Vaccination Guilt question??

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I have been having a problem with guilt lately and I wanted opinions please? I feel in my heart that all three of my sons have autism, adhd and development delays because of the vaccinations they received with the mercury and thermosol. How do I get past the guilt of poisoning my children unknowingly so bad that they are damaged for life? I feel so bad especially with my son that has severe nonverbal autism. My two younger sons are progressing well and hopefully will adjust to life with their disorders and be ok..but I feel so guilty about my oldest son, especially when I see kids his age doing stuff he will never do...like drive, have relationships, graduate high school with a regular education diploma, get married, have kids..attend college, go into the military whatever he wanted to with his life, simple stuff like go bowling with friends.. that because I listened to my doctors, I gave him poison and it hurt him for life. How do I get past the guilt? Thank you for any advise or suggestions that you have!

Hugs and Happiness,Sue.."Some people believe in destiny, some believe in faith, I believe that Happiness is something we create with both Faith and Destiny!"