Guest guest Posted March 15, 2006 Report Share Posted March 15, 2006 To begin with, no one has to reply to this posting, it is just me venting my frustrations.... again!!! My friends who know I have had this done would just roll their eyes at me! Went and saw my dietitian today... Good Grief!!! I have lost a total of 0.1 kilo in two weeks. I am eating very little - approx 1-2 cups of food in total per day. Alcohol - close to zero. Chocolate - almost zero (a little here and there, the Nestle 98% fat free chocolate mousse has taken over there). I am actually very hungry, but have to try and stop myself from grazing on naughty foods. I am frustrated and at a loss. I have started walking, not far, but further than I have ever been before. What am I doing wrong???? I am eating too much dairy apparently. I like cheese, so I have had tuna mornay made with low fat cheese... Not allowed that except for maybe once a week - and overall I am having too much fish!!! I like the Nestle chocolate mousse... Can only have a couple a week now. I am not tolerating red meats, so I have to have mince, boring to have that every night! Cappacino.. very bad for me, bad girl, can only have 1/2 of one a day because it has too many calories - even when made with skim milk. So, I have been told, not too much fish, not too much red meat minced, try cruskets with a tiny bit of avocado, try tomatoes, see how they go. More mince with tomato sauces. I HAVE NO LIFE!!! What am I supposed to eat that will not put weight on. Wouldn't you think that having given up three reasonable sized meals a day, lots and lots of snacks (remember, no one ever saw me eat those) a block of chocolate a day!!! Yes, I ate that much chocolate! I also had a bottle of wine a day on average... sometimes more on weekends. Where am I going wrong????? Why am I so slow to loose even a kilo. I just want to loose a kilo a week... nothing more, but nothing less if possible. It is just like all the other diets I have been on... 5 odd kilos and then no matter what I do, nothing more. Same old Same Old... just this time I am definately not eating too much! Ok... I have said it out loud now... I classify writing it here as saying it out loud. I have quite a few tears of frustration coming home in the car. I am sure there will be a few more in the next few hours because I am feeling a tad on the fragile side. As I said above, don't worry about replying, nothing much that can be said other than "hang in there". I think I am sick of "hanging in there" considering the pain and expense that I have been through. The only good thing is, normally I would have come home and pigged out until I was sick and had to go to bed with a migrane... no chance of that at least. And... just another thing... I cannot smoke, I am now 5 weeks post op and post ciggies... I have no life!!! Mel Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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