im going out!!!!im nervous

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well we have all been talking about isolating, depression, finding

things to do etc, and the way we feel about ourselves, well i have been

making baby step improvemnts i treated my self to a hir cut last week

after 3 years and a color for the first time, i felt good, now theres

me to deal with the inside of joyce. i have a neighbor dotty she lives

down stairs she is 55 and sober and clean 20 years , she is such a nice

person and we have become good friends she has asked me numerous times

over the years to go out with her and i allways had a excuse, well

tonight i told her i will go to a meeting with her and luch , im so

nervous, i am going out , out of my comfort zone, with a woman friend,

i am proud of myself but scared, its big for me,she said joyce u have

to go out its ok, its good for you, and i told her i was nervous she

totally understood,