet that when you get sick and tired of the pain, you will

try. :-)

Blessings, Steve D.

> On June 9th of this year a SWAT team of 15+ men in bullet proof

> vests awakened me and my children at gun point. They questioned us

> and detained us with guns for 8 hours. We could not use the

> bathroom, or drink or eat. My kids were called names, they were

> ridiculed for their messy rooms etc. It was not pleasant.

>

>

> They took many of my belongings. I can sit back and accept it, or

> write and ask for my things back. I chose to do the latter. They

> refused. I then looked up the legal rights and the many violations

> of my 4th and 5th ammendments and brought that to their attention.

> Now they are willing to give " some " stuff back. They will keep the

> prom pictures, my school work and my volunteer work for Boy Scouts

> of America....???? They will also keep my computers, my CF cards,

> my back ups etc. But they WILL give me a copy of my hard drive.

> Now I have an issue with this. Why not give me my stuff? I want

> it. I want pictures that I took of my child graduating. I can't see

> why this is important to a SWAT team who is looking for connections

> to the Mafia. There is no rhyme or reason.

>

> So I realize that I think that the police department and federal

> agents should have a rhyme or reason to keep my things. The fact

is

> that they don't! I am not accused of anything. I am innocent

> according to them. I can have my information but not my computers.

I

> can't have my CF cards to my digital camera with my kid's pictures

> on it. I really want to understand.

>

> I am not an expert, so like suggested, go see an expert when

> in doubt. So I did. The expert said that the warrant was a bad

> warrant. This means that they had too large a scope. They could do

> what they wanted and this is only used for homicide. I was under

> surveillance for 4 months. I live with three daughters. No one

comes

> into my house. No deaths! They won't answer me when I ask what

> made them think that I was involved in huge amounts of Mafia

fraud.

> They do not have an answer. I have all the evidence that clears

me.

> I have all the information. It is all there. Simple and easy. The

> FBI was contacted two years ago and they are content. They do not

> keep my things.

>

> Shoulds:

> My government should not hurt my children. They did.

> My government should not hurt me... they did. (I was grabbed and

> thrown to the ground with guns to my head)

> When they see that I am innocent then it should be easy and over

> with! It is not! They keep my stuff that I need for school, all

my

> papers and research! They keep my pictures. They keep the

> financials for the Sea Scouts and we need them to continue this

> season! We can't fill out our taxes without the information.

>

> I am deep in story and it bothers me because this is not supposed

to

> happen to me! LOL

>

> What do I get out of holding on to " what they did " , I feel that a

> mere 12 car SWAT team can't hold me back! I am Rambo! I will go get

> my stuff! I will get the Attorney General to listen to me! I will

> go to a reporter! I will let the American people know what their

> government can do under their Patriot Act. I will let them know

that

> this country is not for rights of its people. I will be an

> activist! I will tell them that they will put guns in the faces of

> children without a cause! I will tell them that we are NOT safe

> because we are supposedly " innocent until proven guilty " , it was a

> story...

>

> Wahhhhh I liked that story!

>

> This is a hard one for me. The divorce was almost done! Now it is

> frozen just like my assets...I can't even afford a lawyer even

> though they say I am innocent. They say that they will not bring

> action against me. They say that there will be no arrests. They

are

> too busy...

>

> Wahhhhhhh.......

>

> It has been two months! I want so much to be spared and be done

with

> the divorce but until the accounts are freed it will not be over.

My

> parents lent me money for food and to pay my mortgage. The LAPD

give

> back tiny bits at a time...just tiny bits. I don't understand.

They

> say that I might never get my things. That is not OK with me.

>

> Can I use the work on them? Can I say " is it true " ? How do you

> feel when you think those things about me? If you didn't think

> those things, and you say you don't, how does that feel? I

wonder?

> I just might try!

>

> April

[Guest guest]

Steve,

It appears that after I try the pain seems to dissipate. For some reason,

just the fact that I " stick up for myself " and send the certified letter "

gives me peace, as if I didn't just " accept what is " and that is strange.

It feels good to say " No, I don't think so. " The fact that nothing may

change is not such an issue as the fact that I know that I feel a certain

way. I am not fond of this intrusion. I can say with certainty that this

is not OK with me. The fact that it happened is not of as much consequence

as knowing that I would take the lesson from afar. I would not stay for the

abuse, I would notice that I feel better when I say " no " .

So yeah, I have written a " work " letter to the Attorney General. It will be

interesting in my story of how he might respond or not, but I have written

it and will send it return receipt.

Yeah, I too notice that I have some great " stories " what is up with that?

Do I need a brick on the head? Why not just a tap? Damn, I am fed up with

it. I think I am doing just fine and wham.. Another great story.

I am so tired of it.

April

[Guest guest]

> My parents lent me money for food and to pay my mortgage. The LAPD

give back tiny bits at a time...just tiny bits. I don't understand.

They say that I might never get my things. That is not OK with me.

>

> Can I use the work on them? Can I say " is it true " ? How do you

> feel when you think those things about me? If you didn't think

> those things, and you say you don't, how does that feel? I

wonder? I just might try!

>

Hi April,

Those things that you don't have...and that they are giving back

just little bits at a time. What are they?

Make a list and then attach " I need... "

Then those are things you can bring to inquiry.

What is the worst thing that will happen if you do not get those

things back...ever?

And when you get to the turnarounds...see if you can list three ways

that you have been spared by not having those things that you

originally thought you needed.

You always do your inquiry at the perfect time, April.

Love,

Mona

[Guest guest]

>

>

> My house is not safe. My life is not safe.could be just as

> true. The mafia have not been arrested yet. Perhaps this is why

> they keep the focus on me and my family. I don't know. No one

> will talk to me.

> They, the LAPD, the FBI and the Mafia are all freely doing what

> they do best. No one is arrested...yet. It is very big. I have

> been told that it is billions of dollars big. I have been told

> that there are many, many people involved. I am only me. I have

> no money. I have no investments. I am just me with three

> daughters.

>

April I would try to experience the TA, " My house IS safe " .

Instead of staying with that turnaround and allowing something deeper

to show you its truth, my story is that you are allowing your mind to

travel in generation after generation of story to prove your original

thought that your house is not safe. That is what the mind does it

tries endlessly to prove that a lie is true. People go to their death

beds still insisting that they are right.

The truth is April that you, your house and daughters are safe, if

any thoughts arise to argue with that those are the ones to take to

inquiry. Do you have the BK video " Prison of the Mind " ? There is a

dialog on that tape where a prisoner insists that his father does not

love him. He continually brings up evidence that he is right; his

father does not come to visit him that proves he does not love him;

he wrote to his father and he did not reply that proves he does not

love him. I love how encourages him to stay with the thought,

my father does love me and how that eventually turns out to be truer.

I have a story that if you stick with the thought, " My house IS

safe " , you will eventually see that that was what was always true.

Also April I know that you already know everything I have said so

this little dialog was for me, and if you get anything from it it's

just a bonus.

Loving what is ...