my feelings...

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i lost my dad back on 4/3/06... from lymphoma.. after 7 yrs, the

monster finally won.. the last procedue he had was a stem cell

transplant. 1 wk later the tumor in his leg grew and NEVER stopped.

his leg prob weighed about 30 lbs, and my dad weighed about 80lbs.

sometimes i wish we never put him through the transplant. to watch my

dad die, was bitter/sweet. not alot of people get the chance to be

with their loved ones during their last days.. we did. it was 2 wks

to the day from the time we brought him home- to die, til he took his

last breath. i feel they knew my dad was gonna die, but prolonged it.

i used to feel so bad for people who lost loved ones to cancer, now i

do understand how much it hurts! the only good thing about my dad

passing is no more suffering! god bless all of u going through it

and all of u that has gone through this battle with this horrible

monster!