brilliant gentle people

November 7, 2006

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I have heard it stated often about other AS groups. I feel lucky as

I don't think I could handle a militant group. I don't believe in

waging war or peace. I think what is posted here is people/brains

communicating, without punishment, honestly, desiring no harm, in a

pure state. In the way we most benefit from. I sit in a quiet room,

reserach type and write. If you came upon me, there would be no

other sound. My house (with exception of my son being home) is like

a tomb. Strangely, I love it and sometimes find it hard to leave,

even to get food. On the one hand I could see myself as a shut in,

on the other I wish I could spend my day arounds books. It has taken

a really long time to like me. well still taking and I think people

whom go to crowded places are nuts. I know some people can handle

it, I get overrun and get a wild look and violent feeling of wanting

to knock people over so I can breathe. I can State that I truley

need to be alone. these conversations are my interactions. In

social settings I am shy and awkward, feel disliked and at a loss. I

am not good with women, and men mostly frighten me (um so does

military action) Often I view myself as an old man, sitting in a

library, Without even the clock ticking.

If you watch the media, as you watch the people there agression seems

the least likely ideal to adhere to. Scholarship, communication and

a way to explain the world around them not in anger but in awe and

wonder. That is how I picture my son, Raven's. All the children,

misunderstanding leads to frustration and anger. I hope to never get

there. Because others act inhumanley, will not mean that I lower my

standards for myself. That in actuality was the difference between

my ex and myself, he compensated with anger I compensated with a need

to learn and understand. My son responded to me because I treated

him as human and worthy. My ex has extreamly low self esteem, so he

compensates by lying to be better. When he is found out he cannot

recover, that is why I feel he doesn't function. I don't want to

pass that legacy on to my son, so I support him. Even though he is 6

usually he tells me how. mimi I never want a movement! I want a

push for understanding support and nurturing ASD adults and children

to enrich the world, as many have said whatever religion fom

Christanity to Great Spirit, we all have a purpose to teach and learn.

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