Cancer

[Guest guest]

Lynda ~

I am very happy about the Mri

of your brain, that is great news ~

Love and Prayers ~ DedeStart the year off right. Easy ways to stay in shape in the new year.

[Guest guest]

Lynda ~

I am very happy about the Mri

of your brain, that is great news ~

Love and Prayers ~ DedeStart the year off right. Easy ways to stay in shape in the new year.

[Guest guest]

Lynda ~

Yay ! I am glad you are entering the fighting

mode. Prayers are said several times a day

here, and they are coming your way ! !

Love YOU ! ! DedeStart the year off right. Easy ways to stay in shape in the new year.

[Guest guest]

Lynda ~

Yay ! I am glad you are entering the fighting

mode. Prayers are said several times a day

here, and they are coming your way ! !

Love YOU ! ! DedeStart the year off right. Easy ways to stay in shape in the new year.

[Guest guest]

I'm happy about the MRI.The lung thing is upsetting. I wish health care were more advanced than it is. cancer

Had the MRI on my brain, it was clear. They did another

thoracentesis (drained the pleural cavity) and they did nick a lung,

so they said if I had problems breathing, to go to the emergency

room. Otherwise, nothing new until Tues. evening.

Lynda

At 08:45 PM 1/18/2008, you wrote:

>Rogene,

>

> From what I can find online, my cancer is treatable (not cureable),

>will give me a better quality of life, etc., but the life expectancy

>is about 2 years. Now I don't think I like that. I will have some

>tough questions for the doctor on Tues.

>

>Lynda

>

>At 10:36 PM 1/17/2008, you wrote:

>

> >Rogene,

> >

> >And the pill did not work. It was Ambien. Woke up after 4 hours

> >just like the three nights before, but this time I was wide

> >awake. Worse than taking nothing. Need sleepytime tea

> >tonight. But, I am getting so tired, I will probably sleep.

> >

> >I have to drive to Boulder tomorrow for the PET scan. No food after

> >7:30 A.M. Won't get to eat until about 3:30 P.M. I get shaky

> >without food. But, I have lost 12 pounds because I just cannot eat

> >very much anymore.

> >

> >I did the same kind of basic psychological exercises when I had

> >breast cancer. When I once get this scheduled and I know the score,

> >I think I can make a plan. I have tapes and everything, just have to

> >get where I know what is happening so I can de-stress.

> >

> >I had some trouble with sleep when I did chemo before. Hope that is

> >not the case this time.

> >

> >It is a good place, that is why I am driving there. I feel far more

> >comfortable going there than I would going here.

> >

> >Going to bed. I will be home in the morning, then head for

> >Boulder. Hope the snow holds off until I get home.

> >

> >Thanks for the support and prayers. I think I need them.

> >

> >Lynda

> >

> >At 10:17 PM 1/17/2008, you wrote:

> >

> > >Lynda,

> > >

> > >I'm happy to hear you have a good cancer treatment center! . . .

> > >That makes all the difference!

> > >

> > >I know you'll do whatever it takes to get better! . . .

> > >

> > >Silva Mind Control has some meditation exercises designed to

> > >prevent/fight cancer. . . .

> > >

> > >Basically you put yourself in a very relaxed state . . . see, hear,

> > >feel yourself as a healthy person . . . mentally move all disease

> > >out of your body and replace all disease with healthy tissue . . .

> > >

> > >You might want to record your own meditation program . . .

> > >

> > >It can help with sleep too! - I know you're desperate for sleep when

> > >YOU take a pill!

> > >

> > >Love and prayers,

> > >

> > >Rogene

> > >

> > >

> > >

> >

> >

>

>

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I'm happy about the MRI.The lung thing is upsetting. I wish health care were more advanced than it is. cancer

Had the MRI on my brain, it was clear. They did another

thoracentesis (drained the pleural cavity) and they did nick a lung,

so they said if I had problems breathing, to go to the emergency

room. Otherwise, nothing new until Tues. evening.

Lynda

At 08:45 PM 1/18/2008, you wrote:

>Rogene,

>

> From what I can find online, my cancer is treatable (not cureable),

>will give me a better quality of life, etc., but the life expectancy

>is about 2 years. Now I don't think I like that. I will have some

>tough questions for the doctor on Tues.

>

>Lynda

>

>At 10:36 PM 1/17/2008, you wrote:

>

> >Rogene,

> >

> >And the pill did not work. It was Ambien. Woke up after 4 hours

> >just like the three nights before, but this time I was wide

> >awake. Worse than taking nothing. Need sleepytime tea

> >tonight. But, I am getting so tired, I will probably sleep.

> >

> >I have to drive to Boulder tomorrow for the PET scan. No food after

> >7:30 A.M. Won't get to eat until about 3:30 P.M. I get shaky

> >without food. But, I have lost 12 pounds because I just cannot eat

> >very much anymore.

> >

> >I did the same kind of basic psychological exercises when I had

> >breast cancer. When I once get this scheduled and I know the score,

> >I think I can make a plan. I have tapes and everything, just have to

> >get where I know what is happening so I can de-stress.

> >

> >I had some trouble with sleep when I did chemo before. Hope that is

> >not the case this time.

> >

> >It is a good place, that is why I am driving there. I feel far more

> >comfortable going there than I would going here.

> >

> >Going to bed. I will be home in the morning, then head for

> >Boulder. Hope the snow holds off until I get home.

> >

> >Thanks for the support and prayers. I think I need them.

> >

> >Lynda

> >

> >At 10:17 PM 1/17/2008, you wrote:

> >

> > >Lynda,

> > >

> > >I'm happy to hear you have a good cancer treatment center! . . .

> > >That makes all the difference!

> > >

> > >I know you'll do whatever it takes to get better! . . .

> > >

> > >Silva Mind Control has some meditation exercises designed to

> > >prevent/fight cancer. . . .

> > >

> > >Basically you put yourself in a very relaxed state . . . see, hear,

> > >feel yourself as a healthy person . . . mentally move all disease

> > >out of your body and replace all disease with healthy tissue . . .

> > >

> > >You might want to record your own meditation program . . .

> > >

> > >It can help with sleep too! - I know you're desperate for sleep when

> > >YOU take a pill!

> > >

> > >Love and prayers,

> > >

> > >Rogene

> > >

> > >

> > >

> >

> >

>

>

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B,

Ain't that the truth.

Maybe another 50 years.

Lynda

At 07:12 PM 1/19/2008, you wrote:

>I'm happy about the MRI.

>

>The lung thing is upsetting.

>

>I wish health care were more advanced than it is.

>

> cancer

>

>Had the MRI on my brain, it was clear. They did another

>thoracentesis (drained the pleural cavity) and they did nick a lung,

>so they said if I had problems breathing, to go to the emergency

>room. Otherwise, nothing new until Tues. evening.

>

>Lynda

>

>At 08:45 PM 1/18/2008, you wrote:

>

> >Rogene,

> >

> > From what I can find online, my cancer is treatable (not cureable),

> >will give me a better quality of life, etc., but the life expectancy

> >is about 2 years. Now I don't think I like that. I will have some

> >tough questions for the doctor on Tues.

> >

> >Lynda

> >

> >At 10:36 PM 1/17/2008, you wrote:

> >

> > >Rogene,

> > >

> > >And the pill did not work. It was Ambien. Woke up after 4 hours

> > >just like the three nights before, but this time I was wide

> > >awake. Worse than taking nothing. Need sleepytime tea

> > >tonight. But, I am getting so tired, I will probably sleep.

> > >

> > >I have to drive to Boulder tomorrow for the PET scan. No food after

> > >7:30 A.M. Won't get to eat until about 3:30 P.M. I get shaky

> > >without food. But, I have lost 12 pounds because I just cannot eat

> > >very much anymore.

> > >

> > >I did the same kind of basic psychological exercises when I had

> > >breast cancer. When I once get this scheduled and I know the score,

> > >I think I can make a plan. I have tapes and everything, just have to

> > >get where I know what is happening so I can de-stress.

> > >

> > >I had some trouble with sleep when I did chemo before. Hope that is

> > >not the case this time.

> > >

> > >It is a good place, that is why I am driving there. I feel far more

> > >comfortable going there than I would going here.

> > >

> > >Going to bed. I will be home in the morning, then head for

> > >Boulder. Hope the snow holds off until I get home.

> > >

> > >Thanks for the support and prayers. I think I need them.

> > >

> > >Lynda

> > >

> > >At 10:17 PM 1/17/2008, you wrote:

> > >

> > > >Lynda,

> > > >

> > > >I'm happy to hear you have a good cancer treatment center! . . .

> > > >That makes all the difference!

> > > >

> > > >I know you'll do whatever it takes to get better! . . .

> > > >

> > > >Silva Mind Control has some meditation exercises designed to

> > > >prevent/fight cancer. . . .

> > > >

> > > >Basically you put yourself in a very relaxed state . . . see, hear,

> > > >feel yourself as a healthy person . . . mentally move all disease

> > > >out of your body and replace all disease with healthy tissue . . .

> > > >

> > > >You might want to record your own meditation program . . .

> > > >

> > > >It can help with sleep too! - I know you're desperate for sleep when

> > > >YOU take a pill!

> > > >

> > > >Love and prayers,

> > > >

> > > >Rogene

> > > >

> > > >

> > > >

> > >

> > >

> >

> >

>

>

>

>

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B,

Ain't that the truth.

Maybe another 50 years.

Lynda

At 07:12 PM 1/19/2008, you wrote:

>I'm happy about the MRI.

>

>The lung thing is upsetting.

>

>I wish health care were more advanced than it is.

>

> cancer

>

>Had the MRI on my brain, it was clear. They did another

>thoracentesis (drained the pleural cavity) and they did nick a lung,

>so they said if I had problems breathing, to go to the emergency

>room. Otherwise, nothing new until Tues. evening.

>

>Lynda

>

>At 08:45 PM 1/18/2008, you wrote:

>

> >Rogene,

> >

> > From what I can find online, my cancer is treatable (not cureable),

> >will give me a better quality of life, etc., but the life expectancy

> >is about 2 years. Now I don't think I like that. I will have some

> >tough questions for the doctor on Tues.

> >

> >Lynda

> >

> >At 10:36 PM 1/17/2008, you wrote:

> >

> > >Rogene,

> > >

> > >And the pill did not work. It was Ambien. Woke up after 4 hours

> > >just like the three nights before, but this time I was wide

> > >awake. Worse than taking nothing. Need sleepytime tea

> > >tonight. But, I am getting so tired, I will probably sleep.

> > >

> > >I have to drive to Boulder tomorrow for the PET scan. No food after

> > >7:30 A.M. Won't get to eat until about 3:30 P.M. I get shaky

> > >without food. But, I have lost 12 pounds because I just cannot eat

> > >very much anymore.

> > >

> > >I did the same kind of basic psychological exercises when I had

> > >breast cancer. When I once get this scheduled and I know the score,

> > >I think I can make a plan. I have tapes and everything, just have to

> > >get where I know what is happening so I can de-stress.

> > >

> > >I had some trouble with sleep when I did chemo before. Hope that is

> > >not the case this time.

> > >

> > >It is a good place, that is why I am driving there. I feel far more

> > >comfortable going there than I would going here.

> > >

> > >Going to bed. I will be home in the morning, then head for

> > >Boulder. Hope the snow holds off until I get home.

> > >

> > >Thanks for the support and prayers. I think I need them.

> > >

> > >Lynda

> > >

> > >At 10:17 PM 1/17/2008, you wrote:

> > >

> > > >Lynda,

> > > >

> > > >I'm happy to hear you have a good cancer treatment center! . . .

> > > >That makes all the difference!

> > > >

> > > >I know you'll do whatever it takes to get better! . . .

> > > >

> > > >Silva Mind Control has some meditation exercises designed to

> > > >prevent/fight cancer. . . .

> > > >

> > > >Basically you put yourself in a very relaxed state . . . see, hear,

> > > >feel yourself as a healthy person . . . mentally move all disease

> > > >out of your body and replace all disease with healthy tissue . . .

> > > >

> > > >You might want to record your own meditation program . . .

> > > >

> > > >It can help with sleep too! - I know you're desperate for sleep when

> > > >YOU take a pill!

> > > >

> > > >Love and prayers,

> > > >

> > > >Rogene

> > > >

> > > >

> > > >

> > >

> > >

> >

> >

>

>

>

>

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Dede,

I think I am getting over the total shock and getting into fighting

mode. Keep the prayers coming.

Love you,

Lynda

At 07:17 PM 1/19/2008, you wrote:

>Geezus, Lynda ! God Bless YOU ! ! !

>I am so sorry you are having such a tough

>time. You are in my prayers, big warm gentle

>hugs and lots of love ~ Dede

>

>

>

>

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Dede,

I think I am getting over the total shock and getting into fighting

mode. Keep the prayers coming.

Love you,

Lynda

At 07:17 PM 1/19/2008, you wrote:

>Geezus, Lynda ! God Bless YOU ! ! !

>I am so sorry you are having such a tough

>time. You are in my prayers, big warm gentle

>hugs and lots of love ~ Dede

>

>

>

>

>----------

>Start the year off right.

><http://body.aol.com/fitness/winter-exercise?NCID=aolcmp00300000002489>Easy

>ways to stay in shape in the new year.

>

[Guest guest]

Lynda,

Here's another prayer coming your way. You've been there for me,

and I'm here for you.

Sis

>

> >Geezus, Lynda ! God Bless YOU ! ! !

> >I am so sorry you are having such a tough

> >time. You are in my prayers, big warm gentle

> >hugs and lots of love ~ Dede

> >

> >

> >

> >

> >----------

> >Start the year off right.

> ><http://body.aol.com/fitness/winter-exercise?

NCID=aolcmp00300000002489>Easy

> >ways to stay in shape in the new year.

> >

>

[Guest guest]

Lynda,

Here's another prayer coming your way. You've been there for me,

and I'm here for you.

Sis

>

> >Geezus, Lynda ! God Bless YOU ! ! !

> >I am so sorry you are having such a tough

> >time. You are in my prayers, big warm gentle

> >hugs and lots of love ~ Dede

> >

> >

> >

> >

> >----------

> >Start the year off right.

> ><http://body.aol.com/fitness/winter-exercise?

NCID=aolcmp00300000002489>Easy

> >ways to stay in shape in the new year.

> >

>

[Guest guest]

Thanks, Sis. Need those prayers.

Lynda

At 08:49 AM 1/20/2008, you wrote:

>Lynda,

>

>Here's another prayer coming your way. You've been there for me,

>and I'm here for you.

>

>Sis

>

>

> >

> > >Geezus, Lynda ! God Bless YOU ! ! !

> > >I am so sorry you are having such a tough

> > >time. You are in my prayers, big warm gentle

> > >hugs and lots of love ~ Dede

> > >

> > >

> > >

> > >

> > >----------

> > >Start the year off right.

> > ><<http://body.aol.com/fitness/winter-exercise?>http://body.aol.co

> m/fitness/winter-exercise?

>NCID=aolcmp00300000002489>Easy

> > >ways to stay in shape in the new year.

> > >

> >

>

>

[Guest guest]

Lynda ~

I am sorry the cancer is in the bones.

Happy to hear the ca in the lung and liver

are small. Boy, they are moving fast with this,

I am glad about that too. My prayers are with

you. Lots of love ~ DedeStart the year off right. Easy ways to stay in shape in the new year.

[Guest guest]

Lynda ~

I am sorry the cancer is in the bones.

Happy to hear the ca in the lung and liver

are small. Boy, they are moving fast with this,

I am glad about that too. My prayers are with

you. Lots of love ~ DedeStart the year off right. Easy ways to stay in shape in the new year.

[Guest guest]

Ok, test results are in, so now I have to do more tests. I have to

have a test on my heart to be sure it is ok to give me the first

agent, which is doxil. It can have an impact on the heart, so you

have to know that your heart is ok. I have to do an MRI on my

remaining breast to be sure that it is not the primary site for the

cancer. I have to have the fluid removed from my pleural lining of

the lung again. And I have to have a port put in for the

treatment. Probably all this week. I cannot drive home after they

put in the port.

The scan was pretty thorough. Cancer in my lung is pretty small,

cancer lesion on my liver is quite small, but I have cancer in my

bones. So it was not good news. According to the oncologist, I have

a good chance of a pretty long recovery because I have survived 18

years since the first cancer, because my cancer is Estrogen-positive

(has receptors for Estrogen) and because of other factors. So,

treatable, not cureable. Lifetime treatment.

Meanwhile, I am going to be studying up on the alternatives. I have

found the alternatives are not as reliable if it is in your bones,

according to all I can find.

Lynda

At 05:11 PM 1/22/2008, you wrote:

>Wow Lynda - thank you for sharing.

>

>Love, Lynn

>

>

> >

> >

> > CANCER

> >

> > by Lynda Roth

> >

> >

> > Of all the words I've ever heard

> > And all the horrors I have faced

> > The one that stopped me in my tracks

> > Is the one I most recently faced.

> >

> > Cancer! The word strikes fear

> > Into the heart of anyone

> > It makes the strongest person cringe

> > For their body to become

> >

> > Inflicted with this dread disease

> > With no warning of it to come

> > And no way to ward it off

> > It came so unaware

> > I was not prepared.

> >

> > To plan a course and find a way

> > To fight this cancer I now had

> > And figure out how best to give

> > Myself a chance to live.

> >

> > For I looked deep into myself

> > And knew that I could win this war

> > By facing battles one by one

> > Not letting cancer up the score.

> >

> > I am healing in my soul

> > My body is strengthening too

> > The cancer soon will be gone

> > My spirit is healing too.

> >

> > For I have willed my health to stay

> > And allow me time for better days

> > And love myself and grow inside

> > And heal the cancer that has come

> > Because I was too stressed to see

> > What I had let become of me.

> >

> > And I'm sure that I will heal

> > Because inside of me I feel

> > The destruction of the cancer cells

> > Now I'm know I'm getting well.

> >

>

>

[Guest guest]

Ok, test results are in, so now I have to do more tests. I have to

have a test on my heart to be sure it is ok to give me the first

agent, which is doxil. It can have an impact on the heart, so you

have to know that your heart is ok. I have to do an MRI on my

remaining breast to be sure that it is not the primary site for the

cancer. I have to have the fluid removed from my pleural lining of

the lung again. And I have to have a port put in for the

treatment. Probably all this week. I cannot drive home after they

put in the port.

The scan was pretty thorough. Cancer in my lung is pretty small,

cancer lesion on my liver is quite small, but I have cancer in my

bones. So it was not good news. According to the oncologist, I have

a good chance of a pretty long recovery because I have survived 18

years since the first cancer, because my cancer is Estrogen-positive

(has receptors for Estrogen) and because of other factors. So,

treatable, not cureable. Lifetime treatment.

Meanwhile, I am going to be studying up on the alternatives. I have

found the alternatives are not as reliable if it is in your bones,

according to all I can find.

Lynda

At 05:11 PM 1/22/2008, you wrote:

>Wow Lynda - thank you for sharing.

>

>Love, Lynn

>

>

> >

> >

> > CANCER

> >

> > by Lynda Roth

> >

> >

> > Of all the words I've ever heard

> > And all the horrors I have faced

> > The one that stopped me in my tracks

> > Is the one I most recently faced.

> >

> > Cancer! The word strikes fear

> > Into the heart of anyone

> > It makes the strongest person cringe

> > For their body to become

> >

> > Inflicted with this dread disease

> > With no warning of it to come

> > And no way to ward it off

> > It came so unaware

> > I was not prepared.

> >

> > To plan a course and find a way

> > To fight this cancer I now had

> > And figure out how best to give

> > Myself a chance to live.

> >

> > For I looked deep into myself

> > And knew that I could win this war

> > By facing battles one by one

> > Not letting cancer up the score.

> >

> > I am healing in my soul

> > My body is strengthening too

> > The cancer soon will be gone

> > My spirit is healing too.

> >

> > For I have willed my health to stay

> > And allow me time for better days

> > And love myself and grow inside

> > And heal the cancer that has come

> > Because I was too stressed to see

> > What I had let become of me.

> >

> > And I'm sure that I will heal

> > Because inside of me I feel

> > The destruction of the cancer cells

> > Now I'm know I'm getting well.

> >

>

>

[Guest guest]

,How is it that it went undetected and suddenly is in a couple of places? (particularly the bones) Do you feel confident that this place is going to take care of you properly, and give you all of your options?Do they have other people you can talk to who are going through the same thing? I feel for you so hugely but don't know how to convey it.-B Re: cancer

Ok, test results are in, so now I have to do more tests. I have to

have a test on my heart to be sure it is ok to give me the first

agent, which is doxil. It can have an impact on the heart, so you

have to know that your heart is ok. I have to do an MRI on my

remaining breast to be sure that it is not the primary site for the

cancer. I have to have the fluid removed from my pleural lining of

the lung again. And I have to have a port put in for the

treatment. Probably all this week. I cannot drive home after they

put in the port.

The scan was pretty thorough. Cancer in my lung is pretty small,

cancer lesion on my liver is quite small, but I have cancer in my

bones. So it was not good news. According to the oncologist, I have

a good chance of a pretty long recovery because I have survived 18

years since the first cancer, because my cancer is Estrogen-positive

(has receptors for Estrogen) and because of other factors. So,

treatable, not cureable. Lifetime treatment.

Meanwhile, I am going to be studying up on the alternatives. I have

found the alternatives are not as reliable if it is in your bones,

according to all I can find.

Lynda

At 05:11 PM 1/22/2008, you wrote:

>Wow Lynda - thank you for sharing.

>

>Love, Lynn

>

>

> >

> >

> > CANCER

> >

> > by Lynda Roth

> >

> >

> > Of all the words I've ever heard

> > And all the horrors I have faced

> > The one that stopped me in my tracks

> > Is the one I most recently faced.

> >

> > Cancer! The word strikes fear

> > Into the heart of anyone

> > It makes the strongest person cringe

> > For their body to become

> >

> > Inflicted with this dread disease

> > With no warning of it to come

> > And no way to ward it off

> > It came so unaware

> > I was not prepared.

> >

> > To plan a course and find a way

> > To fight this cancer I now had

> > And figure out how best to give

> > Myself a chance to live.

> >

> > For I looked deep into myself

> > And knew that I could win this war

> > By facing battles one by one

> > Not letting cancer up the score.

> >

> > I am healing in my soul

> > My body is strengthening too

> > The cancer soon will be gone

> > My spirit is healing too.

> >

> > For I have willed my health to stay

> > And allow me time for better days

> > And love myself and grow inside

> > And heal the cancer that has come

> > Because I was too stressed to see

> > What I had let become of me.

> >

> > And I'm sure that I will heal

> > Because inside of me I feel

> > The destruction of the cancer cells

> > Now I'm know I'm getting well.

> >

>

>

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,How is it that it went undetected and suddenly is in a couple of places? (particularly the bones) Do you feel confident that this place is going to take care of you properly, and give you all of your options?Do they have other people you can talk to who are going through the same thing? I feel for you so hugely but don't know how to convey it.-B Re: cancer

Ok, test results are in, so now I have to do more tests. I have to

have a test on my heart to be sure it is ok to give me the first

agent, which is doxil. It can have an impact on the heart, so you

have to know that your heart is ok. I have to do an MRI on my

remaining breast to be sure that it is not the primary site for the

cancer. I have to have the fluid removed from my pleural lining of

the lung again. And I have to have a port put in for the

treatment. Probably all this week. I cannot drive home after they

put in the port.

The scan was pretty thorough. Cancer in my lung is pretty small,

cancer lesion on my liver is quite small, but I have cancer in my

bones. So it was not good news. According to the oncologist, I have

a good chance of a pretty long recovery because I have survived 18

years since the first cancer, because my cancer is Estrogen-positive

(has receptors for Estrogen) and because of other factors. So,

treatable, not cureable. Lifetime treatment.

Meanwhile, I am going to be studying up on the alternatives. I have

found the alternatives are not as reliable if it is in your bones,

according to all I can find.

Lynda

At 05:11 PM 1/22/2008, you wrote:

>Wow Lynda - thank you for sharing.

>

>Love, Lynn

>

>

> >

> >

> > CANCER

> >

> > by Lynda Roth

> >

> >

> > Of all the words I've ever heard

> > And all the horrors I have faced

> > The one that stopped me in my tracks

> > Is the one I most recently faced.

> >

> > Cancer! The word strikes fear

> > Into the heart of anyone

> > It makes the strongest person cringe

> > For their body to become

> >

> > Inflicted with this dread disease

> > With no warning of it to come

> > And no way to ward it off

> > It came so unaware

> > I was not prepared.

> >

> > To plan a course and find a way

> > To fight this cancer I now had

> > And figure out how best to give

> > Myself a chance to live.

> >

> > For I looked deep into myself

> > And knew that I could win this war

> > By facing battles one by one

> > Not letting cancer up the score.

> >

> > I am healing in my soul

> > My body is strengthening too

> > The cancer soon will be gone

> > My spirit is healing too.

> >

> > For I have willed my health to stay

> > And allow me time for better days

> > And love myself and grow inside

> > And heal the cancer that has come

> > Because I was too stressed to see

> > What I had let become of me.

> >

> > And I'm sure that I will heal

> > Because inside of me I feel

> > The destruction of the cancer cells

> > Now I'm know I'm getting well.

> >

>

>

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Usually cancer is undetected until there is pain.

I was treated by this doc 18 years ago. Trust them completely.

Don't worry about the treators, worry about the treatee.

Lynda

At 08:44 PM 1/22/2008, you wrote:

>,

>

>How is it that it went undetected and suddenly is in a couple of

>places? (particularly the bones) Do you feel confident that this

>place is going to take care of you properly, and give you all of your options?

>

>Do they have other people you can talk to who are going through the

>same thing?

>

>I feel for you so hugely but don't know how to convey it.

>

>-B

>

> Re: cancer

>

>Ok, test results are in, so now I have to do more tests. I have to

>have a test on my heart to be sure it is ok to give me the first

>agent, which is doxil. It can have an impact on the heart, so you

>have to know that your heart is ok. I have to do an MRI on my

>remaining breast to be sure that it is not the primary site for the

>cancer. I have to have the fluid removed from my pleural lining of

>the lung again. And I have to have a port put in for the

>treatment. Probably all this week. I cannot drive home after they

>put in the port.

>

>The scan was pretty thorough. Cancer in my lung is pretty small,

>cancer lesion on my liver is quite small, but I have cancer in my

>bones. So it was not good news. According to the oncologist, I have

>a good chance of a pretty long recovery because I have survived 18

>years since the first cancer, because my cancer is Estrogen-positive

>(has receptors for Estrogen) and because of other factors. So,

>treatable, not cureable. Lifetime treatment.

>

>Meanwhile, I am going to be studying up on the alternatives. I have

>found the alternatives are not as reliable if it is in your bones,

>according to all I can find.

>

>Lynda

>

>At 05:11 PM 1/22/2008, you wrote:

>

> >Wow Lynda - thank you for sharing.

> >

> >Love, Lynn

> >

> >

> > >

> > >

> > > CANCER

> > >

> > > by Lynda Roth

> > >

> > >

> > > Of all the words I've ever heard

> > > And all the horrors I have faced

> > > The one that stopped me in my tracks

> > > Is the one I most recently faced.

> > >

> > > Cancer! The word strikes fear

> > > Into the heart of anyone

> > > It makes the strongest person cringe

> > > For their body to become

> > >

> > > Inflicted with this dread disease

> > > With no warning of it to come

> > > And no way to ward it off

> > > It came so unaware

> > > I was not prepared.

> > >

> > > To plan a course and find a way

> > > To fight this cancer I now had

> > > And figure out how best to give

> > > Myself a chance to live.

> > >

> > > For I looked deep into myself

> > > And knew that I could win this war

> > > By facing battles one by one

> > > Not letting cancer up the score.

> > >

> > > I am healing in my soul

> > > My body is strengthening too

> > > The cancer soon will be gone

> > > My spirit is healing too.

> > >

> > > For I have willed my health to stay

> > > And allow me time for better days

> > > And love myself and grow inside

> > > And heal the cancer that has come

> > > Because I was too stressed to see

> > > What I had let become of me.

> > >

> > > And I'm sure that I will heal

> > > Because inside of me I feel

> > > The destruction of the cancer cells

> > > Now I'm know I'm getting well.

> > >

> >

> >

>

>

>

>

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Usually cancer is undetected until there is pain.

I was treated by this doc 18 years ago. Trust them completely.

Don't worry about the treators, worry about the treatee.

Lynda

At 08:44 PM 1/22/2008, you wrote:

>,

>

>How is it that it went undetected and suddenly is in a couple of

>places? (particularly the bones) Do you feel confident that this

>place is going to take care of you properly, and give you all of your options?

>

>Do they have other people you can talk to who are going through the

>same thing?

>

>I feel for you so hugely but don't know how to convey it.

>

>-B

>

> Re: cancer

>

>Ok, test results are in, so now I have to do more tests. I have to

>have a test on my heart to be sure it is ok to give me the first

>agent, which is doxil. It can have an impact on the heart, so you

>have to know that your heart is ok. I have to do an MRI on my

>remaining breast to be sure that it is not the primary site for the

>cancer. I have to have the fluid removed from my pleural lining of

>the lung again. And I have to have a port put in for the

>treatment. Probably all this week. I cannot drive home after they

>put in the port.

>

>The scan was pretty thorough. Cancer in my lung is pretty small,

>cancer lesion on my liver is quite small, but I have cancer in my

>bones. So it was not good news. According to the oncologist, I have

>a good chance of a pretty long recovery because I have survived 18

>years since the first cancer, because my cancer is Estrogen-positive

>(has receptors for Estrogen) and because of other factors. So,

>treatable, not cureable. Lifetime treatment.

>

>Meanwhile, I am going to be studying up on the alternatives. I have

>found the alternatives are not as reliable if it is in your bones,

>according to all I can find.

>

>Lynda

>

>At 05:11 PM 1/22/2008, you wrote:

>

> >Wow Lynda - thank you for sharing.

> >

> >Love, Lynn

> >

> >

> > >

> > >

> > > CANCER

> > >

> > > by Lynda Roth

> > >

> > >

> > > Of all the words I've ever heard

> > > And all the horrors I have faced

> > > The one that stopped me in my tracks

> > > Is the one I most recently faced.

> > >

> > > Cancer! The word strikes fear

> > > Into the heart of anyone

> > > It makes the strongest person cringe

> > > For their body to become

> > >

> > > Inflicted with this dread disease

> > > With no warning of it to come

> > > And no way to ward it off

> > > It came so unaware

> > > I was not prepared.

> > >

> > > To plan a course and find a way

> > > To fight this cancer I now had

> > > And figure out how best to give

> > > Myself a chance to live.

> > >

> > > For I looked deep into myself

> > > And knew that I could win this war

> > > By facing battles one by one

> > > Not letting cancer up the score.

> > >

> > > I am healing in my soul

> > > My body is strengthening too

> > > The cancer soon will be gone

> > > My spirit is healing too.

> > >

> > > For I have willed my health to stay

> > > And allow me time for better days

> > > And love myself and grow inside

> > > And heal the cancer that has come

> > > Because I was too stressed to see

> > > What I had let become of me.

> > >

> > > And I'm sure that I will heal

> > > Because inside of me I feel

> > > The destruction of the cancer cells

> > > Now I'm know I'm getting well.

> > >

> >

> >

>

>

>

>

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Lynda,

I am glad the cancer on the lung and the liver are small.

Were you in pain? I know you said that usually there is pain. I

know you had the RSD pain, could that be related?

Hugs, Lynn

> > > >

> > > >

> > > > CANCER

> > > >

> > > > by Lynda Roth

> > > >

> > > >

> > > > Of all the words I've ever heard

> > > > And all the horrors I have faced

> > > > The one that stopped me in my tracks

> > > > Is the one I most recently faced.

> > > >

> > > > Cancer! The word strikes fear

> > > > Into the heart of anyone

> > > > It makes the strongest person cringe

> > > > For their body to become

> > > >

> > > > Inflicted with this dread disease

> > > > With no warning of it to come

> > > > And no way to ward it off

> > > > It came so unaware

> > > > I was not prepared.

> > > >

> > > > To plan a course and find a way

> > > > To fight this cancer I now had

> > > > And figure out how best to give

> > > > Myself a chance to live.

> > > >

> > > > For I looked deep into myself

> > > > And knew that I could win this war

> > > > By facing battles one by one

> > > > Not letting cancer up the score.

> > > >

> > > > I am healing in my soul

> > > > My body is strengthening too

> > > > The cancer soon will be gone

> > > > My spirit is healing too.

> > > >

> > > > For I have willed my health to stay

> > > > And allow me time for better days

> > > > And love myself and grow inside

> > > > And heal the cancer that has come

> > > > Because I was too stressed to see

> > > > What I had let become of me.

> > > >

> > > > And I'm sure that I will heal

> > > > Because inside of me I feel

> > > > The destruction of the cancer cells

> > > > Now I'm know I'm getting well.

> > > >

> > >

> > >

> >

> >

> >

> >

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Lynda,

I am glad the cancer on the lung and the liver are small.

Were you in pain? I know you said that usually there is pain. I

know you had the RSD pain, could that be related?

Hugs, Lynn

> > > >

> > > >

> > > > CANCER

> > > >

> > > > by Lynda Roth

> > > >

> > > >

> > > > Of all the words I've ever heard

> > > > And all the horrors I have faced

> > > > The one that stopped me in my tracks

> > > > Is the one I most recently faced.

> > > >

> > > > Cancer! The word strikes fear

> > > > Into the heart of anyone

> > > > It makes the strongest person cringe

> > > > For their body to become

> > > >

> > > > Inflicted with this dread disease

> > > > With no warning of it to come

> > > > And no way to ward it off

> > > > It came so unaware

> > > > I was not prepared.

> > > >

> > > > To plan a course and find a way

> > > > To fight this cancer I now had

> > > > And figure out how best to give

> > > > Myself a chance to live.

> > > >

> > > > For I looked deep into myself

> > > > And knew that I could win this war

> > > > By facing battles one by one

> > > > Not letting cancer up the score.

> > > >

> > > > I am healing in my soul

> > > > My body is strengthening too

> > > > The cancer soon will be gone

> > > > My spirit is healing too.

> > > >

> > > > For I have willed my health to stay

> > > > And allow me time for better days

> > > > And love myself and grow inside

> > > > And heal the cancer that has come

> > > > Because I was too stressed to see

> > > > What I had let become of me.

> > > >

> > > > And I'm sure that I will heal

> > > > Because inside of me I feel

> > > > The destruction of the cancer cells

> > > > Now I'm know I'm getting well.

> > > >

> > >

> > >

> >

> >

> >

> >

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> >

>

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Yes, I was in pain, strange pain in my right lung and in the right

scapula. I asked for the chest x-ray.

I thought that pain was the RSD that had jumped, but it may have been

the bone cancer.

I do have real pain in my left foot from the RSD.

Lynda

At 09:35 PM 1/22/2008, you wrote:

>Lynda,

>

>I am glad the cancer on the lung and the liver are small.

>

>Were you in pain? I know you said that usually there is pain. I

>know you had the RSD pain, could that be related?

>

>Hugs, Lynn

>

>

> > > > >

> > > > >

> > > > > CANCER

> > > > >

> > > > > by Lynda Roth

> > > > >

> > > > >

> > > > > Of all the words I've ever heard

> > > > > And all the horrors I have faced

> > > > > The one that stopped me in my tracks

> > > > > Is the one I most recently faced.

> > > > >

> > > > > Cancer! The word strikes fear

> > > > > Into the heart of anyone

> > > > > It makes the strongest person cringe

> > > > > For their body to become

> > > > >

> > > > > Inflicted with this dread disease

> > > > > With no warning of it to come

> > > > > And no way to ward it off

> > > > > It came so unaware

> > > > > I was not prepared.

> > > > >

> > > > > To plan a course and find a way

> > > > > To fight this cancer I now had

> > > > > And figure out how best to give

> > > > > Myself a chance to live.

> > > > >

> > > > > For I looked deep into myself

> > > > > And knew that I could win this war

> > > > > By facing battles one by one

> > > > > Not letting cancer up the score.

> > > > >

> > > > > I am healing in my soul

> > > > > My body is strengthening too

> > > > > The cancer soon will be gone

> > > > > My spirit is healing too.

> > > > >

> > > > > For I have willed my health to stay

> > > > > And allow me time for better days

> > > > > And love myself and grow inside

> > > > > And heal the cancer that has come

> > > > > Because I was too stressed to see

> > > > > What I had let become of me.

> > > > >

> > > > > And I'm sure that I will heal

> > > > > Because inside of me I feel

> > > > > The destruction of the cancer cells

> > > > > Now I'm know I'm getting well.

> > > > >

> > > >

> > > >

> > >

> > >

> > >

> > >

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Yes, I was in pain, strange pain in my right lung and in the right

scapula. I asked for the chest x-ray.

I thought that pain was the RSD that had jumped, but it may have been

the bone cancer.

I do have real pain in my left foot from the RSD.

Lynda

At 09:35 PM 1/22/2008, you wrote:

>Lynda,

>

>I am glad the cancer on the lung and the liver are small.

>

>Were you in pain? I know you said that usually there is pain. I

>know you had the RSD pain, could that be related?

>

>Hugs, Lynn

>

>

> > > > >

> > > > >

> > > > > CANCER

> > > > >

> > > > > by Lynda Roth

> > > > >

> > > > >

> > > > > Of all the words I've ever heard

> > > > > And all the horrors I have faced

> > > > > The one that stopped me in my tracks

> > > > > Is the one I most recently faced.

> > > > >

> > > > > Cancer! The word strikes fear

> > > > > Into the heart of anyone

> > > > > It makes the strongest person cringe

> > > > > For their body to become

> > > > >

> > > > > Inflicted with this dread disease

> > > > > With no warning of it to come

> > > > > And no way to ward it off

> > > > > It came so unaware

> > > > > I was not prepared.

> > > > >

> > > > > To plan a course and find a way

> > > > > To fight this cancer I now had

> > > > > And figure out how best to give

> > > > > Myself a chance to live.

> > > > >

> > > > > For I looked deep into myself

> > > > > And knew that I could win this war

> > > > > By facing battles one by one

> > > > > Not letting cancer up the score.

> > > > >

> > > > > I am healing in my soul

> > > > > My body is strengthening too

> > > > > The cancer soon will be gone

> > > > > My spirit is healing too.

> > > > >

> > > > > For I have willed my health to stay

> > > > > And allow me time for better days

> > > > > And love myself and grow inside

> > > > > And heal the cancer that has come

> > > > > Because I was too stressed to see

> > > > > What I had let become of me.

> > > > >

> > > > > And I'm sure that I will heal

> > > > > Because inside of me I feel

> > > > > The destruction of the cancer cells

> > > > > Now I'm know I'm getting well.

> > > > >

> > > >

> > > >

> > >

> > >

> > >

> > >

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