Today

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Hi there friends, First I wanted to thank those who responded to my last e-mail. I will probably not get to today, but plan on answering those e-mails. I do appreciate them. It is just so hard right now for me to be on line. My consintration level is not that great. I did tell my mom today how I feel about what the doctor said about prolonging my life and how I really feel about it. I asked her to be thinking about how if any way that I could get my mind changed around about it all. I don't really expect her to come up with an answer. I'm not seeing a therapist right now. Maybe I should be, but don't think I can afford it right now. There is a place here in town that I might look into that might be able to help me with therapy. I do see my psychiatrist next Thursday. I sure hope he doesn't feel the need to stick me back in the hospital. Got to go. Don't know what I was about to say. from MO.