Guest guest Posted September 9, 2004 Report Share Posted September 9, 2004 Hang in there . You are on your way. Praying for you, Anita Please pray for me Hello everyone. I hope you all are feeling better than me. I am not feeling well still. in fact, I think I am getting worse and I am not scheduled for explantation until November. Please pray that my depression is lifted and that after surgery i start healing. I cant deal with this anymore. I have three children who need me and i try to give them 100% but i am drained emotionally and physically. It gives me encouragement to read about how many of you are doing much better now after explantation. I hope that will be me. BA was the worse decision i ever made for myself. my dad warned me years ago but i told him he was old-fasioned. i should have listened. maybe i can save someone else from doing this to themselves one day. well gotta go, please pray that everything goes well forme. thanks ladies!-michelle Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 10, 2004 Report Share Posted September 10, 2004 --- HI , when I read your post it reminds me of how I felt prior to explant... I use to cry and just want to give up,,, I had such a cloud over my head, I clearly was not thinking right.... keep this in you mind that you are not thinking right either, your body and mind are sick from the implants,,, just like mine was.... and I will pray that you stay strong and just baby yourself, please dont worry about what your kids are missing, I know I felt the same, but you have to focus on your self and health right now... IF its the implants which it was for me, I reversed immediately!!!!! I kid you not, I am back in school and work and can walk w/my girl and go all day now.... you will soon too!!!!!!! Just pray, and pray, and let the Lord find your usefullness in ways which you can do.... I actually learned to knit to keep myself from going crazy, keep your mind busy, and I cant stress this enough, but really try to be positive and do NOT accept this illness as your own,,,, once those implants are out, you will be back.... I now see a doc who gives me bio-identical hormones and many many vitamins and herbs, this is what detoxed and helped to heal me.... those implants threw my metabolism and hormones all out of whack, I went into menopause in my late 30's, so replacing these hormones got my head and body back together.... I thank God for this website, or I may have still been sick with the implants in.... all my docs said I was nuts..... well they now see Im proof of what happened... My heart is w/you, cuz Ive felt just like you,,, soon this will all be a bad dream and you will wake up and enjoy life again, God bless, w/love, Iggy In , " " <mlf302004@y...> wrote: > Hello everyone. I hope you all are feeling better than me. I am > not feeling well still. in fact, I think I am getting worse and I > am not scheduled for explantation until November. Please pray that > my depression is lifted and that after surgery i start healing. I > cant deal with this anymore. I have three children who need me and > i try to give them 100% but i am drained emotionally and > physically. It gives me encouragement to read about how many of you > are doing much better now after explantation. I hope that will be > me. BA was the worse decision i ever made for myself. my dad > warned me years ago but i told him he was old-fasioned. i should > have listened. maybe i can save someone else from doing this to > themselves one day. well gotta go, please pray that everything goes > well forme. thanks ladies!-michelle Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 10, 2004 Report Share Posted September 10, 2004 I will pray for you dear. I know that the waiting is the hardest part. I cannot recall, but I think your going to Melmed right? he will help you and you will def improve! The depression will go away but it may take some time. I chose not to take anti depressants as they made me very ill and then some, but everyone is different. For me the best thing was to take something for that intolerable pain, but that is also another personal choice. You will get through this, it seems like it won't ever happen but for most of us we do really well. Time is different for us all, some get well so fast, others take longer. one thing for sure, all of us see some improvement at some point, and that is better than what you have now. So that is good news. god bless you In , " " <mlf302004@y...> wrote: > Hello everyone. I hope you all are feeling better than me. I am > not feeling well still. in fact, I think I am getting worse and I > am not scheduled for explantation until November. Please pray that > my depression is lifted and that after surgery i start healing. I > cant deal with this anymore. I have three children who need me and > i try to give them 100% but i am drained emotionally and > physically. It gives me encouragement to read about how many of you > are doing much better now after explantation. I hope that will be > me. BA was the worse decision i ever made for myself. my dad > warned me years ago but i told him he was old-fasioned. i should > have listened. maybe i can save someone else from doing this to > themselves one day. well gotta go, please pray that everything goes > well forme. thanks ladies!-michelle Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 20, 2005 Report Share Posted July 20, 2005 I'm praying for you now. I totally understand your fear. I had a heartbreaking miscarriage before my 3rd child was conceived. That was after 5 years of trying and going to tons of doctors to get help. Then with this pregnancy I spotted and cramped several times in the beginning and haven't had any problems since then. I am praying that everything will go well, just trust in the Lord. Love, Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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