Re: What mold has done to my life....

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I feel so much better near the ocean, fresh air. Makes a huge difference. Loni

<reason_whore_of_babylon666@...> wrote: A lot of my life has been

taken from me. " It " was given many names

by various healthcare providers and came with a lot of various

medications to counteract whatever IT was. I finally have stepped

off the rollarcoaster that was half of my life when I realized IT

was mold poisoning. Everytime I lived with mold I suffered and

deteriorated. It cost me a child, a marriage, and years of well-

being. It took me until the age of 32 to figure this out. Now that I

am well, nobody really believes me. Life is ironic.

Also, I have been doing some studies that lead me to believe

there are many illnesses caused by mold and that this is being kept

quiet, and people are being made to feel insane who proclaim their

correct diagnosis through intuition. I have a hypothesis that this

is because they would lose a lot of money made off of too many drugs

that would no longer be needed.

Greetings, I am a 32 year old female, now residing as close to

ocean water as possible.

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> wrote: A lot of my life Everytime I lived with mold I

suffered and deteriorated. Now that I am well, nobody really

believes me. Life is ironic.

> Also, I have been doing some studies that lead me to believe

there are many illnesses caused by mold and that this is being kept

quiet, and people are being made to feel insane who proclaim their

correct diagnosis through intuition. I have a hypothesis that this

is because they would lose a lot of money made off of too many

drugs that would no longer be needed.<

I really wonder, because I have spent years travelling and telling

my story to CFS groups and they were even more dismissive than

doctors.

This was surprising to me, because many were reeking with mold and

complaining of all the classic signs. You'd think they would have

been a little more open minded - desperate as they are.

Although doctors have certainly been guilty of malfeasance, the

intense effort that sick people put into rejecting the concept

causes me to speculate that the opposition may not be purely

conscious and intentional.

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Hi ,

I know when my son's health went downhill and I was trying to find

what was wrong that year, I dismissed mold as being the cause at

first.

I can't really say that I dismissed mold making one ill as much as

my logic was that if mold was the problem then all of us would be

sick and no one else was, just my youngest.

The alternative doctor I visited during this time did warn about

mold when I spoke of mold growing on the top of certain walls in the

house, but I did pooh pooh it for that reason I just gave and told

him I had started running three dehumidifiers and put in air

cleaners and was addressing the issue. These moves were far too

little. I wish he would have pressed more, he was more on the line

that it was food allergies, especially milk. He ordered tests on

food, but not mold. If he had, I am sure I would have gained 3-4

months on this. Woulda, shoulda, coulda.)^;

But are not many mold victims at first deniers themselves? And that

being a big reason they became mold victims in the first place?

Mold is so common it hardly seems possible to be so dangerous. Hard

for me to blame others when I was the same way too.

Looking back, I had plenty of warning and the thought did cross my

mind that it was the cause, but I had many other ideas of causes and

just did not act soon enough on the mold until it was too late for

total recovery of my son. I suppose I can be grateful I was soon

enough for the rest of the family.

Fletch

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" fletch_82000 " wrote:

> But are not many mold victims at first deniers themselves? And that

> being a big reason they became mold victims in the first place?

> Mold is so common it hardly seems possible to be so dangerous. Hard

> for me to blame others when I was the same way too.

>

Yes, we all started out operating from that position of disbelief.

But some persist in doubt beyond all reason, even after witnessing

compelling evidence and demonstrations.

Learning mold reality isn't like learning a new skill as much as it

is " letting go " of old familiar concepts of reality.

The emotional processes are comparable to the most intense grieving

process and the " denial " transcends reasonableness and logic.

Even after reconfiguring actions into accordance with this new

necessity, It is common to manifest various degrees of recidivism.

I finally asked myself " How many times to I have to get beat over the

head before I just accept that this is how things are now? "

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fletch,

how old is your son? i'm sure you've posted your information before so i

apologize that i've missed it but i also have a very sick child and would love

to chat.

megan

[] Re: What mold has done to my life....

Hi ,

I know when my son's health went downhill and I was trying to find

what was wrong that year, I dismissed mold as being the cause at

first.

I can't really say that I dismissed mold making one ill as much as

my logic was that if mold was the problem then all of us would be

sick and no one else was, just my youngest.

The alternative doctor I visited during this time did warn about

mold when I spoke of mold growing on the top of certain walls in the

house, but I did pooh pooh it for that reason I just gave and told

him I had started running three dehumidifiers and put in air

cleaners and was addressing the issue. These moves were far too

little. I wish he would have pressed more, he was more on the line

that it was food allergies, especially milk. He ordered tests on

food, but not mold. If he had, I am sure I would have gained 3-4

months on this. Woulda, shoulda, coulda.)^;

But are not many mold victims at first deniers themselves? And that

being a big reason they became mold victims in the first place?

Mold is so common it hardly seems possible to be so dangerous. Hard

for me to blame others when I was the same way too.

Looking back, I had plenty of warning and the thought did cross my

mind that it was the cause, but I had many other ideas of causes and

just did not act soon enough on the mold until it was too late for

total recovery of my son. I suppose I can be grateful I was soon

enough for the rest of the family.

Fletch

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-Yes, exactly, after my first devastating exposure in 1991, I blamed

it on other things for years, only after 10 years of escalating

illness and life-loss, did it click what the problem was- but in my

case no one offered me the mold connection

-- In , " fletch_82000 " <fletch_8@h...>

wrote:

>

> Hi ,

>

> I know when my son's health went downhill and I was trying to find

> what was wrong that year, I dismissed mold as being the cause at

> first.

>

> I can't really say that I dismissed mold making one ill as much as

> my logic was that if mold was the problem then all of us would be

> sick and no one else was, just my youngest.

>

> The alternative doctor I visited during this time did warn about

> mold when I spoke of mold growing on the top of certain walls in

the

> house, but I did pooh pooh it for that reason I just gave and told

> him I had started running three dehumidifiers and put in air

> cleaners and was addressing the issue. These moves were far too

> little. I wish he would have pressed more, he was more on the

line

> that it was food allergies, especially milk. He ordered tests on

> food, but not mold. If he had, I am sure I would have gained 3-4

> months on this. Woulda, shoulda, coulda.)^;

>

> But are not many mold victims at first deniers themselves? And

that

> being a big reason they became mold victims in the first place?

> Mold is so common it hardly seems possible to be so dangerous.

Hard

> for me to blame others when I was the same way too.

>

> Looking back, I had plenty of warning and the thought did cross my

> mind that it was the cause, but I had many other ideas of causes

and

> just did not act soon enough on the mold until it was too late for

> total recovery of my son. I suppose I can be grateful I was soon

> enough for the rest of the family.

>

> Fletch

>