Guest guest Posted April 29, 2005 Report Posted April 29, 2005 Doctors are really lazy, just interested in practicing defensively and checking things off a checklist. You planted the seed of depression because you mentioned fatigue. When I was incarcerated, the doctors had to prove I was a threat to myself to admit me involuntarily. I never mentioned or tried suicide. So they tied me to a bed in the ER for hours, wouldn't let me urinate, and waited and waited, until I finally said, " I am not suicidal, but if you lock me up, I swear I will commit suicide. " Well, they figured they had enough to write it in a chart, and a minute later the haldol was injected into my vein and I woke up days later locked up in the ward. They wouldn't let me file papers with the court to get out, continuing to say that the " patient advocate " was unavailable, for weeks, and I couldn't get any documents typed or to the court without the advocate. I was trapped until I learned to yes them and say the magic words to get me out, i.e., I agreed with everything they said. My second incarceration came, again, not because I had threatened suicide, but I told the quack I felt I had met my moral obligations to my parents and did not owe them anymore. To her, it was an indication of suicidal ideation. She said if I did not sign in voluntarily, she would admit me involuntarily. So I signed in voluntarily, thinking they only had 72 hours to keep me then. However, I was trapped for another three weeks, until I agreed to everything they said, yet again. I will never say anything honest to any doctor every again. They are just looking for ammunition. __________________________________________________ Quote
Guest guest Posted April 29, 2005 Report Posted April 29, 2005 Doctors are really lazy, just interested in practicing defensively and checking things off a checklist. You planted the seed of depression because you mentioned fatigue. When I was incarcerated, the doctors had to prove I was a threat to myself to admit me involuntarily. I never mentioned or tried suicide. So they tied me to a bed in the ER for hours, wouldn't let me urinate, and waited and waited, until I finally said, " I am not suicidal, but if you lock me up, I swear I will commit suicide. " Well, they figured they had enough to write it in a chart, and a minute later the haldol was injected into my vein and I woke up days later locked up in the ward. They wouldn't let me file papers with the court to get out, continuing to say that the " patient advocate " was unavailable, for weeks, and I couldn't get any documents typed or to the court without the advocate. I was trapped until I learned to yes them and say the magic words to get me out, i.e., I agreed with everything they said. My second incarceration came, again, not because I had threatened suicide, but I told the quack I felt I had met my moral obligations to my parents and did not owe them anymore. To her, it was an indication of suicidal ideation. She said if I did not sign in voluntarily, she would admit me involuntarily. So I signed in voluntarily, thinking they only had 72 hours to keep me then. However, I was trapped for another three weeks, until I agreed to everything they said, yet again. I will never say anything honest to any doctor every again. They are just looking for ammunition. __________________________________________________ Quote
Guest guest Posted April 29, 2005 Report Posted April 29, 2005 Dear Beth, I am glad you figured out the game to get out. Many are so outraged that they fight and argue and are angry and basically never get out. Unless of course the insurance runs out, but even that will not work if the patient is combative... Doctors are really lazy, just interested in practicing defensively and checking things off a checklist. You planted the seed of depression because you mentioned fatigue. When I was incarcerated, the doctors had to prove I was a threat to myself to admit me involuntarily. I never mentioned or tried suicide. So they tied me to a bed in the ER for hours, wouldn't let me urinate, and waited and waited, until I finally said, " I am not suicidal, but if you lock me up, I swear I will commit suicide. " Well, they figured they had enough to write it in a chart, and a minute later the haldol was injected into my vein and I woke up days later locked up in the ward. They wouldn't let me file papers with the court to get out, continuing to say that the " patient advocate " was unavailable, for weeks, and I couldn't get any documents typed or to the court without the advocate. I was trapped until I learned to yes them and say the magic words to get me out, i.e., I agreed with everything they said. My second incarceration came, again, not because I had threatened suicide, but I told the quack I felt I had met my moral obligations to my parents and did not owe them anymore. To her, it was an indication of suicidal ideation. She said if I did not sign in voluntarily, she would admit me involuntarily. So I signed in voluntarily, thinking they only had 72 hours to keep me then. However, I was trapped for another three weeks, until I agreed to everything they said, yet again. I will never say anything honest to any doctor every again. They are just looking for ammunition. __________________________________________________ Quote
Guest guest Posted April 29, 2005 Report Posted April 29, 2005 Dear Beth, I am glad you figured out the game to get out. Many are so outraged that they fight and argue and are angry and basically never get out. Unless of course the insurance runs out, but even that will not work if the patient is combative... Doctors are really lazy, just interested in practicing defensively and checking things off a checklist. You planted the seed of depression because you mentioned fatigue. When I was incarcerated, the doctors had to prove I was a threat to myself to admit me involuntarily. I never mentioned or tried suicide. So they tied me to a bed in the ER for hours, wouldn't let me urinate, and waited and waited, until I finally said, " I am not suicidal, but if you lock me up, I swear I will commit suicide. " Well, they figured they had enough to write it in a chart, and a minute later the haldol was injected into my vein and I woke up days later locked up in the ward. They wouldn't let me file papers with the court to get out, continuing to say that the " patient advocate " was unavailable, for weeks, and I couldn't get any documents typed or to the court without the advocate. I was trapped until I learned to yes them and say the magic words to get me out, i.e., I agreed with everything they said. My second incarceration came, again, not because I had threatened suicide, but I told the quack I felt I had met my moral obligations to my parents and did not owe them anymore. To her, it was an indication of suicidal ideation. She said if I did not sign in voluntarily, she would admit me involuntarily. So I signed in voluntarily, thinking they only had 72 hours to keep me then. However, I was trapped for another three weeks, until I agreed to everything they said, yet again. I will never say anything honest to any doctor every again. They are just looking for ammunition. __________________________________________________ Quote
Guest guest Posted April 29, 2005 Report Posted April 29, 2005 I just do not understand how these people can lock you up involuntarily, and keep you against your will for weeks (or even days or hours for that matter) and not be sued, or arrested on the spot, for kidnapping, assault, and related offenses. How can they do this? I hear people saying it has happened to them, and I can believe it HAPPENED, but I can't believe they get away with it. Re: Planting the seed of depression/magic words Doctors are really lazy, just interested in practicing defensively and checking things off a checklist. You planted the seed of depression because you mentioned fatigue. When I was incarcerated, the doctors had to prove I was a threat to myself to admit me involuntarily. I never mentioned or tried suicide. So they tied me to a bed in the ER for hours, wouldn't let me urinate, and waited and waited, until I finally said, " I am not suicidal, but if you lock me up, I swear I will commit suicide. " Well, they figured they had enough to write it in a chart, and a minute later the haldol was injected into my vein and I woke up days later locked up in the ward. They wouldn't let me file papers with the court to get out, continuing to say that the " patient advocate " was unavailable, for weeks, and I couldn't get any documents typed or to the court without the advocate. I was trapped until I learned to yes them and say the magic words to get me out, i.e., I agreed with everything they said. My second incarceration came, again, not because I had threatened suicide, but I told the quack I felt I had met my moral obligations to my parents and did not owe them anymore. To her, it was an indication of suicidal ideation. She said if I did not sign in voluntarily, she would admit me involuntarily. So I signed in voluntarily, thinking they only had 72 hours to keep me then. However, I was trapped for another three weeks, until I agreed to everything they said, yet again. I will never say anything honest to any doctor every again. They are just looking for ammunition. __________________________________________________ Quote
Guest guest Posted April 29, 2005 Report Posted April 29, 2005 I just do not understand how these people can lock you up involuntarily, and keep you against your will for weeks (or even days or hours for that matter) and not be sued, or arrested on the spot, for kidnapping, assault, and related offenses. How can they do this? I hear people saying it has happened to them, and I can believe it HAPPENED, but I can't believe they get away with it. Re: Planting the seed of depression/magic words Doctors are really lazy, just interested in practicing defensively and checking things off a checklist. You planted the seed of depression because you mentioned fatigue. When I was incarcerated, the doctors had to prove I was a threat to myself to admit me involuntarily. I never mentioned or tried suicide. So they tied me to a bed in the ER for hours, wouldn't let me urinate, and waited and waited, until I finally said, " I am not suicidal, but if you lock me up, I swear I will commit suicide. " Well, they figured they had enough to write it in a chart, and a minute later the haldol was injected into my vein and I woke up days later locked up in the ward. They wouldn't let me file papers with the court to get out, continuing to say that the " patient advocate " was unavailable, for weeks, and I couldn't get any documents typed or to the court without the advocate. I was trapped until I learned to yes them and say the magic words to get me out, i.e., I agreed with everything they said. My second incarceration came, again, not because I had threatened suicide, but I told the quack I felt I had met my moral obligations to my parents and did not owe them anymore. To her, it was an indication of suicidal ideation. She said if I did not sign in voluntarily, she would admit me involuntarily. So I signed in voluntarily, thinking they only had 72 hours to keep me then. However, I was trapped for another three weeks, until I agreed to everything they said, yet again. I will never say anything honest to any doctor every again. They are just looking for ammunition. __________________________________________________ Quote
Guest guest Posted April 29, 2005 Report Posted April 29, 2005 When you are dealing with psychiatrists, denying they are right is a sign of your mental illness. If you disagree with them, you are proving that you are mentally ill. And for us parents, disagreeing with their diagnosis/treatment of our children is a sign of our pathology. And those in power believe the psychiatrists, not the patients because by definition the patients are " mentally ill " . Getting involved with psychatrists can be a very dangerous thing to do. > I just do not understand how these people can lock you up involuntarily, and keep you against your will for weeks (or even days or hours for that matter) and not be sued, or arrested on the spot, for kidnapping, assault, and related offenses. How can they do this? I hear people saying it has happened to them, and I can believe it HAPPENED, but I can't believe they get away with it. > Re: Planting the seed of depression/magic words > > > > Doctors are really lazy, just interested in practicing defensively and checking things off a checklist. You planted the seed of depression because you mentioned fatigue. > > When I was incarcerated, the doctors had to prove I was a threat to myself to admit me involuntarily. I never mentioned or tried suicide. So they tied me to a bed in the ER for hours, wouldn't let me urinate, and waited and waited, until I finally said, " I am not suicidal, but if you lock me up, I swear I will commit suicide. " Well, they figured they had enough to write it in a chart, and a minute later the haldol was injected into my vein and I woke up days later locked up in the ward. They wouldn't let me file papers with the court to get out, continuing to say that the " patient advocate " was unavailable, for weeks, and I couldn't get any documents typed or to the court without the advocate. I was trapped until I learned to yes them and say the magic words to get me out, i.e., I agreed with everything they said. > > My second incarceration came, again, not because I had threatened suicide, but I told the quack I felt I had met my moral obligations to my parents and did not owe them anymore. To her, it was an indication of suicidal ideation. She said if I did not sign in voluntarily, she would admit me involuntarily. So I signed in voluntarily, thinking they only had 72 hours to keep me then. However, I was trapped for another three weeks, until I agreed to everything they said, yet again. > > I will never say anything honest to any doctor every again. They are just looking for ammunition. > > > __________________________________________________ > Quote
Guest guest Posted April 29, 2005 Report Posted April 29, 2005 When you are dealing with psychiatrists, denying they are right is a sign of your mental illness. If you disagree with them, you are proving that you are mentally ill. And for us parents, disagreeing with their diagnosis/treatment of our children is a sign of our pathology. And those in power believe the psychiatrists, not the patients because by definition the patients are " mentally ill " . Getting involved with psychatrists can be a very dangerous thing to do. > I just do not understand how these people can lock you up involuntarily, and keep you against your will for weeks (or even days or hours for that matter) and not be sued, or arrested on the spot, for kidnapping, assault, and related offenses. How can they do this? I hear people saying it has happened to them, and I can believe it HAPPENED, but I can't believe they get away with it. > Re: Planting the seed of depression/magic words > > > > Doctors are really lazy, just interested in practicing defensively and checking things off a checklist. You planted the seed of depression because you mentioned fatigue. > > When I was incarcerated, the doctors had to prove I was a threat to myself to admit me involuntarily. I never mentioned or tried suicide. So they tied me to a bed in the ER for hours, wouldn't let me urinate, and waited and waited, until I finally said, " I am not suicidal, but if you lock me up, I swear I will commit suicide. " Well, they figured they had enough to write it in a chart, and a minute later the haldol was injected into my vein and I woke up days later locked up in the ward. They wouldn't let me file papers with the court to get out, continuing to say that the " patient advocate " was unavailable, for weeks, and I couldn't get any documents typed or to the court without the advocate. I was trapped until I learned to yes them and say the magic words to get me out, i.e., I agreed with everything they said. > > My second incarceration came, again, not because I had threatened suicide, but I told the quack I felt I had met my moral obligations to my parents and did not owe them anymore. To her, it was an indication of suicidal ideation. She said if I did not sign in voluntarily, she would admit me involuntarily. So I signed in voluntarily, thinking they only had 72 hours to keep me then. However, I was trapped for another three weeks, until I agreed to everything they said, yet again. > > I will never say anything honest to any doctor every again. They are just looking for ammunition. > > > __________________________________________________ > Quote
Guest guest Posted April 29, 2005 Report Posted April 29, 2005 Actually, the doctor planted the " seed " . She told me, " The last time you were here, I planted a " seed " about depression " . I said, " Yes " to acknowledge that I remember her mentioning the word depression. Then she said, " Okay, I'm going to put you on an anti- depressant. Are you still breast feeding? No? Good. We'll start you out on Prozak then! " I was too dumbfounded to say anything at that point. I just said " Thank you. " What I really should have done/said is " What the F*! Are you kidding me? " and stormed out. Although, it's probably best that I remained calm and didn't give her any more ammo to have me on these drugs. Yech! > > Doctors are really lazy, just interested in practicing defensively and checking things off a checklist. You planted the seed of depression because you mentioned fatigue. > > When I was incarcerated, the doctors had to prove I was a threat to myself to admit me involuntarily. I never mentioned or tried suicide. So they tied me to a bed in the ER for hours, wouldn't let me urinate, and waited and waited, until I finally said, " I am not suicidal, but if you lock me up, I swear I will commit suicide. " Well, they figured they had enough to write it in a chart, and a minute later the haldol was injected into my vein and I woke up days later locked up in the ward. They wouldn't let me file papers with the court to get out, continuing to say that the " patient advocate " was unavailable, for weeks, and I couldn't get any documents typed or to the court without the advocate. I was trapped until I learned to yes them and say the magic words to get me out, i.e., I agreed with everything they said. > > My second incarceration came, again, not because I had threatened suicide, but I told the quack I felt I had met my moral obligations to my parents and did not owe them anymore. To her, it was an indication of suicidal ideation. She said if I did not sign in voluntarily, she would admit me involuntarily. So I signed in voluntarily, thinking they only had 72 hours to keep me then. However, I was trapped for another three weeks, until I agreed to everything they said, yet again. > > I will never say anything honest to any doctor every again. They are just looking for ammunition. > > > __________________________________________________ > Quote
Guest guest Posted April 29, 2005 Report Posted April 29, 2005 Actually, the doctor planted the " seed " . She told me, " The last time you were here, I planted a " seed " about depression " . I said, " Yes " to acknowledge that I remember her mentioning the word depression. Then she said, " Okay, I'm going to put you on an anti- depressant. Are you still breast feeding? No? Good. We'll start you out on Prozak then! " I was too dumbfounded to say anything at that point. I just said " Thank you. " What I really should have done/said is " What the F*! Are you kidding me? " and stormed out. Although, it's probably best that I remained calm and didn't give her any more ammo to have me on these drugs. Yech! > > Doctors are really lazy, just interested in practicing defensively and checking things off a checklist. You planted the seed of depression because you mentioned fatigue. > > When I was incarcerated, the doctors had to prove I was a threat to myself to admit me involuntarily. I never mentioned or tried suicide. So they tied me to a bed in the ER for hours, wouldn't let me urinate, and waited and waited, until I finally said, " I am not suicidal, but if you lock me up, I swear I will commit suicide. " Well, they figured they had enough to write it in a chart, and a minute later the haldol was injected into my vein and I woke up days later locked up in the ward. They wouldn't let me file papers with the court to get out, continuing to say that the " patient advocate " was unavailable, for weeks, and I couldn't get any documents typed or to the court without the advocate. I was trapped until I learned to yes them and say the magic words to get me out, i.e., I agreed with everything they said. > > My second incarceration came, again, not because I had threatened suicide, but I told the quack I felt I had met my moral obligations to my parents and did not owe them anymore. To her, it was an indication of suicidal ideation. She said if I did not sign in voluntarily, she would admit me involuntarily. So I signed in voluntarily, thinking they only had 72 hours to keep me then. However, I was trapped for another three weeks, until I agreed to everything they said, yet again. > > I will never say anything honest to any doctor every again. They are just looking for ammunition. > > > __________________________________________________ > Quote
Guest guest Posted April 29, 2005 Report Posted April 29, 2005 The funny thing is, they are gonna sue me for the money. I had no insurance. Both times, I refused to sign the financial papers acknowledging my responsibility for the bill. The second time, when they asked the reason for my admission, I wrote that doctors wanted more money. If I was incompetent, then certainly I had no capacity to form a contract to pay. Yet, they will sue for unjust enrichment, i.e., use of their services. cateh <ccsh@...> wrote:I just do not understand how these people can lock you up involuntarily, and keep you against your will for weeks (or even days or hours for that matter) and not be sued, or arrested on the spot, for kidnapping, assault, and related offenses. How can they do this? I hear people saying it has happened to them, and I can believe it HAPPENED, but I can't believe they get away with it. Re: Planting the seed of depression/magic words Doctors are really lazy, just interested in practicing defensively and checking things off a checklist. You planted the seed of depression because you mentioned fatigue. When I was incarcerated, the doctors had to prove I was a threat to myself to admit me involuntarily. I never mentioned or tried suicide. So they tied me to a bed in the ER for hours, wouldn't let me urinate, and waited and waited, until I finally said, " I am not suicidal, but if you lock me up, I swear I will commit suicide. " Well, they figured they had enough to write it in a chart, and a minute later the haldol was injected into my vein and I woke up days later locked up in the ward. They wouldn't let me file papers with the court to get out, continuing to say that the " patient advocate " was unavailable, for weeks, and I couldn't get any documents typed or to the court without the advocate. I was trapped until I learned to yes them and say the magic words to get me out, i.e., I agreed with everything they said. My second incarceration came, again, not because I had threatened suicide, but I told the quack I felt I had met my moral obligations to my parents and did not owe them anymore. To her, it was an indication of suicidal ideation. She said if I did not sign in voluntarily, she would admit me involuntarily. So I signed in voluntarily, thinking they only had 72 hours to keep me then. However, I was trapped for another three weeks, until I agreed to everything they said, yet again. I will never say anything honest to any doctor every again. They are just looking for ammunition. __________________________________________________ Quote
Guest guest Posted April 29, 2005 Report Posted April 29, 2005 The funny thing is, they are gonna sue me for the money. I had no insurance. Both times, I refused to sign the financial papers acknowledging my responsibility for the bill. The second time, when they asked the reason for my admission, I wrote that doctors wanted more money. If I was incompetent, then certainly I had no capacity to form a contract to pay. Yet, they will sue for unjust enrichment, i.e., use of their services. cateh <ccsh@...> wrote:I just do not understand how these people can lock you up involuntarily, and keep you against your will for weeks (or even days or hours for that matter) and not be sued, or arrested on the spot, for kidnapping, assault, and related offenses. How can they do this? I hear people saying it has happened to them, and I can believe it HAPPENED, but I can't believe they get away with it. Re: Planting the seed of depression/magic words Doctors are really lazy, just interested in practicing defensively and checking things off a checklist. You planted the seed of depression because you mentioned fatigue. When I was incarcerated, the doctors had to prove I was a threat to myself to admit me involuntarily. I never mentioned or tried suicide. So they tied me to a bed in the ER for hours, wouldn't let me urinate, and waited and waited, until I finally said, " I am not suicidal, but if you lock me up, I swear I will commit suicide. " Well, they figured they had enough to write it in a chart, and a minute later the haldol was injected into my vein and I woke up days later locked up in the ward. They wouldn't let me file papers with the court to get out, continuing to say that the " patient advocate " was unavailable, for weeks, and I couldn't get any documents typed or to the court without the advocate. I was trapped until I learned to yes them and say the magic words to get me out, i.e., I agreed with everything they said. My second incarceration came, again, not because I had threatened suicide, but I told the quack I felt I had met my moral obligations to my parents and did not owe them anymore. To her, it was an indication of suicidal ideation. She said if I did not sign in voluntarily, she would admit me involuntarily. So I signed in voluntarily, thinking they only had 72 hours to keep me then. However, I was trapped for another three weeks, until I agreed to everything they said, yet again. I will never say anything honest to any doctor every again. They are just looking for ammunition. __________________________________________________ Quote
Guest guest Posted May 1, 2005 Report Posted May 1, 2005 I wonder what is the best way to protect oneself, and ultimately, all of us, from this contagion. I have been staying far away from my husband's shrink. I do not want him to ever be able to pull off one of his idiot " diagnoses " of me. Even a shrink could not claim to have diagnosed someone he never laid eyes on, could he? But I am very frightened for all of us, because these predators exist. Even my priest is critical of me for refusing to go to my husband's appointment with him, although Fr. seems to understand the evil potential in psychiatry, especially since he has been dealing with another parishioner who is severely brain damaged by electroshock and drugs. I guess most people just do not get it, yet. Re: Planting the seed of depression/magic words > > > > Doctors are really lazy, just interested in practicing defensively and checking things off a checklist. You planted the seed of depression because you mentioned fatigue. > > When I was incarcerated, the doctors had to prove I was a threat to myself to admit me involuntarily. I never mentioned or tried suicide. So they tied me to a bed in the ER for hours, wouldn't let me urinate, and waited and waited, until I finally said, " I am not suicidal, but if you lock me up, I swear I will commit suicide. " Well, they figured they had enough to write it in a chart, and a minute later the haldol was injected into my vein and I woke up days later locked up in the ward. They wouldn't let me file papers with the court to get out, continuing to say that the " patient advocate " was unavailable, for weeks, and I couldn't get any documents typed or to the court without the advocate. I was trapped until I learned to yes them and say the magic words to get me out, i.e., I agreed with everything they said. > > My second incarceration came, again, not because I had threatened suicide, but I told the quack I felt I had met my moral obligations to my parents and did not owe them anymore. To her, it was an indication of suicidal ideation. She said if I did not sign in voluntarily, she would admit me involuntarily. So I signed in voluntarily, thinking they only had 72 hours to keep me then. However, I was trapped for another three weeks, until I agreed to everything they said, yet again. > > I will never say anything honest to any doctor every again. They are just looking for ammunition. > > > __________________________________________________ > Quote
Guest guest Posted May 1, 2005 Report Posted May 1, 2005 I wonder what is the best way to protect oneself, and ultimately, all of us, from this contagion. I have been staying far away from my husband's shrink. I do not want him to ever be able to pull off one of his idiot " diagnoses " of me. Even a shrink could not claim to have diagnosed someone he never laid eyes on, could he? But I am very frightened for all of us, because these predators exist. Even my priest is critical of me for refusing to go to my husband's appointment with him, although Fr. seems to understand the evil potential in psychiatry, especially since he has been dealing with another parishioner who is severely brain damaged by electroshock and drugs. I guess most people just do not get it, yet. Re: Planting the seed of depression/magic words > > > > Doctors are really lazy, just interested in practicing defensively and checking things off a checklist. You planted the seed of depression because you mentioned fatigue. > > When I was incarcerated, the doctors had to prove I was a threat to myself to admit me involuntarily. I never mentioned or tried suicide. So they tied me to a bed in the ER for hours, wouldn't let me urinate, and waited and waited, until I finally said, " I am not suicidal, but if you lock me up, I swear I will commit suicide. " Well, they figured they had enough to write it in a chart, and a minute later the haldol was injected into my vein and I woke up days later locked up in the ward. They wouldn't let me file papers with the court to get out, continuing to say that the " patient advocate " was unavailable, for weeks, and I couldn't get any documents typed or to the court without the advocate. I was trapped until I learned to yes them and say the magic words to get me out, i.e., I agreed with everything they said. > > My second incarceration came, again, not because I had threatened suicide, but I told the quack I felt I had met my moral obligations to my parents and did not owe them anymore. To her, it was an indication of suicidal ideation. She said if I did not sign in voluntarily, she would admit me involuntarily. So I signed in voluntarily, thinking they only had 72 hours to keep me then. However, I was trapped for another three weeks, until I agreed to everything they said, yet again. > > I will never say anything honest to any doctor every again. They are just looking for ammunition. > > > __________________________________________________ > Quote
Guest guest Posted May 1, 2005 Report Posted May 1, 2005 There is really no reason to go. Stay away. If you go for husband, just listen, say you are there for husband, not self, to listen only. You are not engaging shrink for diagnosis or treatment. cateh <ccsh@...> wrote: I wonder what is the best way to protect oneself, and ultimately, all of us, from this contagion. I have been staying far away from my husband's shrink. I do not want him to ever be able to pull off one of his idiot " diagnoses " of me. Even a shrink could not claim to have diagnosed someone he never laid eyes on, could he? But I am very frightened for all of us, because these predators exist. Even my priest is critical of me for refusing to go to my husband's appointment with him, although Fr. seems to understand the evil potential in psychiatry, especially since he has been dealing with another parishioner who is severely brain damaged by electroshock and drugs. I guess most people just do not get it, yet. Re: Planting the seed of depression/magic words > > > > Doctors are really lazy, just interested in practicing defensively and checking things off a checklist. You planted the seed of depression because you mentioned fatigue. > > When I was incarcerated, the doctors had to prove I was a threat to myself to admit me involuntarily. I never mentioned or tried suicide. So they tied me to a bed in the ER for hours, wouldn't let me urinate, and waited and waited, until I finally said, " I am not suicidal, but if you lock me up, I swear I will commit suicide. " Well, they figured they had enough to write it in a chart, and a minute later the haldol was injected into my vein and I woke up days later locked up in the ward. They wouldn't let me file papers with the court to get out, continuing to say that the " patient advocate " was unavailable, for weeks, and I couldn't get any documents typed or to the court without the advocate. I was trapped until I learned to yes them and say the magic words to get me out, i.e., I agreed with everything they said. > > My second incarceration came, again, not because I had threatened suicide, but I told the quack I felt I had met my moral obligations to my parents and did not owe them anymore. To her, it was an indication of suicidal ideation. She said if I did not sign in voluntarily, she would admit me involuntarily. So I signed in voluntarily, thinking they only had 72 hours to keep me then. However, I was trapped for another three weeks, until I agreed to everything they said, yet again. > > I will never say anything honest to any doctor every again. They are just looking for ammunition. > > > __________________________________________________ > Quote
Guest guest Posted May 1, 2005 Report Posted May 1, 2005 There is really no reason to go. Stay away. If you go for husband, just listen, say you are there for husband, not self, to listen only. You are not engaging shrink for diagnosis or treatment. cateh <ccsh@...> wrote: I wonder what is the best way to protect oneself, and ultimately, all of us, from this contagion. I have been staying far away from my husband's shrink. I do not want him to ever be able to pull off one of his idiot " diagnoses " of me. Even a shrink could not claim to have diagnosed someone he never laid eyes on, could he? But I am very frightened for all of us, because these predators exist. Even my priest is critical of me for refusing to go to my husband's appointment with him, although Fr. seems to understand the evil potential in psychiatry, especially since he has been dealing with another parishioner who is severely brain damaged by electroshock and drugs. I guess most people just do not get it, yet. Re: Planting the seed of depression/magic words > > > > Doctors are really lazy, just interested in practicing defensively and checking things off a checklist. You planted the seed of depression because you mentioned fatigue. > > When I was incarcerated, the doctors had to prove I was a threat to myself to admit me involuntarily. I never mentioned or tried suicide. So they tied me to a bed in the ER for hours, wouldn't let me urinate, and waited and waited, until I finally said, " I am not suicidal, but if you lock me up, I swear I will commit suicide. " Well, they figured they had enough to write it in a chart, and a minute later the haldol was injected into my vein and I woke up days later locked up in the ward. They wouldn't let me file papers with the court to get out, continuing to say that the " patient advocate " was unavailable, for weeks, and I couldn't get any documents typed or to the court without the advocate. I was trapped until I learned to yes them and say the magic words to get me out, i.e., I agreed with everything they said. > > My second incarceration came, again, not because I had threatened suicide, but I told the quack I felt I had met my moral obligations to my parents and did not owe them anymore. To her, it was an indication of suicidal ideation. She said if I did not sign in voluntarily, she would admit me involuntarily. So I signed in voluntarily, thinking they only had 72 hours to keep me then. However, I was trapped for another three weeks, until I agreed to everything they said, yet again. > > I will never say anything honest to any doctor every again. They are just looking for ammunition. > > > __________________________________________________ > Quote
Guest guest Posted May 1, 2005 Report Posted May 1, 2005 It's good to be firm with them, though. I have learned to decline prescriptions in a calm manner, but not hesitant or timid. some doctors need to be asked " what part of NO do you not understand? " But when you make it clear that the drug is not an acceptable answer, after a while they give up on selling you any. One thing that works for me is to consult a doctor and be very definite about your goals for the consultation, i.e., " I am asking for a diagnosis, with etiology if possible, and a prognosis. I am not seeking treatment at this time. I will think about the information you give me, and decide whether and what kind of treatment I may want. " Immediately, you are a grown-up, asking another grown-up for information, not a child asking to be taken care of. If that approach does not work, then the doctor is history. If feelings are involved, the doctor is the last person you want to discuss them with. It is none of their business. Think about it. The doctor is not your friend. The doctor may not be your enemy, but is definitely not your friend, and your feelings are none of this person's business, any more than they are the business of the auto mechanic, when you ask him why your car is making that screeching sound. Diagnosis, etiology, prognosis. Keep it businesslike. Re: Planting the seed of depression/magic words Actually, the doctor planted the " seed " . She told me, " The last time you were here, I planted a " seed " about depression " . I said, " Yes " to acknowledge that I remember her mentioning the word depression. Then she said, " Okay, I'm going to put you on an anti- depressant. Are you still breast feeding? No? Good. We'll start you out on Prozak then! " I was too dumbfounded to say anything at that point. I just said " Thank you. " What I really should have done/said is " What the F*! Are you kidding me? " and stormed out. Although, it's probably best that I remained calm and didn't give her any more ammo to have me on these drugs. Yech! > > Doctors are really lazy, just interested in practicing defensively and checking things off a checklist. You planted the seed of depression because you mentioned fatigue. > > When I was incarcerated, the doctors had to prove I was a threat to myself to admit me involuntarily. I never mentioned or tried suicide. So they tied me to a bed in the ER for hours, wouldn't let me urinate, and waited and waited, until I finally said, " I am not suicidal, but if you lock me up, I swear I will commit suicide. " Well, they figured they had enough to write it in a chart, and a minute later the haldol was injected into my vein and I woke up days later locked up in the ward. They wouldn't let me file papers with the court to get out, continuing to say that the " patient advocate " was unavailable, for weeks, and I couldn't get any documents typed or to the court without the advocate. I was trapped until I learned to yes them and say the magic words to get me out, i.e., I agreed with everything they said. > > My second incarceration came, again, not because I had threatened suicide, but I told the quack I felt I had met my moral obligations to my parents and did not owe them anymore. To her, it was an indication of suicidal ideation. She said if I did not sign in voluntarily, she would admit me involuntarily. So I signed in voluntarily, thinking they only had 72 hours to keep me then. However, I was trapped for another three weeks, until I agreed to everything they said, yet again. > > I will never say anything honest to any doctor every again. They are just looking for ammunition. > > > __________________________________________________ > Quote
Guest guest Posted May 2, 2005 Report Posted May 2, 2005 I don't know what has happened in your life of why your husband is going to a psychiarist. I alsowouldn't critisize as the decision you have made is based on those expriences. I would ask that you think about it from this angle. If your husband is receptive to your input about his illness / treatment you might be better able to help / protect him if you know exactly what is going on. You might also be able to get your husband to sign the papers that will permit the DR to talk to you later should the need arise. My experience My dad has been seeing a Psychiatrist for about 30 years for the results of an industrial accident he was in. (not always the same one) About 8 months ago she decided to switch him from Elavil which he has taken and tolerated very well for a long time to Lexapro. Having done my homework I knew Lexapro wasn't a good choice and asked dad if I could go to his next apointment to talk to the DR. I had been telling him about SSRI's so he could understand what happened to my wife and fortunately he agreed. Partly because he trusts me and partly because he didn't want or understand the sudden change. We went to the apointment and in less than 2 minutes the conversation was between the DR and myself and the dangers of Lexapro as compared to elavil. She gave the risk of suicide as her reason and having looked at some clinical trial data I knew the risk was increased over 5 times with Lexapro. In less than 5 minutes she said " If you don't like the way I'm treating him you need to see someone else " . The fact of the matter was that Elavil had just recently become unavailable so the generic was the only choice and the kickback very likely was no longer available. Charlie > > I just do not understand how these people can lock you up > involuntarily, and keep you against your will for weeks (or even days > or hours for that matter) and not be sued, or arrested on the spot, > for kidnapping, assault, and related offenses. How can they do this? > I hear people saying it has happened to them, and I can believe it > HAPPENED, but I can't believe they get away with it. > > Re: Planting the seed of depression/magic > words > > > > > > > > Doctors are really lazy, just interested in practicing defensively > and checking things off a checklist. You planted the seed of > depression because you mentioned fatigue. > > > > When I was incarcerated, the doctors had to prove I was a threat > to myself to admit me involuntarily. I never mentioned or tried > suicide. So they tied me to a bed in the ER for hours, wouldn't let me > urinate, and waited and waited, until I finally said, " I am not > suicidal, but if you lock me up, I swear I will commit suicide. " Well, > they figured they had enough to write it in a chart, and a minute > later the haldol was injected into my vein and I woke up days later > locked up in the ward. They wouldn't let me file papers with the > court to get out, continuing to say that the " patient advocate " was > unavailable, for weeks, and I couldn't get any documents typed or to > the court without the advocate. I was trapped until I learned to yes > them and say the magic words to get me out, i.e., I agreed with > everything they said. > > > > My second incarceration came, again, not because I had threatened > suicide, but I told the quack I felt I had met my moral obligations to > my parents and did not owe them anymore. To her, it was an indication > of suicidal ideation. She said if I did not sign in voluntarily, she > would admit me involuntarily. So I signed in voluntarily, thinking > they only had 72 hours to keep me then. However, I was trapped for > another three weeks, until I agreed to everything they said, yet > again. > > > > I will never say anything honest to any doctor every again. They > are just looking for ammunition. > > > > > > __________________________________________________ > > Quote
Guest guest Posted May 5, 2005 Report Posted May 5, 2005 My husband is not receptive. He refuses to admit the glaring evidence of damage being done to him on every level: gained 75 lbs., had low-grade chronic fever after a decade of 60mg of Prozac, had to have a pacemaker put in at that time, because of sick sinus syndrome, he is physically inert, emotionally inert, has had half a dozen tickets for moving violations, and also had several accidents, lost a job as a result of his careless driving record, created a series of personal disasters financially, has become irresponsible and negligent, has become hostile and has a generally " bad attitude, " and on and on and on...these damn drugs have done him a zillion kinds of harm, and no good at all. Meanwhile, he has had his head filled up with nonsense about chemical imbalances and genes, that have excused him from all responsibility. The shrink wanted him to bring me in to one of their 10-minutes-every-three months-in-exchange-for-your-drug-for-$70-in-cash sessions only after I started urging him to get off drugs and psychiatry, after I had bought him Dr. Breggin's " Taking Back to Prozac. " The shrink clearly wanted to neutralize me, and probably get me onto his poisons. I was in no way interested, and under no illusions that talking to him would result in anything but an arrogant claim on his part that I suffer from one of his idiot DSM " diseases. " The man makes hundreds of thousands of dollars income each year, preying upon the vulnerable and those who want to " believe. " Re: Planting the seed of depression/magic > words > > > > > > > > Doctors are really lazy, just interested in practicing defensively > and checking things off a checklist. You planted the seed of > depression because you mentioned fatigue. > > > > When I was incarcerated, the doctors had to prove I was a threat > to myself to admit me involuntarily. I never mentioned or tried > suicide. So they tied me to a bed in the ER for hours, wouldn't let me > urinate, and waited and waited, until I finally said, " I am not > suicidal, but if you lock me up, I swear I will commit suicide. " Well, > they figured they had enough to write it in a chart, and a minute > later the haldol was injected into my vein and I woke up days later > locked up in the ward. They wouldn't let me file papers with the > court to get out, continuing to say that the " patient advocate " was > unavailable, for weeks, and I couldn't get any documents typed or to > the court without the advocate. I was trapped until I learned to yes > them and say the magic words to get me out, i.e., I agreed with > everything they said. > > > > My second incarceration came, again, not because I had threatened > suicide, but I told the quack I felt I had met my moral obligations to > my parents and did not owe them anymore. To her, it was an indication > of suicidal ideation. She said if I did not sign in voluntarily, she > would admit me involuntarily. So I signed in voluntarily, thinking > they only had 72 hours to keep me then. However, I was trapped for > another three weeks, until I agreed to everything they said, yet > again. > > > > I will never say anything honest to any doctor every again. They > are just looking for ammunition. > > > > > > __________________________________________________ > > Quote
Guest guest Posted May 5, 2005 Report Posted May 5, 2005 I am so sorry all of this has happened to you. Just remember that you are not alone. I too know the feeling of having someone not believe what you say bbout this poison they distribute in the name of medical treatment. I am also living with some of the same things you spoke about. Once the drugs have had a chance to damage the cognitive process I don't know if the person can ever recover or not but I pray for that miracle every day. The best way I can discribe what they do is if all your morals, beliefs, personality and everything else that makes us human were contained in an area 2 feet by 2 feet these drugs expand the area of acceptable behavior and beliefs to an area 4 feet by 4 feet while denying access to the original area. I don't know if it makes sense to anyone else but that's how I have grasped it im my mind. God bless you Charlie > > > I just do not understand how these people can lock you up > > involuntarily, and keep you against your will for weeks (or even > days > > or hours for that matter) and not be sued, or arrested on the > spot, > > for kidnapping, assault, and related offenses. How can they do > this? > > I hear people saying it has happened to them, and I can believe > it > > HAPPENED, but I can't believe they get away with it. > > > Re: Planting the seed of > depression/magic > > words > > > > > > > > > > > > Doctors are really lazy, just interested in practicing > defensively > > and checking things off a checklist. You planted the seed of > > depression because you mentioned fatigue. > > > > > > When I was incarcerated, the doctors had to prove I was a > threat > > to myself to admit me involuntarily. I never mentioned or tried > > suicide. So they tied me to a bed in the ER for hours, wouldn't > let me > > urinate, and waited and waited, until I finally said, " I am not > > suicidal, but if you lock me up, I swear I will commit suicide. " > Well, > > they figured they had enough to write it in a chart, and a > minute > > later the haldol was injected into my vein and I woke up days > later > > locked up in the ward. They wouldn't let me file papers with > the > > court to get out, continuing to say that the " patient advocate " > was > > unavailable, for weeks, and I couldn't get any documents typed > or to > > the court without the advocate. I was trapped until I learned to > yes > > them and say the magic words to get me out, i.e., I agreed with > > everything they said. > > > > > > My second incarceration came, again, not because I had > threatened > > suicide, but I told the quack I felt I had met my moral > obligations to > > my parents and did not owe them anymore. To her, it was an > indication > > of suicidal ideation. She said if I did not sign in voluntarily, > she > > would admit me involuntarily. So I signed in voluntarily, > thinking > > they only had 72 hours to keep me then. However, I was trapped > for > > another three weeks, until I agreed to everything they said, yet > > again. > > > > > > I will never say anything honest to any doctor every again. > They > > are just looking for ammunition. > > > > > > > > > __________________________________________________ > > > Quote
Guest guest Posted May 6, 2005 Report Posted May 6, 2005 Well, Charlie, I think I get what you mean by that. These drugs have harmed me, too, even though I would not take them, as I can see by re-reading my post, I am inclined to be cranky and bitter, where I never was before. I ought to follow your example, to pray more and complain less. Re: Planting the seed of > depression/magic > > words > > > > > > > > > > > > Doctors are really lazy, just interested in practicing > defensively > > and checking things off a checklist. You planted the seed of > > depression because you mentioned fatigue. > > > > > > When I was incarcerated, the doctors had to prove I was a > threat > > to myself to admit me involuntarily. I never mentioned or tried > > suicide. So they tied me to a bed in the ER for hours, wouldn't > let me > > urinate, and waited and waited, until I finally said, " I am not > > suicidal, but if you lock me up, I swear I will commit suicide. " > Well, > > they figured they had enough to write it in a chart, and a > minute > > later the haldol was injected into my vein and I woke up days > later > > locked up in the ward. They wouldn't let me file papers with > the > > court to get out, continuing to say that the " patient advocate " > was > > unavailable, for weeks, and I couldn't get any documents typed > or to > > the court without the advocate. I was trapped until I learned to > yes > > them and say the magic words to get me out, i.e., I agreed with > > everything they said. > > > > > > My second incarceration came, again, not because I had > threatened > > suicide, but I told the quack I felt I had met my moral > obligations to > > my parents and did not owe them anymore. To her, it was an > indication > > of suicidal ideation. She said if I did not sign in voluntarily, > she > > would admit me involuntarily. So I signed in voluntarily, > thinking > > they only had 72 hours to keep me then. However, I was trapped > for > > another three weeks, until I agreed to everything they said, yet > > again. > > > > > > I will never say anything honest to any doctor every again. > They > > are just looking for ammunition. > > > > > > > > > __________________________________________________ > > > Quote
Guest guest Posted May 6, 2005 Report Posted May 6, 2005 Well, Charlie, I think I get what you mean by that. These drugs have harmed me, too, even though I would not take them, as I can see by re-reading my post, I am inclined to be cranky and bitter, where I never was before. I ought to follow your example, to pray more and complain less. Re: Planting the seed of > depression/magic > > words > > > > > > > > > > > > Doctors are really lazy, just interested in practicing > defensively > > and checking things off a checklist. You planted the seed of > > depression because you mentioned fatigue. > > > > > > When I was incarcerated, the doctors had to prove I was a > threat > > to myself to admit me involuntarily. I never mentioned or tried > > suicide. So they tied me to a bed in the ER for hours, wouldn't > let me > > urinate, and waited and waited, until I finally said, " I am not > > suicidal, but if you lock me up, I swear I will commit suicide. " > Well, > > they figured they had enough to write it in a chart, and a > minute > > later the haldol was injected into my vein and I woke up days > later > > locked up in the ward. They wouldn't let me file papers with > the > > court to get out, continuing to say that the " patient advocate " > was > > unavailable, for weeks, and I couldn't get any documents typed > or to > > the court without the advocate. I was trapped until I learned to > yes > > them and say the magic words to get me out, i.e., I agreed with > > everything they said. > > > > > > My second incarceration came, again, not because I had > threatened > > suicide, but I told the quack I felt I had met my moral > obligations to > > my parents and did not owe them anymore. To her, it was an > indication > > of suicidal ideation. She said if I did not sign in voluntarily, > she > > would admit me involuntarily. So I signed in voluntarily, > thinking > > they only had 72 hours to keep me then. However, I was trapped > for > > another three weeks, until I agreed to everything they said, yet > > again. > > > > > > I will never say anything honest to any doctor every again. > They > > are just looking for ammunition. > > > > > > > > > __________________________________________________ > > > Quote
Guest guest Posted May 6, 2005 Report Posted May 6, 2005 I might not be the example to follow, I do pray about it every day but there is a part of me that would like just a few minutes with the moron that recommended the Paxil (Psychologist) and the moron that actually wrote the prescription (Still wet behind the ears). If anyone ever needed to be slapped about the head and shoulders they do. I just keep thinking if I do that I will not be in a position to help Vicki when the time comes. I do believe it will come for various reasons that I won't burdon people with here. Don't be to hard on yourself it's a very difficult path for everyone involved. Charlie > > > > I just do not understand how these people can lock you up > > > involuntarily, and keep you against your will for weeks (or > even > > days > > > or hours for that matter) and not be sued, or arrested on > the > > spot, > > > for kidnapping, assault, and related offenses. How can they > do > > this? > > > I hear people saying it has happened to them, and I can > believe > > it > > > HAPPENED, but I can't believe they get away with it. > > > > Re: Planting the seed of > > depression/magic > > > words > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Doctors are really lazy, just interested in practicing > > defensively > > > and checking things off a checklist. You planted the seed of > > > depression because you mentioned fatigue. > > > > > > > > When I was incarcerated, the doctors had to prove I was > a > > threat > > > to myself to admit me involuntarily. I never mentioned or > tried > > > suicide. So they tied me to a bed in the ER for hours, > wouldn't > > let me > > > urinate, and waited and waited, until I finally said, " I am > not > > > suicidal, but if you lock me up, I swear I will commit > suicide. " > > Well, > > > they figured they had enough to write it in a chart, and a > > minute > > > later the haldol was injected into my vein and I woke up > days > > later > > > locked up in the ward. They wouldn't let me file papers > with > > the > > > court to get out, continuing to say that the " patient > advocate " > > was > > > unavailable, for weeks, and I couldn't get any documents > typed > > or to > > > the court without the advocate. I was trapped until I > learned to > > yes > > > them and say the magic words to get me out, i.e., I agreed > with > > > everything they said. > > > > > > > > My second incarceration came, again, not because I had > > threatened > > > suicide, but I told the quack I felt I had met my moral > > obligations to > > > my parents and did not owe them anymore. To her, it was an > > indication > > > of suicidal ideation. She said if I did not sign in > voluntarily, > > she > > > would admit me involuntarily. So I signed in voluntarily, > > thinking > > > they only had 72 hours to keep me then. However, I was > trapped > > for > > > another three weeks, until I agreed to everything they said, > yet > > > again. > > > > > > > > I will never say anything honest to any doctor every > again. > > They > > > are just looking for ammunition. > > > > > > > > > > > > __________________________________________________ > > > > Quote
Guest guest Posted May 6, 2005 Report Posted May 6, 2005 I might not be the example to follow, I do pray about it every day but there is a part of me that would like just a few minutes with the moron that recommended the Paxil (Psychologist) and the moron that actually wrote the prescription (Still wet behind the ears). If anyone ever needed to be slapped about the head and shoulders they do. I just keep thinking if I do that I will not be in a position to help Vicki when the time comes. I do believe it will come for various reasons that I won't burdon people with here. Don't be to hard on yourself it's a very difficult path for everyone involved. Charlie > > > > I just do not understand how these people can lock you up > > > involuntarily, and keep you against your will for weeks (or > even > > days > > > or hours for that matter) and not be sued, or arrested on > the > > spot, > > > for kidnapping, assault, and related offenses. How can they > do > > this? > > > I hear people saying it has happened to them, and I can > believe > > it > > > HAPPENED, but I can't believe they get away with it. > > > > Re: Planting the seed of > > depression/magic > > > words > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Doctors are really lazy, just interested in practicing > > defensively > > > and checking things off a checklist. You planted the seed of > > > depression because you mentioned fatigue. > > > > > > > > When I was incarcerated, the doctors had to prove I was > a > > threat > > > to myself to admit me involuntarily. I never mentioned or > tried > > > suicide. So they tied me to a bed in the ER for hours, > wouldn't > > let me > > > urinate, and waited and waited, until I finally said, " I am > not > > > suicidal, but if you lock me up, I swear I will commit > suicide. " > > Well, > > > they figured they had enough to write it in a chart, and a > > minute > > > later the haldol was injected into my vein and I woke up > days > > later > > > locked up in the ward. They wouldn't let me file papers > with > > the > > > court to get out, continuing to say that the " patient > advocate " > > was > > > unavailable, for weeks, and I couldn't get any documents > typed > > or to > > > the court without the advocate. I was trapped until I > learned to > > yes > > > them and say the magic words to get me out, i.e., I agreed > with > > > everything they said. > > > > > > > > My second incarceration came, again, not because I had > > threatened > > > suicide, but I told the quack I felt I had met my moral > > obligations to > > > my parents and did not owe them anymore. To her, it was an > > indication > > > of suicidal ideation. She said if I did not sign in > voluntarily, > > she > > > would admit me involuntarily. So I signed in voluntarily, > > thinking > > > they only had 72 hours to keep me then. However, I was > trapped > > for > > > another three weeks, until I agreed to everything they said, > yet > > > again. > > > > > > > > I will never say anything honest to any doctor every > again. > > They > > > are just looking for ammunition. > > > > > > > > > > > > __________________________________________________ > > > > Quote
Guest guest Posted May 7, 2005 Report Posted May 7, 2005 cateh I'm sorry to hear about your hubby. I don't remember if you said what he had been diagnosed with, but it sounds as though he is well on his way to being diagnosed with SZ and that would mean more dangerous drugs. Symptoms all caused by his drugs. This is really scary! He is delusional and uncooperative. I'm concerned for your safety. On the other hand, knowing what i know, i think i would become sooooo angry that i would call the doc and tell him just what i thought. Expose him for just what he is, letting him know that these drugs are causing these symptoms and that maybe a law suit is in order. I don't know all the medicines he is on, but he needs to reduce! I know you can only control so much and in this case it sounds as though it is really out of your hands. The only one that can help you is that stupid doctor. Gawd, I would really like to get my hands around his neck! I wouldn't pressure your husband, stress can only worsen your situation. Connie Quote
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