doctor's appt :(

January 2, 2001

I'm such a " burden " to all of you (just trying to cheer myself up a little) ,

I really do not have much to say other then; I am feeling rather numb and

overwhelmed at the moment. I had the ultra sound done on my uterus and it

showed multiple cyst one of my ovaries, which is ok for the moment. It also

showed something abnormal on my uterus. I am going to be having surgery on

Jan. 15th. My doctor wants to make sure this isn't cancer, cause my mother

has had uterine cancer. He also wants to make sure I don't have any

endometriosis going on. I really am feeling awful about this.

Aisha, you got anything for me to look at? ( I love you Aisha)

Once again, Life sucks,

4 (Chelle)

January 2, 2001

Chelle, I'm not Aisha but will I do???

You are not a burden, when Aisha hears what you said she will get her trout out ya know!!!!

I'm very sorry to hear of your bad test today. What surgery are they doing? Exploratory or Hystorectomy? It is very scary to know of the cysts and tumors, it doesn't matter what I say you will still be worried about it till its over.

I had to go through it all also. I had cysts and tumors and endometriosis very bad. I opted for the hysterectomy. Thankfully all mine were benign, and I have never regretted a day for having the hystorectomy done. The pain for that is gone!!! I still have phatom pains in the one area ever so often where the big tumor was, but not as often as I did. Mine was back in 92.

Hang in there. Rant and cry all you want to here, we'll listen.

((((Gentle Hugs))))

Helen

~Friends without Faces~

We sit and we type, and we stare at our screens, We all have to wonder, what this possibly means.

With our mouse we roam, through the rooms in a maze,

Looking for something or someone, as we sit in a daze.

We chat with each other, we type all our woes, Small groups we do form, and gang up on our foes.

We wait for somebody, to type out our name,

We want recognition, but it is always the same.

We give kisses and hugs, and sometimes flirt,

In ICQ we chat deeply, and reveal why we hurt.

We do form friendships - but - why we don't know,

But some of these friendships, will flourish and grow.

Why is it on screen, we can be so bold,

Telling our secrets, that have never been told.

Why is it we share, the thoughts in our mind, With those we can't see, as though we were blind.

The answer is simple, it is as clear as a bell.

We all have our problems, and need someone to tell.

We can't tell "real" people, but tell someone we must,

So we turn to the puter, and to those we can trust.

Even though it is crazy, the truth still remains,

We are Friends Without Faces, with odd little names.

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I'm such a "burden" to all of you (just trying to cheer myself up a little) ,

I really do not have much to say other then; I am feeling rather numb and overwhelmed at the moment. I had the ultra sound done on my uterus and it showed multiple cyst one of my ovaries, which is ok for the moment. It also showed something abnormal on my uterus. I am going to be having surgery on Jan. 15th. My doctor wants to make sure this isn't cancer, cause my mother has had uterine cancer. He also wants to make sure I don't have any endometriosis going on. I really am feeling awful about this.

Aisha, you got anything for me to look at? ( I love you Aisha)

Once again, Life sucks,

4 (Chelle)

January 2, 2001

{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{BIG HUGS}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}

Sending positive thoughts and energy your way Chelle.

anne

I believe that friends are quiet angels who lift us to our feet when our

wings have trouble remembering how to fly.

doctor's appt

I'm such a " burden " to all of you (just trying to cheer myself up a little)

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