trying to clean up here

[Guest guest]

I spent the day getting rid of cluttered stuff and washing other

things and feel yucky from doing so. All I had was the cheap mask to

wear and did that at least. I could smell the dust ETC and was

gross. It will take me forever to get things cleaned up around here

and no one even offers to help me that is around here. Blows my

mind. My mom says just do things as you can and I say why can't

someone help me do some of it. I work full time so will neve be able

to do it all myself. Even tho I've cleaned up under house, inside is

still toxic but nobody will ever get that. And I have to do this

feeling yucky and tired and didn't even get to vaccuming today and

will have to tomorrow. Oh, get this, my mom said donate stuff to

goodwill. She doesn't get it and nobody around me does. She thinks

I'm just allergic and doesn't get I'm being poisoned to death. Now I

know what the sores are that come on my head in last couple years. I

was thinking it was strange spiders or whatever were biting my head

while sleeping or somehow when awake and not knowing. 12 years of

being poisioned and I wonder if I can ever feel normal again.

Planning on ordering some supplements in a few minutes and wondered if

anyone has taken Wasabi which is a liver detoxifier. I wonder if it's

better than Milk Thistle? It's half price at swansonvitamins so

might get both of them.

I got one of my Dr. Shoemaker's books today and wonder where the other

is. If you order two or more do they send in a separate envelope?

Strange thing is I could hardly read my street number and I hope it

didn't go to another address b/c they might keep it. I need the other

book to send to my doc and see if he will read and talk to Dr.

Shoemaker and treat me. I've got to work on a letter to my doc and my

builder but exhausted.

Going to work on ordering supplements. Let me know what you know

about Wasabi. I have to watch out tho with herbs etc. b/c being

allergic.

Rhonda