my little beck

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Hi everyone...I am now on the sma list...I feel this need to connect

with all of you. She was my best friend and my little sister...yes, by

marriage, and then the divorce happened...but beck and I never changed

our relationship.

I feel lost...I don't know what to do. I should be writing my part of

the obituary, but I can't seem to do it. has been helping me

keep in contact and now has allowed me to join this group. I hope

that's ok with everyone.

Thank you to everyone who has posted messages. I really need friends

right now...so many people, including the doctors last night, say

things like, she lived so much longer than most in her condition blah

blah blah...I think that is a load of BS. She was fine a few days

ago...I need someone to talk to who understands that beck DID have a

life...she didn't need an able body to have a life. I'm soooo sick of

hearing that. I'm hoping that i've come to the right place for support.

tracyjane