Re: Tink!

[Guest guest]

Kathi,

I just had some lunch and barely made it through.

I was SO full. So I'm going to have some egg rolls

for dinner and that's probably it.

I live in a small town about an hour or so from Toronto.

You are probably thinking of the Edmonton mall out

West. (I'm in Eastern Canada)

No hot topics that I know of. The only Tink stuff I knew

about was in the Disney store, and $$$. lol

Don't stop writing here. I love your posts!!! I need

something to read!

Tink

Kathi Felix wrote:

> ---Thanks Tink! gee..you sure are doing good for your first week on

> this prgram..if I did not know any better..I'd say you'd been doing

> this for 3 years!

> Oh the tinkerbell shirt I got at hot topic in the mall. Do you have a

> hot topic there in Canada? What about that huge mall in Canada? What

> is it called? I think there is a hot topic there.

> Where I used to live in Boise..I don't know what it was about people

> there..but the minute you lost 20 lbs..people would constanly notice.

> I mean in my gym..at my church..I was used to that. When I lost 20 lbs

> people started telling me everyday how good I was doing. I got spoiled

> by the attention they paid to me I think! LOL

> Kathi

> WHELLOOOO from the world below!

>

>

> In , Crystal <tinkerbell@c...>

> wrote:

> > Just forgot to add something I found when

> > I was first losing weight. People didn't want

> > to say anything because they thought I would

> > be offended. I know, totally crazy...but they

> > thought that by saying, wow, you've really

> > lost some weight that I woudl think that they

> > had always thought I was really " fat " .

> >

> > I didn't get compliments for awhile...and then

> > my best friend had said other people noticed...

> > they just didn't tell me! AHHH!

> >

> > Go Kathi Go Kathi!

> >

> > Tink

> >

> > Becky wrote:

> >

> > > Kathi,

> > > Don't let those dummies get you down. I think people don't notice

> > > because they don't really LOOK at you. I always feel pretty

> > > invisible when I am out and about. Do this for you (and us ) and

> > > don't worry about the dummies. You are doing great! Keep working.

> > > Becky

> > >

> > >

> > > In , " Kathi Felix "

> > > <LILSTEPPER@Y...> wrote:

> > > > OKay..my message that was extremely long is not here! well..better

> > > > off for you guys anyway..huh? LOL nope..sorry..here is another long

> > > > one....MUWAAAHAAAHAAAA!

> > > >

> > > > Okay..I had a tough week..but got thru it! Tough as in I have been

> > > so

> > > > sure someone would notice my efforts. I went to a church thing on

> > > > saturday in my little baby doll tee with tinkerbell in it and my

> > > > jeans..I walked in expecting people to drop jaws. My hairdresser

> > > lady

> > > > already had told me that day I looked good! She is soo sweet! So

> > > that

> > > > was a plus...but I always kind of dress frumpy at church..so this

> > > > church activity I figured what the heck..somene has to notice with

> > > > this shirt on. I walked in and stood there..and stood there..looked

> > > > around the room...(okay..I know this sounds dumb and dramatic!) but

> > > > no one said a thing that whole night. I really don't see these

> > > people

> > > > that often..someone should freakin notice! sooooo..I walked out of

> > > > the church that night...turned around to the building an

> > > > yelled... " okay..this is your last chance to tell me! "

> > > > oooops..sorry..missed your chance..it's kick even more butt time!

> > > > kickin mine ofcourse...I told my husband that I was going to this

> > > > activity with a secret thing I wanted to know..he told me to write

> > > it

> > > > down on a paper and when we got out of the church we could read it

> > > > and see if it happened..well when we got out..we found out it did

> > > not

> > > > happen! I wrote.. " someone will finally notice my weight loss at

> > > > church! " OH well...we keep on going!

> > > >

> > > > Then I went to the gym yesterday and saw a girl I had not seen in

> > > > three months. She was talkin to me and asked the dreaded I hate

> > > that

> > > > question question... " so..have you lost any weight? " well well

> > > well..I

> > > > had been avoiding this girl because I had seen this question

> > > > coming!!! I just knew this was gonna happen!!!! So I gritted my

> > > > teeth..tilted my head..and smiled thru.. " well..what do you think? "

> > > > plenty of ums and wells became very evident. She

> > > > said... " um..well..yeah..a bit " So what in the heck is that supposed

> > > > to mean! Freak! I said goodbye..gathered up my journal and rainbow

> > > > brite purse and left..I was done with LB anyway. Yes..yes..I did

> > > > cry..I let myself actually do this...I needed to. This was the last

> > > > straw I tell ya! Sometimes you just need to cry. I got in my izuzu

> > > > trooper..turned the radio up extremely loud..that song from

> > > > Evanessance was on.the one from daredevil called bring me to

> > > life..I

> > > > just did 65 all the way home in a 55 zone..except the stop lights I

> > > > had to stop at. I guess it felt good to be a bit reckless at the

> > > > time. Then all day I let this incident..and the night before drive

> > > me

> > > > on..and on! If you can't tell..I luv it when people notice my hard

> > > > work..it feels sooo good! soooo..I will just keep goin! WOOT WOOT!

> > > >

> > > > I have this little bfl trick I do..I pretend I am in a movie and

> > > the

> > > > audience is on my side..they want me to win..they want me to fight!

> > > > They are watching my every move. I know it is weird...but whatever

> > > > works right? I actually have done this little trick since I was a

> > > > kid..it got me thru a hard life with a weirdo family. I stopped

> > > doing

> > > > it though when i had horrible mood swings..I kind of lost my

> > > > imagination then. Now my imagination works pretty dang good! This

> > > is

> > > > just a little idea that really does wonders for me. So I get on

> > > with

> > > > life because my audience would really like to see a happy

> > > ending..but

> > > > they need to see the little bumps along the way.

> > > >

> > > > Also today is free day! 10 days between free days without a cheat!

> > > I

> > > > am so freakin excited about it..it really worked! My son stuck a

> > > > peanut butter egg in front of my face last night..dang that skerred

> > > > me! Okay..sorry so long. anyone know where i can write a bfl blog?I

> > > > know has one. I think I should do that instead of posting

> > > such

> > > > long stuff here. So how do I start one? I need an outlet I think!

> > > > don't you? LOL Thanks for listening! oh..I took 4 weeks today! I

> > > saw

> > > > improvements and am soo excited for what week 12 is gonna bring me!

> > > > aNd all of you! You all are awesomeness! Thanks for puttin up with

> > > me!

> > > >

> > > > Kathi

> > > > WHELLOOOO from the world below!

> > >

> > >

> > >