Guest guest Posted May 19, 2006 Report Share Posted May 19, 2006 I keep writting that my life is going down the drain, and so it is, and there is nothing I or anyone else can do to stop it- I ran around like crazy-to start a new studio- but trying to work on the jobs- they were all contaminated- soon contaminated all my new studio things and made me sick- I thought just a few jobs brought in at once might be all-right- everything is radiating mycotoxin much stronger than I have ever felt it before. I cannot seem to get over cross-contaminating- sold my car- but borrowed one was bad in no time flat- even though I have scrubbed and bought new clothes every day- gone through 8 diffreent cots- moved 4 times- my skin is raw from scrubbing- taking CSm 4-or more times a day to keep my head above water- but I am drowning in a sea of mycotoxin burn- have lost my house and my business- my car and my dog- I am about to loose my mind- running out of friends to stay with- totally out of money- and still being driven insane by toxin burn- no one can help me- and no one in real space understands- I am out of options and desperate. Thanks, Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 20, 2006 Report Share Posted May 20, 2006 , I'm so sorry to hear that you are still having such a difficult time trying to get into your new home. I know we've spoke and I was really hoping for the best. I wish I had the answers and the finances to help you and several others on and off this board. I can't imagine all that you have been through and the lack of federal financial help that is supposed to be available, obviously there is no such thing. I don't have much to offer for except our support and complete understanding, but I know at this time it doesn't seem to be much. I have come across a link for testing for mycotoxins along with a possible treatment called Decon, http://www.mycotoxintestinglab.com/ Maybe some of the professionals can comment on this procedure that I have heard alot about. The owner Don Vrana is also the owner of the website, themoldsource.com and his family was also exposed to mold. Just in case anyone asks, I have no financial interest in this company or product. Just trying to help someone in need of a solution. , our thoughts and prayers go out to you. Please hang in there. KC > > I keep writting that my life is going down the drain, and so it is, and there is nothing I or anyone else can do to stop it- I ran around like crazy-to start a new studio- but trying to work on the jobs- they were all contaminated- soon contaminated all my new studio things and made me sick- I thought just a few jobs brought in at once might be all-right- everything is radiating mycotoxin much stronger than I have ever felt it before. I cannot seem to get over cross-contaminating- sold my car- but borrowed one was bad in no time flat- even though I have scrubbed and bought new clothes every day- gone through 8 diffreent cots- moved 4 times- my skin is raw from scrubbing- taking CSm 4-or more times a day to keep my head above water- but I am drowning in a sea of mycotoxin burn- have lost my house and my business- my car and my dog- I am about to loose my mind- running out of friends to stay with- totally out of money- and still being driven insane by toxin burn- no one can help me- and no one in real space understands- I am out of options and desperate. > > > Thanks, > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 20, 2006 Report Share Posted May 20, 2006 -SO SORRY KAREN, just know that several of us understand and know your pain. I know the hardest thing is to walk away but it sounds like your to the point that it may be the only option. even a one room apartment or small rv, no carpet, no smelly things like perfumes in shampoos, laundry detergent, soap. just a few cloths washed, ALL free and clear deterent is good one, in case you have developed MCS, and washing your sinuses may help. I share your love for music and used to run sound for a band, but I can tell you that your health is the most important thing. maybe after getting completely away from mold a week or so, you could arm yourself with a good mask and paper suit with hood and try to salvage what you need to. just dont take it back to where you sleep. I cleaned some of my belongings outside. electronic equipment could be a different story as it no dought is inside, dont know if you could take covers off and blow the dust out. no easy answers there. -- In , <kdeanstudios@...> wrote: > > I keep writting that my life is going down the drain, and so it is, and there is nothing I or anyone else can do to stop it- I ran around like crazy-to start a new studio- but trying to work on the jobs- they were all contaminated- soon contaminated all my new studio things and made me sick- I thought just a few jobs brought in at once might be all-right- everything is radiating mycotoxin much stronger than I have ever felt it before. I cannot seem to get over cross- contaminating- sold my car- but borrowed one was bad in no time flat- even though I have scrubbed and bought new clothes every day- gone through 8 diffreent cots- moved 4 times- my skin is raw from scrubbing- taking CSm 4-or more times a day to keep my head above water- but I am drowning in a sea of mycotoxin burn- have lost my house and my business- my car and my dog- I am about to loose my mind- running out of friends to stay with- totally out of money- and still being driven insane by toxin burn- no one can help me- and no one in real space understands- I am out of options and desperate. > > > Thanks, > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 20, 2006 Report Share Posted May 20, 2006 Wow! I'm so sorry you are going through this . Please hang in there! I wish I could help with finances but I'm there with you right now... though I seem to have a better handle on my health than when I was working. So much stress with the DHS and disability system too... makes me wish I could go to work. Problem is I CAN work, just not in a toxic environment (can't find one of those). You are NOT alone out there. I feel your every word in my every moment since getting MCS. Backchannel me if you need to chat. I'll be thinking of you and sending good, healing thoughts your way. Aloha! Sal Lourdes " Sal " Salvador, salvadorlourdes@... www.mcs-awareness.org, www.mcs-awareness.org/19670.html Subject: [] Re: bad I keep writting that my life is going down the drain, and so it is, and there is nothing I or anyone else can do to stop it- I ran around like crazy-to start a new studio- but trying to work on the jobs- they were all contaminated- soon contaminated all my new studio things and made me sick- I thought just a few jobs brought in at once might be all-right- everything is radiating mycotoxin much stronger than I have ever felt it before. I cannot seem to get over cross-contaminating- sold my car- but borrowed one was bad in no time flat- even though I have scrubbed and bought new clothes every day- gone through 8 diffreent cots- moved 4 times- my skin is raw from scrubbing- taking CSm 4-or more times a day to keep my head above water- but I am drowning in a sea of mycotoxin burn- have lost my house and my business- my car and my dog- I am about to loose my mind- running out of friends to stay with- totally out of money- and still being driven insane by toxin burn- no one can help me- and no one in real space understands- I am out of options and desperate. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 20, 2006 Report Share Posted May 20, 2006 , Have you really given up your home, or do you have it but not living in it? Could you build a screened in patio to it and spend alot of time outside, maybe working some outside? Have you tried putting a very good ventiliation system in home that has a filter on it so you are pulling in fresh filtered air all day long? Could a whole home dehumidifier help to keep house air in good condition? I'm shocked what has happened to you. You put so much effort into doing thing right. Have you ever worked with the people at Environmental Clinic in Dallas? They seem to be the experts in MCS from what I know. Do you think it could be something else? Do you think you could have a systemic infection yourself that is producing toxins inside of you, rather than from your environment? If you really have no money, of course none of this possible. Maybe you should write your story to Oprah! Sometimes they take an interest, feature someone's story if it is interesting enough, and you could get some substantial help. I'm worried myself that this will happen, as my outgoing expenses are much higher than my income. I keep ignoring it since I think it is temporary due to illness but I'm not getting any better, so pretty soon, I'm going to have to throw in the towel and not spend on my illness and home repairs. > > I keep writting that my life is going down the drain, and so it is, and there is nothing I or anyone else can do to stop it- I ran Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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