Guest guest Posted September 27, 2006 Report Posted September 27, 2006 " Carl E. Grimes " <grimes@...> wrote: > , > We reach a point that is opposite of denial. It is called hypervigilence. Racing around from one attempt to the next without giving any of them an opportunity for a legitimate chance for success. Latching on to everything with any glimmer of hope, whether it is deserving of hope or not. > What we all need, though, is a PROCESS we can trust. Not which pill or which air purifier or which type of house or which city is the best. What we need is a reliable procedure to follow that will reveal to us, each in our own way, what we need to know and do, what not to do, and how to evaluate the results. > Carl Grimes > Healthy Habitats LLC > Carl. Rick and I discussed the peculiar vehemence of the rejection he had from people that obviously had mold-mediated illnesses. There are so many scams and strange theories being inflicted upon sufferers that there is no choice about becoming superdenialistic. Both because of outright fraud, and from hypervigilance/testing of so many screwy concepts that didn't work. That's where I thought that my experience would succeed where Rick's had failed, because as a CFS prototype with pictures of myself on top of various mountains, the sincerity of my improvement could not be reasonably denied or logically dismissed as easily as his. I reasoned that what I had accomplished would induce curiousity instead of outright suspicion, which would lead people to follow up on this rather odd " mold " clue. Which is why I said " Nobody could ignore this " - I would have to fake too many verifiable events to pull off such a chicanery. Much to my amazement, when I point this out, people resort to questioning my personality and consistently attribute my claims to 'arrogance' instead of seeing it as a paradigm-challenging example of what might be possible. My character traits are completely immaterial in regards to physical nature of this clue, yet somehow, this is still seized upon as a suitable reason for manifesting skepticism. Rick decided not to subject himself to the vagaries of illogic, and used " Trichothecene Mycotoxicosis may be indistinguishable from CFS " as a sort of " weeding out " process of selectivity. If a CFS victim saw the science and felt this applied, he must take it upon himself to make contact. Others need not apply. I thought that my example was a physical demonstration that would breach the protective suspicious mindset, and allow more people to explore this avenue - and that someone with a scientific mind would surely respond, as Dr Shoemaker did. Yet Ricks warnings were prophetic, and the vast majority of people did not interprete my experience as an objective physical clue. I was so intent on maintaining the " testability " of mycotoxin exposure, that I would start by telling the few who did respond that they should not automatically believe anything I say, but should rather rely upon their own perceptions as I led them into contamination zones. You can imagine my amazement when I had a couple of people say " I really thought you were on to something, because I could feel it myself - but my doctor says that this is impossible, so... " Now that's major skepticism! when people have become so suspicious that they can no longer even trust their own senses! Unfortunately, they have become too closed-minded to be trainable in mycotoxin avoidance. I believe that the reliable process/procedure you are looking for can be developed, as I have decribed by unveiling ACTH " blocking/masking response " by " getting clear " in a pristine environment to revert to a " tabula rasa " for increased perception/sensitivity. But just as Rick observed so many years ago, it can only be exploited by those who manage to suspend their suspicion and denial long enough to see it. - Quote
Guest guest Posted September 28, 2006 Report Posted September 28, 2006 , a couple of additional comments. > You can imagine my amazement when I had a couple of people say " I > really thought you were on to something, because I could feel it > myself - but my doctor says that this is impossible, so... " Our culture places a high value on blindly following authorities at the expense of our own experience. > Now that's major skepticism! when people have become so suspicious > that they can no longer even trust their own senses! We have learned to rely on the authority of experts to determine meaning and direct our choices. Not that this is always bad, and is sometimes necessary, but it does leave us vunerable to being victimized. We must follow with our eyes wide open, not blindly, so we can discern when to continue with them and when to rely on ourselves. We don't find this taught in schools, the media or the movies. But the principles are clearly stated in the Declaration of Independance and the US Constitution. Carl Grimes Healthy Habitats LLC Quote
Guest guest Posted September 28, 2006 Report Posted September 28, 2006 " Carl E. Grimes " wrote: > We must follow with our eyes wide open, not blindly, so we can > discern when to continue with them and when to rely on ourselves. > > Carl Grimes > Healthy Habitats LLC > Like the rest of us, I was blinded by my confidence in doctors for many years. No matter how many times I implicated mold, their insistence that this must be an allergy caused me to conceptualize it as an allergy. So when my reactions didn't fit the profile for allergy, I just disregarded mold and thought that it must be something else - even though some substance from mold was the only thing that ran through all the different scenarios and situations. It was only when my confidence in doctors was totally shattered by their refusal to pay attention to clues that contradicted their concepts that I realized they were clueless about this paradigm, leaving me with only my own perceptions to trust. For a long time, I thought of this as starting from a disadvantage, but then I realized how fortunate I was when I saw an emerging presentation of information from people formulating their mold advice on a basis of mistakenly mixing allergy and toxicity concepts, such as " You can stay until you can't stand it anymore, because you can choose at that point to leave, you have hit bottom, - and from then on you will start to get better " . From an " allergy " point of view, this advice sounds perfectly reasonable and helpful. Trying to counter that that this advice is counterproductive tends to sound extremist and unrealistic to those who have an underlying 'allergyview' and are firmly convinced that their counsel is good and reasonable and the right thing to say. It isn't until you've been through it that you can see just what a mistake it is to wait til the last moment. Up until then, " hang in there " sounds like helpful advice. After, you know this is totally wrong to tell people. People who are now entering the current knowledge-base have to overcome the huge hurdle of encountering a " mixed paradigm " view. It's harder to " unlearn " a logical-sounding concept that seems to fit the facts than it is to start from a blank-slate with no preconceptions. Dislodging a fundamental conceptual model which seem to come close to explaining the situation only happens when the model completely fails - and throws the entire premise open to review. That's why it is so difficult to explain this phenomenon. You can express it from your point of view, yet your words are interpreted by someone with a completely different frame of reference, and to them it sounds like you must be completely confused and incorrect. It isn't until novitiates are either forced by circumstance or are open-minded to " unlearning " some entrenched concepts which they begin to suspect, may not be true after all, that they can place your expressions in the proper context. - Quote
Guest guest Posted September 28, 2006 Report Posted September 28, 2006 -,i find that you have a very narrow view that is based on your experience only. you do not know what others are dealing with because you were not exposed to anything other than stachy,you say. we all are prototypes of CFS, it goes along with immune disfunction.your advice to go to the mountains is not good advice and I wouldn't tell anyone to do that.you really do have a blind spot when it coes to exposers beyond your own. if we all fell into your realm of thinking why would we even need a doctor? of corse when we get out and practice advoidence our detecting sences(actually by our reactions) become more sharp. how could they not? we have becoe hypersensative. there is a hudge difference in being hypersensative to just stachy and to many molds/myco's,voc's etc. of corse I can sence even the mildest effects to my body and I constantly tell my daughters that thats one thing they can rely on, if something is affecting me it cant be good to be breathing. at the same time, when it goes to buying a house, not built to my standards, I would call a moldy that also did not test the home, but only relies on thier reaction, a fool. and when it comes to have a lawsuit, you would get laughed right out of the courtroom. I'm very aware of all the bs floating around on the web, and fairly intune with whats going on , on both sides of this issue. I've did my homework. I can reconize most names on abstracts,etc. I am capable of seperating a lot of mumbo jumbo just based on my experience and what I know is true. I also have a open mind. I cant see where you do at all and I dont care for men that classify woman as vixens at all. you continually look down from your petastool and I'm just not convienced that you belong up there. -- In , " Carl E. Grimes " <grimes@...> wrote: > > , a couple of additional comments. > > > You can imagine my amazement when I had a couple of people say " I > > really thought you were on to something, because I could feel it > > myself - but my doctor says that this is impossible, so... " > > Our culture places a high value on blindly following authorities at > the expense of our own experience. > > > Now that's major skepticism! when people have become so suspicious > > that they can no longer even trust their own senses! > > We have learned to rely on the authority of experts to determine > meaning and direct our choices. Not that this is always bad, and is > sometimes necessary, but it does leave us vunerable to being > victimized. > > We must follow with our eyes wide open, not blindly, so we can > discern when to continue with them and when to rely on ourselves. We > don't find this taught in schools, the media or the movies. But the > principles are clearly stated in the Declaration of Independance and > the US Constitution. > > Carl Grimes > Healthy Habitats LLC > Quote
Guest guest Posted September 28, 2006 Report Posted September 28, 2006 Letita What a wonderfull letter. Sorry I havent returned your calls. Ive been very under the weather and some depressed. I kept you number. Will call. Janet Quote
Guest guest Posted September 29, 2006 Report Posted September 29, 2006 " Letitia s " wrote: No one should be ATTACKING anyone personally. I don't like that and we have enough negative things going on in our lives. No one should feel like everything they say will be scrutinize or criticize. > > If we could elect to get rid of people off the board, I would propose to get rid of one person because he is TOXIC! Toxicity brings negativity! If you can't say anything nice or positive, then keep it to yourself. It is what you say that is getting you in trouble. I mean that in a nice way.... > > I will be waiting for your reply, . (smile) > Letitia s If you are going to say that I have attacked anyone at any time, please provide an example. Don't just say it, show me! Something, anything. Quotes, citations, evidence of toxicity. Somehow I don't think the " vixen " characterization qualifies, if you look at the context: /message/38282 vix·en (v & #301;k's & #601;n) n. A female fox. A woman regarded as quarrelsome, shrewish, or malicious. Which way do you I meant it in that message? Does it sound like I'm insulting women? And I stand behind what I said about MCSers being disinterested. Mygla reiterated her own abatement of MCS through mold avoidance, and I don't see MCSers asking her if it might be possible that a bit of concerted mold avoidance might help them as well. Don't you find that a little strange? What makes you think that I'm not part of a group separate from this one? Composed of people who have taken mold avoidance up a notch to get better results, as we described in Mold Warriors? - Quote
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